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Can you feel the lemau-ness? |
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Yeah...2nd entry for the day...again!!!!
Baked the chocolate chocolate chips. Managed to steal some time to be with Kiah. Off to Compass Point for early lunch. Before Pizza Hut opened its doors, we had a cuppa at Satrbucks & a slice of Mango Cheesecake. I told Kiah, I'm beginning to be like Pai - must have cake with my cuppa. And can you imagine if I visit Pai...? I'll be as fat as Miss Piggy within days!!!!!!!!!
It was a precious moment meeting Kiah. We've come to a stage where we feel we'll be able to face the inevitable, with the littlest faith in us, we believe things happen for a reason. We've come to terms that we need to react when the signals are up. We believe that doa & good faith walk hand in hand.
I told Kiah of the latest news, she was disappointed. But I told her, I take it as a blessing in disguise. I strongly believe that it happens for a reason. I'm sure Allah is protecting me. Allah is preparing me for something & something better is coming my way. Gosh....it's so hard!!!!! Sometimes I wonder how I survive another day of uncertainty. Then I take a few minutes to sit & think......I guess this is when doa & wirid come in useful. It's for me to face these days. Yup...it's so exhausting - day in, day out - never ending, but strange as it seems, I appreciate it. Experience has made me rich.
Heh, Tipah. You always tell me that you wonder how I take it. I don't know...I really don't know. I wonder, too. Now, I feel like crying. I feel like screaming my head off. I feel like killing my biggest enemy..stabbing over & over again, run as hard & as far as I can until all my energy used up. I'm feeling the palpitations rushing in.
Or is it chocolate craving???????
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 15:29 #
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PINKIE HEARS |
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PINKIE SHARES |
I'tiraf
Wahai Tuhan
Ku tak layak
Ke SyurgaMu
Namun tak pula
Aku sanggup
Ke NerakaMu
Ampunkan dosaku
Terimalah taubatku
Sesungguhnya
Engkaulah Pengampun
Dosa-dosa besar
Dosa-dosaku
Bagaikan pepasir
Di pantai
Dengan rahmatMu
Ampunkan daku
Oh Tuhanku
Wahai Tuhan
Selamatkan kami ini
Dari segala
Kejahatan & kecelakaan
Kami takut
Kami harap
KepadaMu
Suburkanlah
Cinta kami
Kepada Mu
Kamilah hamba
Yg mengharap
Belas dariMU
Penantian By Harmoni
Berapa lama mesti ku nanti
Sinar cahaya mata mu
Gemerlap bagai bintang
Menghiasi malam
Malam yg menutup diriku
Berapa lama perlu ku tunggu
Lontaran suara dari bibirmu
Memecah hening taman
Taman syurgawi
Pada sebuah hati yg sepi
Penantian suatu siksa
Yg tidak tertanggung
Oleh tubuh ku yg kering & layu
Kepastian suatu penwar
Dlm suka & duka
Yg meniti hidup ku
Doa By Harmoni
Tuhan ku
Dlm termangu
Ku sebut nama Mu
Biar susah sungguh
Mengingat Mu penuh seluruh
Tuhan ku
Cahaya Mu
Panas suci bagai kerdip lilin
Di kelam sunyi
Tuhan ku
Aku hilang bentuk
Kembara di negeri asing
Tuhan ku
Pintu Mu ku ketuk
Aku tak bisa berpaling
Nasyid By Hidayah
Kepada Mu Ilahi
Yg Maha Agung Yg Maha Suci
Ku pohon perlindungan
Dan keampunanMu
Pada setiap sholat
Ku lafazkan doa & pujian
Kukuhkanlah taqwaku & keimanan
Semoga diriku diselamatkan
Dari segala bencana
Limpahilah diriku dgn sinar penuh kemuliaan
Agar tidak digoda syaitan
Yg sungguh durjana peruntuh akhlak
Inilah doa seorang insan
Mohon perlindungan
The Reason
Hoobastank
The Reason
I'm not a perfect person
There are many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
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