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Wednesday, January 04, 2006 | |
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Labbaikallahummalabbaik...... |
D,
MIL, aunt Ley, cik Sam & cik Jun telah berangkat menunaikan fardhu haji pada awal dinihari 3 Januari yg lalu. Kali kedua buat mil, & aunt Ley, pertama buat cik Sam & isteri. Suasana di lapangan terbang tidak sesibuk seperti musim haji yg lalu. Mungkin kerana orang semua kembali bekerja & anak-anak memulakan sekolah. Turut berangkat pada hari yg sama tetapi pesawat yg lain ialah cik Ahmadini & cik Leha yg mengetuai jemaah sebuah syarikat pelancongan. Aku doakan agar mereka sihat & selamat. Semoga mereka mendapat haji mabrur & selamat pulang ke pangkuan keluarga, InsyaAllah.
Sesungguhnya, tahun 2005 telah kami lalui dgn penuh kegetiran. Kami semua berharap & berdoa agar tahun ini akan kami lalui dgn ketenangan & kebahgiaan, lebih-lebih lagi sepulangya kaum keluarga yg melakukan ibadah haji, InsyaAllah. MIL & aunt Ley berazam utk menghabiskan masa sebaik-baiknya...aku rasa doa yg ingin mereka panjatkan. Bagi cik Sam & cik Jun, aku dapat bayangkan airmata mereka menitis kerana kesyahduan, mengikut aliran jutaan manusia melakukan ibadah bersama mereka.
Bayangkanlah 100,000 pahala bagi setiap sholat di Masjidil Haram & 1,000 pahala di Majid Nabawi. Tidak termasuk syafaat dari Rasululah, minum air zamzam & berbagai-bagai lagi....baru semalam ust mengingatkan kami lagi akan kelebihan bersholat, baik sholat seorang atau jemaah, makmum, makmum masbuq.
Alhamdulillah, Fidel looks forward to every Tuesday night. He's interested. He's always complimenting the ustaz & how he understands ust's explanation. He remembers the kuliah well even without having to take notes, unlike me.....I must have the textbook & I need to jot down what ust says. Alhamdulillah.....words can't describe how blessed I feel seeing him after kuliah. Last night, I believed the ust's sisters approached us. I guess they knew we were newcomers. They invited us to majlis zikir on Thursdays. He seems interested.....Alhamdulillah. I've been wanting to go attend the majlis.....Allah opens the opportunity for me...and him. MasyaAllah!!!! It's a wonderful feeling.
Ust invited all of us to grace the new masjid, An Nadhah @ Bishan. On Saturday after sholat Isya' there will be a forum about Fungsi Masjid. I suggested to Fidel that it would be good for all of us. The boys will have a better understanding about the masjid, InsyaAllah. Ust also encouraged all of us to fast on Monday, then invited us to iftar at the masjid, sholat jemaah, takbir for AidilAdha & tahlil for our loved ones. Ust kata, waktu beginilah kita rasa syahdu, kita mengingati orang-orang yg kita kasihi yg telah meninggalkan kita. Ust did mention heavy spread of dinner after the majlis & we can contribute kuih-muih, heh........bab makan nie kalo Masjid Khadijah & ust........agaknnyer nasi briyani...kekekekekeeeeee.
I can still remember a feast organised by sukarelawan masjid & ust's family last week. After kuliah, we were all invited to surprise ust on his 58th birthday. It was a big occassion. The spread was fabulous, I was pleasantly surprised that Fidel was willing to stay on.
Ya Allah, I understand. You give what I need & not what I want. You give me the opposite of what I ask for, but it turns out to be blessing in disguise. I understand & I'm so grateful. You are with me 24/7. I feel your presence. I know you are so close to me. I love you, Allah. Thank you, Allah. Don't turn me away, Allah. Don't ever leave me. You are all that I have.
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 08:16 #
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PINKIE HEARS |
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PINKIE SHARES |
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I'tiraf
Wahai Tuhan
Ku tak layak
Ke SyurgaMu
Namun tak pula
Aku sanggup
Ke NerakaMu
Ampunkan dosaku
Terimalah taubatku
Sesungguhnya
Engkaulah Pengampun
Dosa-dosa besar
Dosa-dosaku
Bagaikan pepasir
Di pantai
Dengan rahmatMu
Ampunkan daku
Oh Tuhanku
Wahai Tuhan
Selamatkan kami ini
Dari segala
Kejahatan & kecelakaan
Kami takut
Kami harap
KepadaMu
Suburkanlah
Cinta kami
Kepada Mu
Kamilah hamba
Yg mengharap
Belas dariMU
Penantian By Harmoni
Berapa lama mesti ku nanti
Sinar cahaya mata mu
Gemerlap bagai bintang
Menghiasi malam
Malam yg menutup diriku
Berapa lama perlu ku tunggu
Lontaran suara dari bibirmu
Memecah hening taman
Taman syurgawi
Pada sebuah hati yg sepi
Penantian suatu siksa
Yg tidak tertanggung
Oleh tubuh ku yg kering & layu
Kepastian suatu penwar
Dlm suka & duka
Yg meniti hidup ku
Doa By Harmoni
Tuhan ku
Dlm termangu
Ku sebut nama Mu
Biar susah sungguh
Mengingat Mu penuh seluruh
Tuhan ku
Cahaya Mu
Panas suci bagai kerdip lilin
Di kelam sunyi
Tuhan ku
Aku hilang bentuk
Kembara di negeri asing
Tuhan ku
Pintu Mu ku ketuk
Aku tak bisa berpaling
Nasyid By Hidayah
Kepada Mu Ilahi
Yg Maha Agung Yg Maha Suci
Ku pohon perlindungan
Dan keampunanMu
Pada setiap sholat
Ku lafazkan doa & pujian
Kukuhkanlah taqwaku & keimanan
Semoga diriku diselamatkan
Dari segala bencana
Limpahilah diriku dgn sinar penuh kemuliaan
Agar tidak digoda syaitan
Yg sungguh durjana peruntuh akhlak
Inilah doa seorang insan
Mohon perlindungan
The Reason
Hoobastank
The Reason
I'm not a perfect person
There are many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
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