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Love Extravaganza |
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Time is passing by.......so, so fast.
Here's a re-cap.
Saturday :
Attended menghalusi sholat. Ustazah Rock advised us not to be emotional over the Casino issue. She mentioned about her stay in the Middle East while she was pursuing her studies, she said the country has the biggest church (if I'm not mistaken) & mosques & well.... a casino. And the rule is, Muslims aren't allowed to enter. We were asked to remember, even during Rasullullah's time, alcohol, prostitution, gambling have existed. All we need to do is to strengthen our faith pray that we are away from the things that Allah hates.
We celebrated the youngest nephew's birthday at McD party. The party didn't end there. 20 of us went to the zoo for Ben & Jerry icecream, to Seletar reservoir where Han had a hard fall. We almost sent him to the hospital, but after 20 mins., he was walking again...almost running when I managed to stop him. While we stopped by Ahmad Ibrahim mosque & waiting for one another after Maghrib prayer, Han was already running around the compund with a wood. Aunt Nor saw & teased him, "Eh, Han pegang tongkat nenek kebayan!!! Aoyoh!!! Nanti malam dia datang carik Han!!!" Instantaneously, he threw it away & said, "Bukan ah...Reiney yg pegang." Reiney, "Tak...Han!" Han, "Hin pegang!" Hin, "Tak!!! Han yg pegang!" Kecoh!!!! As we drove off, Han asked, "Han pegang stick to accidentally, camner eh?" Fidel & I tried so hard not to laugh. Tau jugak takut, eh...kekekeke. Fidel, "I don't know, you go and ask Nek Nor, biar org tua yg beri nasihat, daddy tak tau." Gamat......
Throughout dinner at Jln Kayu, Aunt Nor & Aunt Normah kept scaring him off with the nenek kebayan stuff. So finally, he plucked up the courage to ask Aunt Nor what to do. Aunt Nor said, "Mesti jadi good boy. Dengar cakap org tua..mesti baca surah Al Fatiha, An Nas, Al Falaq, Al Ikhlas all the time. Duduk diam-diam." kekekekeke....Wahliao! And he did! He sat quietly and recited all the surahs. Hai...aman dunia nie sekejap. Everyone just couldn't stop giggling.
Reiney decided to sleepover at our place. It took him quite a while to get his parents approval because he has never slept over at our place. I jokingly told my in-laws not to call late at night to check on their son...heh! The boys had blast. Soon after midnight & recitation of surahs to chase the nenek kebayan, all were sound asleep.
Sunday :
Iz bought Taufik Batisah cd as my birthday gift. Yup, I was surprised. While Id sighed he couldn't get to go out to get me a present. I understand that they want to do something nice for me, all I want is that they become true Muslims. Fidel kept asking me what I wanted, I just wanted Emicakes durian cake.
At Al Muttaqin, I was joined by AT & her aunt. After class, AT & I went to Centrepoint for Delifrance brunch & Ultimate at Coffee Beans. Ah..yes, she knew I was looking at my favourite brand brooch. The range is expensive because it's quite unique. I told her just to get me cookbook - Betty Crocker or Pillsbury will do, it's on sale at Times. She refused to get me the books. Sent AT to her parents' place, the boys & I had lunch at KFC & bought my durian cake. Fidel asked me the same question again, ok..since he wanted to get me a present, I wickedly teased him for an Omega Constellation or pearl bracelet...so there..kekekekeke..& he asked no more. He just gave that wildest smile. Ah....but I always look forward to receive a card from him. That made my birthday complete.
Attended Ustazah Kamariah's class in the late afternoon. As I sat & listened to her lecture, I felt peaceful that I was with my loved ones on my birthday. The meals that we had were just great. Alhamdulillah.
Monday :
Finally watched the video tape of Muzika Extravanganza while ironing. I felt Ruffedge's "Khayalan" was sumbang-sih. Lucky, Jatt was there, he saved his song!!! So far, it's the best live show ever. From start to the end, bravo!!!
Received a call fro Nelam. So glad to know she found a place. I told her that I'm taking a break & will resume with her in late June. She knows my plan & is aware that I need to prepare. Right now, I find myself still procrastinating on certain things which I should be doing. Asal laa tak gerak-gerak???
Wednesday :
Fidel took leave..yabedabedoo!!!! While he sorted out his stuff with the golf club, taking care of the boys, I was at Compass Point with AT & AZ. They gave me a treat at Pizza Hut. On the way out, I showed them the type of brooch that I like, but under a different brand. It's so much cheaper. Jackpot!!!! They decided to get me 2 brooches. The whole process of choosing & buying was just hilarious. In the end, it's not the treat, not the gift - it's the sincerity, honesty & loyalty which means so much more - that, cannot be bought.
Today
Well, it's one of those long entries. Thank you to my family & my friends (you know who you are) who took the trouble wishing me well. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for squeezing me in your thoughts & hearts. I'm sorry that I'm unable to convey my appreciation to you personally as I'm really chasing time.
This may be my last entry for the month of April & May. Hopefully I'll be back in late May or early June, Insya Allah. Meanwhile maaf zahir batin, dari hujung rambut ke hujung kaki, segala kata atau perbuatan di depan atau dari belakang. May Allah bless you & may we always be in taqwa. Amin, Insya Allah.
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 07:48 #
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Gym....not. |
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Nelam must be wondering where might I have gone to for the past 2 weeks. Yup, I missed her class again today. Hopefully, I can go back to the gym again by next week. Projek kurus is still going on.
Hm....kemas rumah nie, kerja tak abiz eh? Biler nak game? Nanti ah, biler kita rest kat 7 kaki dalam tu sorang-sorang...tu pong lom tau rest in peace (Amin, insyaAllah) ker, sebaliknya...(nauzubillahiminzalik)!
Sempat gi sarapan dgn Zai. Balik jerk, lemau, sey! Walhal, banyak nak kene buat. Banyak juga appointment, tak tau boleh terlaksana ker tak. Eh, dah April.....lermekk, Sotong...biler kiter nak lunch, eh? Postpone to May's payday, can?
Back to time management - ustazah rock kata, seorang muslimah yg fokus adalah wanita yg menjaga waktu sholatnya. Cepat dia habiskan kerja rumahnya, jadi tidak terganggu waktu sholat kerana Allah. Betul laa tu...dunia ini mengkhayalkan. Eh macam lagu BDB - hitam anjing tulang...khayalan menjelma, ketika fikiran, terbayang menjauh mengenangkan mu....ish.....astaghfirullahalazim.....nie gara-gara makan toseh laa nie.
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 11:44 #
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Dah siap ker lom??? |
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I was talking to Zai on the phone last week. When she asked me if I've prepared, only then I realised, I've not! Urgh.....! So, today, I'm feeling somewhat panic. Fidel keeps reminding me that the exams are around the corner. Gosh!!! More panic attacks!
My weekends routine went as per normal. We managed to go on a date & watched Guess Who. We both agreed that if weren't for Bernie Mac, it's a dead film. We still prefer Hitch. I guess we're too old for serious movies nowadays.
As I attend the classes lectured by the 3 ustazahs, I personalised them into 3 categories. Ustazah "Rock" Siti Rahmah - coz, she has this unique style of sending the message across, she knows her current affairs very well. Ustazah Salbiah - the books that she recommends are powerful. Through her, I learn a few of well known Islamic authors. While she recommends the Malay texts, Ustazah Kamariah, who is another well read ustazah, recommends the English texts. I'm always mesmerized each time she tells the class about the historical & geographical aspects of Islam, especially when the non Muslim researchers write books on the facts on Islam which already exist in Al Quran...Masya Allah. So you see, knowledge is power. Tuntutlah ilmu, hayatilah Islam, insya'Allah kamu tidak akan kecundang. Terlalu banyak anasir yg cuba menghitamkan Islam, namun walau apa cara pun Islam ditindas, Allah tidak mensia-siakan umatNya.
Yesterday, ustazah Kamariah kept reminding the class.....zip mulut awak....beli zip, zip mulut awak. Hati pun jgn berkata-kata, banyakkan doa, banyakkan zikir, seringlah menyebut Alhamdulillah..jgn komplen....lebih banyak awak komplen lebih banyak yg tak bagus awak dapat. Lebih banyak awak bersyukur, lebih banyak rahmat awak dapat dari Allah melalui laluan yg tidak awak sangka. Salah satu doa yg sering ustazah baca ialah "Ya Allah, sesunguhnya selama ini aku telah sesat, jadikanlah saki-baki hidupku sebagai hamba Mu yg taat." Ingatlah, Allah Maha Pengampun, Allah Maha Penyayang, namun azab Allah sungguh dahsyat jika kita ingkar.
Kuntum.....menghitung hari, eh???
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 07:57 #
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Kucingsutra.... |
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The outing with AT & Ita was usually fun. We seemed to outwit one another, no one was saved. So I went to the vet in the afternoon. Dr Loh wasn't around. Grr....this lady vet was as scared as I was. FiFi turned on to her bad mood. It was difficult to handle her. She had fever, cough, her stitch was slightly infected. The clinic didn't have an x-ray machine, so I've to wait for a few more days to see if her leg worsens.
Back at home, I had problem giving FiFi the medicine. She sure knew I didn't have the confidence, so she really took advantage of the situation. AT's method was just as impossible. So with the help of Iz & Id, I used Ina's method. Wrapped her body with a thick blanket, only to let her head popped out. They held her body down. I opened her mouth, she growled, spat the pill back at me. This really tested my patience. After several attempts, the pill got down...I tink.
This morning, she was smarter. Although I ahd extra person to help - Han, it wasn't any easier. So Id suggested I crushed the pills. Heh..goos idea. Crushed them, opened her mouth with the metal spoon & the powder form was in. Good......she couldn't spit it out...kekekekeke.
Foster dad purposely came to send the fresh fish & daun buas-buas. Gee....I'm so touched he did that for me. As usual that wasn't all he brought with him. And I feel bad as always for not giving him as much as he did. But fortunately today, I managed to cook 3 dishes for him to bring back.
Ah well....back to the chores. Looks like my exercise regime will be on hold this week. I hope the flu bug will quickly disappear.
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 14:31 #
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V is for........vet. |
D,
Yesterday morning, I woke up with a heavy head. So I decided not to go for Step class. I still had to meet Nelam to get the supplements. So it was a morning meet up with Zai & Nad at a prata shop after that.
I dare try the supplements yet as I understand I'll be needing the toilet. Since I'm going to be running some errands, I'll wait. Meanwhile, sent FuFu to the vet for 1st check up. Now that's another story. I thought I would be greeted by Dr Hsu...but....out came Dr Loh...so he's the one who sterilised FiFi. Ok, so this is my 1st time seeing a very relaxed doctor. His wearing an old pair of jeans - so informal, which put me at ease. Well, I call him the new age guy. I learned that Fufu is about 4 months old, she might come from Persian or Siamese plus local breed. So FuFu had a 1st jab, swallowed the de-worming tablet & we were going to meet Dr Loh a month later.
Back at home, we realised FiFi was limping when she came out of the boys' bedroom after her afternoon nap. Her right front leg was bent. She struggled when I tried to apply ointment to massage it. Poor thing, even mil pitied her. We could see that she is suffering. But what happened? When I left her, she was walking like normal. she kept licking her leg. Even Fidel was concerned about her. But he's more concerned that I'll be spending more money on the kittens' needs. But I've grown to love FuFu already. And FiFi has mellowed, she's such an affectionate kitty. But he still has his 2 tanks of fish. I look after his fish, too, and I hardly trouble him with my kittens except if I need to go to the vet urgently.
This morning she limps her way to me, her eyes send a signal that she wants to sit on my lap & to be stroked. Poor girl....mommy will send you to Dr Loh this afternoon, ok? Wah..! Visit Dr Loh in 2days. Hehehe....
To Geylang again this morning to meet AT. I hope I can just watch her shop. That woman, if she steps in Geylang, it's as if she's buying the whole of it. Just because it's going to be torn down. Heeeee.
Photo of FiFi, taken in January 2005.
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 07:07 #
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As the days passed, I forget....... |
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As I'm trying to recall what I did over the weekend, I realised that it's already April....mid April!!!!!! I'm scared..really scared. Yeah, I'll be a year older, but besides that, what have I been doing all my life? So much to be done, so much preparation......
Weekends - Routine was back to normal. MIL came for sleepover of Friday night. We aborted the plan of watching Samara as there are so many taped programmes not watched yet. On Saturday, 2nd lesson on Menghalusi Sholat. Ustazah "rock" has this lively approach so that we wouldn't get bored with the lesson. You know, it can be very dry just to listen or recite in serious tone. I'm so grateful that she was willing to tape her lecture for me on Hadith 40 which runs bi-weekly, Alhamdulillah.
Lunch was simply superb with takeaway Geylang's famous food Indian Rojak & Chinese style food from under the old block. Dang! MIL was helping out with the ironing when I opened the door. She knew it was Iz's & Id's duty to iron their uniforms, but what can I say.... she made her way for the wedding invitations & religious class, while we made ours to ECP to continue our rollerblading lessons with Albert. It was so much fun doing this as a family. We continued practising our new skills at Bedok Reservoir Park soon after the lesson.
Sunday morning rush hour. Off to Al Muttaqin. Met Cik Leha & she reminded me of the things to be done. Yikes...!!!! That was when I realised it's already mid April. How??? Switched on the panic button! But she is always in her usual mode to calm me down. Off to Jln Pisang's Hjh Maimunah for Ustazah Salbiah's class. 2 more lessons on this book, then we'll be starting tafsir utk wanita. I'm looking forward to this. I'm given the opportunity to mingle with fellow muslimahs who are Aunt Ley's friends. Being in the company of middle aged women, I'm feeling at ease. I really admire their eagerness to learn. They're quite gung-ho in their gentle ways. There's one who can drive & ride a motorcycle. But of course, the bike is the modern vespa type. Inilah dikatakan wanita canggih!
He fetched me after his usual golf practise, off to fetch the boys & headed to McD's for lunch. As I sat & watched the boys, it finally set in me that the boys are growing up too fast. I'm not saying it's bad but I wished there were things I wished I could have done differently....I want to be a better mom. But I'm hopeful that I'm able to be better from now on.
I took the opportunity to attend another class to fill my afternoon while he was off for his weekly jogging. I'm seizing any chance I have to learn more on the things I'm practising. I've always enjoyed Ustazah Kamariah's lectures, even though I hardly have the chance to attend. I really need to be fully equipped with knowledge to nurture my boys, to be a special woman in my husband's life, to be a true muslimah for the rest of life.
So, at the end of yesterday's lessons I learnt :
Suara seseorang itu sentiasa lunak kerana setiap hari membaca Al Quran, walaupun usianya sudah tua. Malah dia kelihatan awet muda sentiasa.
Keistimewaan seorang isteri itu tidak dapat dibayangkan oleh suami dgn kata-kata jika isteri itu menurut segala perintah Allah, biarpun isteri itu buruk pada fizikalnya.
Insaf - musahabah diri & sentiasa berdoa kepada Allah. Perhambakan diri utk Allah, nescaya Allah pandang kita kelak.
Setiap ruang rumah, jadikan tempat sholat seperti - di dlm bilik, di ruang tamu, di mana sudut sahaja. Terangkanlah rumah dgn cahaya Islam. Sejukkanlah rumah dgn amal ibadah. Rumah kita panas, kacau-bilau dgn persengketaan lantas ahli keluarga tidak senang duduk di dlm rumah tersebut kerana ahli keluarga tersebut tidak melaksanakan perintah Allah.
Ingatlah perjuangan Rasullullah, cintailah Islam.
Jgnlah sia-siakan masa, kita tidak dapat menjamin masa depan kita. Hanya Allah sahaja yg menentukan segalanya. Kita tidak tahu bila kita akan mati.
Kaum wanita, jgnlah ikut ke kubur di hari pengebumian kerana jika kita ingkar, ia aalah salah satu sebab bagi yg mati itu masuk ke neraka.
Wanita yg solehah adalah wanita yg menjaga waktu sholatnya. Dia fokus lalu bijak merancang jadual hariannya agar sholatnya sempurna. Jika wanita itu tidak fokus, maka tidak ada kerja yg dapat dia laksanakan sehari suntuk.....terbuang lah masa yg Allah peruntukkan buatnya.
Wallahualam bisawab.
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 07:10 #
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Fa....Fi....Fu...... |
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Sent FiFi for sterilisation yesterday. She was in a horrible mood yeterday morning because she couldn't accept FuFu yet. I felt sad for FiFi, it reminded me of the time I had c-sect when I gave birth to Id....euw.....so painful!!!!
I was in a state of panic the whole afternoon. Thinking of FiFi's condition. Herda wasn't available for me to ask some questions about the cats' behaviour. Lucky, I got hold of Ina. She was laughing all the way when I asked so many questions about FiFi & FuFu. She really put my mind at ease. So it's not so bad, huh?
The time came. We collected FiFi from the vet in the evening. I kept her in the cage the whole night because I want them to share the same sleeping space, the balcony. There were a few hissing & growling.
This morning, I let FiFi out from the cage. She can walk!!!! Phew, I thought she couldn't move a single bone. Hey, she's still hissing & growling...aiks, tengah sakit pong masih nak tunjuk garang ka??? FuFu pandai bawak diri...selamat. Betol kata Ina, FuFu avoids FiFi at all cost. Tapi eksyen lak....dia gi makan tempat FiFi, then masuk dlm toilet FiFi. But.......later on, FiFi pong makan on the same bowl...Slamat Sasman...sey!!!!!! Sempat tunjuk Fidel rupa FuFu, dia senyum...agaknyer boleh simpan laa tu. 2 days ago, dia garang jugak, dia kata, "rumah nie nak jadi rumah kucing eh??"
Later, I'm going to send FuFu to the groomer. Aku phobia sangat when it comes to their claws. Dha laa smalam dapat "autograph" from FuFu. I think dia lom pernah mandi. Apalagi, dia lompat tinggi-tinggi. Habis aku kene cakar 2 long lines, Hin kene kat leher. So I give up....part kuku jorang, biar laa aku antar kat groomer suruh ketip.
Hopefully, FiFi & FuFu will become sisters in no time........
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 07:36 #
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To keep or not to keep |
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Being the last session of personal training with Nelam today, it was totally "No Mercy"!!!!!Oh....! She's so cruel!!!! But I guess I deserve it as I've been feasting on the wedding menu.
Han was waiting for me at the door. There was a small kitty!!! It's so beautiful, must be a mixed-breed. We decided to keep the adorable kitty. But......FiFi was ever so fierce. She hissed & growled. The kitty hissed & growled back at her. FiFi wasn't giving up yet. FiFi is still in her horrible mood. Never mind, FiFi, tomorrow, you'll sure knock out after the sterilisation. We call the new kitty FuFu...dah sajak ah..Fa (nama anak) Fi (nama kucing betina) Fu (nama kucing jantan)...but wait!!! Han & Hin checked on the kitty....lermekk...betina lagik aa...So what should I call this kitty???
Fidel wasn't so happy about the new kitty. Well, I gave lots of excuses to keep the kitty. Her fur is a mixture of black & grey, her tail is long like a squirrel. I suspect this kitty has an owner, but kitty is skinny, I think she's about 3 months old. Kitty hasa good appetite, perhaps she had been searching for her owner the whole morning.
I've separated FiFi & FuFu. FiFi has the advantage of sleeping in the house, while FuFu gets the balcony, with the doors slightly ajar. If FuFu belongs to someone, I hope the owner will quickly claim it before we fall in love too deeply with her....
Besides this.....
Memang bukan bisnes aku, tapi....kesian, eh??? Kalau aku kisahkan, nanti takut jadi aku memalukannya. Abih, nanti kalau tempelak balek kat aku??? Kes iman nie, berat. Allah boleh membolak-balikkan hati/keimanan seseorang. Nanti yg baik jadi jahat, lepas tu jahat jadi baik??? Kalau aku jahat then jadi baik...safe aa, tapi kalau aku baik then jadi jahat?? Ish...nauzubillah!!! Dilemma jugak, beb. Namun bukan niat aku hendak memalukan & menghina orang, niat ku adalah biarlah kisah ini dijadikan iktibar. Biarlah ia menginsafkan aku.
Al kisah ada seorang manusia dilahirkan Islam. Tapi dia rasa terperangkap, lemas. Dia tak nak jadi Islam. Makanan & minuman haram dah dia jamah apabila dia tidak bersama masyarakat Islam. Namun pandai pulak bawak diri bila dikelilingi masyarakatnya sendiri. Jadi kalau orang yg tahu tentang dirinya tu, haruskah orang itu menjauhkan diri daripada dituduh bersubahat atau terus berdampingan dgn manusia yg menafikan Islam ini dan buat tak kisah jerk?? Jgn cakap lah orang tu mesti kasi nasihat.....orang tu kene tendang jauh-jauh nyer....Tak tau lah pandangan orang, tapi aku rasa kesian & sedih.
Al kisah lagi - Ada beberapa orang wanita Islam yg ku kenali dulu, telah pun menjadi murtad. Mereka berkahwin secara sivil, yg ada tu masuk gereja - dikahwinkan dlm upacara Katholik. Hancur-lebur hati mak-bapak mereka. Teringat pula kisah Katholik nun yg memeluk ugama Islam, sister Irene. Walhal dia disuruh mencari kelemahan dlm kandungan AlQuran utk menarik umat Islam agar menganuti ugama Katholik. Namun, kebenaran yg dia perolehi dalam Al Quran, yg tidak pernah didapatinya di dalam Bible. Sempat pula dia mengajar para pendengar ceramah mencari kelemahan di dlm Bible. Bayangkan....seorang mualaf menyedarkan para pendengar bahawa betapa untungnya umat manusia dilahirkan Islam ketika dia, bila dilahirkan, barulah di Katholikkan & kemudiannya dgn rahmat Allah dia diIslamkan. Semoga Allah memberi petunjuk ke arah yg benar kepada insan-insan yg telah tersesat ini sebelum mereka menghembuskan nafas mereka yg terakhir. Semoga Allah kuatkan iman ku & wafatkan ku dlm Islam. Amin Insya Allah.
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 20:34 #
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Alah emak kahwin kan aku..... |
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It as a very busy week indeed. Foster dad came for a sleepover on Thursday. Helped him with some banking errands. Called Cik Ahmad, Fidel's relative to explain about the Gamat supplements to Dad. Kak Nor, his wife, was so kind to give us several of her famous popiah basah. Dad liked it so much. Then dinner at Di Tanjong Katong @ TKC. We met aunt Yah & ustazah. Dad left for Batu Pahat on Friday morning. I stayed awake till 3 am, preparing apam Harum Manis, agar-agar in a rose mould & Puding Batik Marie in a double hearts mould for cousin Rin's matrimonial.
Saturday - Rush hour. The boys were off to their school's Speech Day. Fidel joined them as we were invited to witness Iz as one of the recipient for SYF participation last year. It was raining cats & dogs. i was late for my 1st lesson of Menghalusi Sholat @ PPIS gym. Fortunately, Ustazah "rock" was also late.
Ustazah menerangkan wajibnya membasahkan rambut/kepala dlm wudhuk kerana ia menyejukkan otak. Walaupun membasahkan tengkuk itu sunnat, ia dapat menghapuskan perasaan hasad & dengki dlm diri seseorang itu. Ustazah kata - dlm dunia nie, mana ada ubat utk pulihkan penyakit hasad dengki? Awak pergi doktor, ada doktor kata, "nah, u take this medicine, sure yr hasad dengki gone..." Lepakz ah ustazah. Ustazah juga mengingatkan - waktu muda kita melambangkan waktu tua kita, dan waktu tua kita melambangkan waktu muda kita. Hm...terhantuk kepala aku....takutnya. Kesimpulannya, jgn ingat kita akan atau boleh jadi baik bila kita tua nanti, jgn ingat kita sempat bertaubat kerana kita tidak dapat menentukan nasib diri kita. Jadi, hendaklah aku melambangkan waktu tua ku dari sekarang dan semoga di hari tua ku dapat ku memperingati lambang usia muda ku kelak, semoga iman ku semakin kukuh hari demi hari, Insya'Allah.
The boys were left on their own. We made our way to aunt Ley's house. The nasi rawon set was calling us. The best part was having ulam raja with sambal belacan..mak oi!!!! Rin was constantly teased by me & Fidel. No, we were not letting him away. Finally, it was time to head to the bride's place. The akad nikah went smoothly. Back at aunt Ley's, we stayed on to wait for the bone steak to be served. Rushed home, send my mom back to her place & gave the boys a treat at McD. I dozed off in the car, so beat.
Sunday - Off to Al Muttaqin. Off to Aunt Ley's again. Well, I gave the caterer thumbs up....service was superb, the deco wasn't disappointing. Then off to send Iz to his school for the NCC function. Then, there was another wedding to attend. Cik Kiah's grand daughter, Nita, was getting married...hmmm..happened to be Rya's sil's sister, happened to be Hana's school mate. Though it was a brief encounter meeting them, it was a pleasant one. I must say, I've been attending a few weddings handled by Fazana's Catering for a couple of years. I'm so satisfied each time. They're one of the best. I managed to speak to Yati, Cik kiah's daughter. We've been friends since we were kids. There were too many fond memories with her. I learnt that she's leaving for Australia. I hugged her, I couldn't help my tears from rolling. I couldn't help crying when I hugged Cik Kiah. Her family has been there for me for the longest time.
Off to Iz's NCC function @ Indoor Stadium, but we gave up when we saw the programme. We called him & made our way back to aunt Ley's. Fortunately, Rin was still there with his bride. The highlight of that day must be when it was time for Rin to make his way to the bride's house at the end of the wedding. Rin & Wanie came to each family member to "ask for our blessings". It was an emotional sight - the aunts & cousins (women) kept wiping the tears. The most touching was when Eena, Rin's sister took his hand, said something to him. They hugged, they let go, she spoke, they hugged, they let go.....for 3 times. We had never seen Eena crying, being so emotional. It really moved us...we were crying with her. This pair of brother & sister are close. Before Rin found Wanie as his partner, Eena & Rin would go out together for movies. So within 1 yr, life took a vast change. It was sort of bittersweet moment that day.
Finally, Rin got married. It was a day I was looking forward to. May Allah bless Rin & Wanie, may their love grow stronger as days go by till death to they part. Amin ya rabbal al amin....
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I'tiraf
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The Reason
Hoobastank
The Reason
I'm not a perfect person
There are many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
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And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
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I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
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To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
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