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Rindu Part 2 |
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I miss the pc so much. So I'm still hanging on to this pc of mine because the boys aren't allowed to use it for playing on weekdays. JunG sms-ed me in the wee hours while I was sleepless in the campervan a few days ago. Yup...I missed her. Just before that, I was thinking of Pai, too. And then.....I missed my buddies back home.
When I checked my emails yesterday, I was glad to receive a reply from Pai. I enjoy reading her message. Yup...I wish I'm as gutsy as she is. I wish I'm as gutsy as my schoolmates. Look at them now. I really admire them. No, D....I've no regrets about being me. I love myself. I thought that could never happen. I love life. I love the experiences. I'm grateful for the good ones & I'm glad for the bad ones. I wish I'm brave....but truth is, I'm always afraid.
On the way back to SG, I watched several in flight movies. Those movies taught me a few lessons..erm....revision, I guess. Narnia - although cerita itu mungkin menyelewengkan kaum Islam, I learned about love, trust, loyalty, family, courage again. In Madea's Reunion, I learned about forgiveness, honesty, self respect. In Memoirs Of A Geisha, I learned about survival. Yup....My eyes welled up several times, I smiled now & then & giggled quietly.
One thing I know for sure, I won't live a loveless life. I won't let people destroy the love Allah has given me that's meant to be given to others. I shall not build a wall between those who harm & hurt me. Instead, I put Allah in between me & them. As I believe Allah is with me all the time. Allah knows what's best for me & Allah never leaves me in pain & sadness.
I've made the best of what I had & I'm making the best of what I have. I won't let myself down, I won't let precious time slip away.
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 17:04 #
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PINKIE HEARS |
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PINKIE SHARES |
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I'tiraf
Wahai Tuhan
Ku tak layak
Ke SyurgaMu
Namun tak pula
Aku sanggup
Ke NerakaMu
Ampunkan dosaku
Terimalah taubatku
Sesungguhnya
Engkaulah Pengampun
Dosa-dosa besar
Dosa-dosaku
Bagaikan pepasir
Di pantai
Dengan rahmatMu
Ampunkan daku
Oh Tuhanku
Wahai Tuhan
Selamatkan kami ini
Dari segala
Kejahatan & kecelakaan
Kami takut
Kami harap
KepadaMu
Suburkanlah
Cinta kami
Kepada Mu
Kamilah hamba
Yg mengharap
Belas dariMU
Penantian By Harmoni
Berapa lama mesti ku nanti
Sinar cahaya mata mu
Gemerlap bagai bintang
Menghiasi malam
Malam yg menutup diriku
Berapa lama perlu ku tunggu
Lontaran suara dari bibirmu
Memecah hening taman
Taman syurgawi
Pada sebuah hati yg sepi
Penantian suatu siksa
Yg tidak tertanggung
Oleh tubuh ku yg kering & layu
Kepastian suatu penwar
Dlm suka & duka
Yg meniti hidup ku
Doa By Harmoni
Tuhan ku
Dlm termangu
Ku sebut nama Mu
Biar susah sungguh
Mengingat Mu penuh seluruh
Tuhan ku
Cahaya Mu
Panas suci bagai kerdip lilin
Di kelam sunyi
Tuhan ku
Aku hilang bentuk
Kembara di negeri asing
Tuhan ku
Pintu Mu ku ketuk
Aku tak bisa berpaling
Nasyid By Hidayah
Kepada Mu Ilahi
Yg Maha Agung Yg Maha Suci
Ku pohon perlindungan
Dan keampunanMu
Pada setiap sholat
Ku lafazkan doa & pujian
Kukuhkanlah taqwaku & keimanan
Semoga diriku diselamatkan
Dari segala bencana
Limpahilah diriku dgn sinar penuh kemuliaan
Agar tidak digoda syaitan
Yg sungguh durjana peruntuh akhlak
Inilah doa seorang insan
Mohon perlindungan
The Reason
Hoobastank
The Reason
I'm not a perfect person
There are many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
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