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Wednesday, April 06, 2005 | |
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To keep or not to keep |
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Being the last session of personal training with Nelam today, it was totally "No Mercy"!!!!!Oh....! She's so cruel!!!! But I guess I deserve it as I've been feasting on the wedding menu.
Han was waiting for me at the door. There was a small kitty!!! It's so beautiful, must be a mixed-breed. We decided to keep the adorable kitty. But......FiFi was ever so fierce. She hissed & growled. The kitty hissed & growled back at her. FiFi wasn't giving up yet. FiFi is still in her horrible mood. Never mind, FiFi, tomorrow, you'll sure knock out after the sterilisation. We call the new kitty FuFu...dah sajak ah..Fa (nama anak) Fi (nama kucing betina) Fu (nama kucing jantan)...but wait!!! Han & Hin checked on the kitty....lermekk...betina lagik aa...So what should I call this kitty???
Fidel wasn't so happy about the new kitty. Well, I gave lots of excuses to keep the kitty. Her fur is a mixture of black & grey, her tail is long like a squirrel. I suspect this kitty has an owner, but kitty is skinny, I think she's about 3 months old. Kitty hasa good appetite, perhaps she had been searching for her owner the whole morning.
I've separated FiFi & FuFu. FiFi has the advantage of sleeping in the house, while FuFu gets the balcony, with the doors slightly ajar. If FuFu belongs to someone, I hope the owner will quickly claim it before we fall in love too deeply with her....
Besides this.....
Memang bukan bisnes aku, tapi....kesian, eh??? Kalau aku kisahkan, nanti takut jadi aku memalukannya. Abih, nanti kalau tempelak balek kat aku??? Kes iman nie, berat. Allah boleh membolak-balikkan hati/keimanan seseorang. Nanti yg baik jadi jahat, lepas tu jahat jadi baik??? Kalau aku jahat then jadi baik...safe aa, tapi kalau aku baik then jadi jahat?? Ish...nauzubillah!!! Dilemma jugak, beb. Namun bukan niat aku hendak memalukan & menghina orang, niat ku adalah biarlah kisah ini dijadikan iktibar. Biarlah ia menginsafkan aku.
Al kisah ada seorang manusia dilahirkan Islam. Tapi dia rasa terperangkap, lemas. Dia tak nak jadi Islam. Makanan & minuman haram dah dia jamah apabila dia tidak bersama masyarakat Islam. Namun pandai pulak bawak diri bila dikelilingi masyarakatnya sendiri. Jadi kalau orang yg tahu tentang dirinya tu, haruskah orang itu menjauhkan diri daripada dituduh bersubahat atau terus berdampingan dgn manusia yg menafikan Islam ini dan buat tak kisah jerk?? Jgn cakap lah orang tu mesti kasi nasihat.....orang tu kene tendang jauh-jauh nyer....Tak tau lah pandangan orang, tapi aku rasa kesian & sedih.
Al kisah lagi - Ada beberapa orang wanita Islam yg ku kenali dulu, telah pun menjadi murtad. Mereka berkahwin secara sivil, yg ada tu masuk gereja - dikahwinkan dlm upacara Katholik. Hancur-lebur hati mak-bapak mereka. Teringat pula kisah Katholik nun yg memeluk ugama Islam, sister Irene. Walhal dia disuruh mencari kelemahan dlm kandungan AlQuran utk menarik umat Islam agar menganuti ugama Katholik. Namun, kebenaran yg dia perolehi dalam Al Quran, yg tidak pernah didapatinya di dalam Bible. Sempat pula dia mengajar para pendengar ceramah mencari kelemahan di dlm Bible. Bayangkan....seorang mualaf menyedarkan para pendengar bahawa betapa untungnya umat manusia dilahirkan Islam ketika dia, bila dilahirkan, barulah di Katholikkan & kemudiannya dgn rahmat Allah dia diIslamkan. Semoga Allah memberi petunjuk ke arah yg benar kepada insan-insan yg telah tersesat ini sebelum mereka menghembuskan nafas mereka yg terakhir. Semoga Allah kuatkan iman ku & wafatkan ku dlm Islam. Amin Insya Allah.
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 20:34 #
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PINKIE HEARS |
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PINKIE SHARES |
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I'tiraf
Wahai Tuhan
Ku tak layak
Ke SyurgaMu
Namun tak pula
Aku sanggup
Ke NerakaMu
Ampunkan dosaku
Terimalah taubatku
Sesungguhnya
Engkaulah Pengampun
Dosa-dosa besar
Dosa-dosaku
Bagaikan pepasir
Di pantai
Dengan rahmatMu
Ampunkan daku
Oh Tuhanku
Wahai Tuhan
Selamatkan kami ini
Dari segala
Kejahatan & kecelakaan
Kami takut
Kami harap
KepadaMu
Suburkanlah
Cinta kami
Kepada Mu
Kamilah hamba
Yg mengharap
Belas dariMU
Penantian By Harmoni
Berapa lama mesti ku nanti
Sinar cahaya mata mu
Gemerlap bagai bintang
Menghiasi malam
Malam yg menutup diriku
Berapa lama perlu ku tunggu
Lontaran suara dari bibirmu
Memecah hening taman
Taman syurgawi
Pada sebuah hati yg sepi
Penantian suatu siksa
Yg tidak tertanggung
Oleh tubuh ku yg kering & layu
Kepastian suatu penwar
Dlm suka & duka
Yg meniti hidup ku
Doa By Harmoni
Tuhan ku
Dlm termangu
Ku sebut nama Mu
Biar susah sungguh
Mengingat Mu penuh seluruh
Tuhan ku
Cahaya Mu
Panas suci bagai kerdip lilin
Di kelam sunyi
Tuhan ku
Aku hilang bentuk
Kembara di negeri asing
Tuhan ku
Pintu Mu ku ketuk
Aku tak bisa berpaling
Nasyid By Hidayah
Kepada Mu Ilahi
Yg Maha Agung Yg Maha Suci
Ku pohon perlindungan
Dan keampunanMu
Pada setiap sholat
Ku lafazkan doa & pujian
Kukuhkanlah taqwaku & keimanan
Semoga diriku diselamatkan
Dari segala bencana
Limpahilah diriku dgn sinar penuh kemuliaan
Agar tidak digoda syaitan
Yg sungguh durjana peruntuh akhlak
Inilah doa seorang insan
Mohon perlindungan
The Reason
Hoobastank
The Reason
I'm not a perfect person
There are many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
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