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As the days passed, I forget....... |
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As I'm trying to recall what I did over the weekend, I realised that it's already April....mid April!!!!!! I'm scared..really scared. Yeah, I'll be a year older, but besides that, what have I been doing all my life? So much to be done, so much preparation......
Weekends - Routine was back to normal. MIL came for sleepover of Friday night. We aborted the plan of watching Samara as there are so many taped programmes not watched yet. On Saturday, 2nd lesson on Menghalusi Sholat. Ustazah "rock" has this lively approach so that we wouldn't get bored with the lesson. You know, it can be very dry just to listen or recite in serious tone. I'm so grateful that she was willing to tape her lecture for me on Hadith 40 which runs bi-weekly, Alhamdulillah.
Lunch was simply superb with takeaway Geylang's famous food Indian Rojak & Chinese style food from under the old block. Dang! MIL was helping out with the ironing when I opened the door. She knew it was Iz's & Id's duty to iron their uniforms, but what can I say.... she made her way for the wedding invitations & religious class, while we made ours to ECP to continue our rollerblading lessons with Albert. It was so much fun doing this as a family. We continued practising our new skills at Bedok Reservoir Park soon after the lesson.
Sunday morning rush hour. Off to Al Muttaqin. Met Cik Leha & she reminded me of the things to be done. Yikes...!!!! That was when I realised it's already mid April. How??? Switched on the panic button! But she is always in her usual mode to calm me down. Off to Jln Pisang's Hjh Maimunah for Ustazah Salbiah's class. 2 more lessons on this book, then we'll be starting tafsir utk wanita. I'm looking forward to this. I'm given the opportunity to mingle with fellow muslimahs who are Aunt Ley's friends. Being in the company of middle aged women, I'm feeling at ease. I really admire their eagerness to learn. They're quite gung-ho in their gentle ways. There's one who can drive & ride a motorcycle. But of course, the bike is the modern vespa type. Inilah dikatakan wanita canggih!
He fetched me after his usual golf practise, off to fetch the boys & headed to McD's for lunch. As I sat & watched the boys, it finally set in me that the boys are growing up too fast. I'm not saying it's bad but I wished there were things I wished I could have done differently....I want to be a better mom. But I'm hopeful that I'm able to be better from now on.
I took the opportunity to attend another class to fill my afternoon while he was off for his weekly jogging. I'm seizing any chance I have to learn more on the things I'm practising. I've always enjoyed Ustazah Kamariah's lectures, even though I hardly have the chance to attend. I really need to be fully equipped with knowledge to nurture my boys, to be a special woman in my husband's life, to be a true muslimah for the rest of life.
So, at the end of yesterday's lessons I learnt :
Suara seseorang itu sentiasa lunak kerana setiap hari membaca Al Quran, walaupun usianya sudah tua. Malah dia kelihatan awet muda sentiasa.
Keistimewaan seorang isteri itu tidak dapat dibayangkan oleh suami dgn kata-kata jika isteri itu menurut segala perintah Allah, biarpun isteri itu buruk pada fizikalnya.
Insaf - musahabah diri & sentiasa berdoa kepada Allah. Perhambakan diri utk Allah, nescaya Allah pandang kita kelak.
Setiap ruang rumah, jadikan tempat sholat seperti - di dlm bilik, di ruang tamu, di mana sudut sahaja. Terangkanlah rumah dgn cahaya Islam. Sejukkanlah rumah dgn amal ibadah. Rumah kita panas, kacau-bilau dgn persengketaan lantas ahli keluarga tidak senang duduk di dlm rumah tersebut kerana ahli keluarga tersebut tidak melaksanakan perintah Allah.
Ingatlah perjuangan Rasullullah, cintailah Islam.
Jgnlah sia-siakan masa, kita tidak dapat menjamin masa depan kita. Hanya Allah sahaja yg menentukan segalanya. Kita tidak tahu bila kita akan mati.
Kaum wanita, jgnlah ikut ke kubur di hari pengebumian kerana jika kita ingkar, ia aalah salah satu sebab bagi yg mati itu masuk ke neraka.
Wanita yg solehah adalah wanita yg menjaga waktu sholatnya. Dia fokus lalu bijak merancang jadual hariannya agar sholatnya sempurna. Jika wanita itu tidak fokus, maka tidak ada kerja yg dapat dia laksanakan sehari suntuk.....terbuang lah masa yg Allah peruntukkan buatnya.
Wallahualam bisawab.
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PINKIE SHARES |
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I'tiraf
Wahai Tuhan
Ku tak layak
Ke SyurgaMu
Namun tak pula
Aku sanggup
Ke NerakaMu
Ampunkan dosaku
Terimalah taubatku
Sesungguhnya
Engkaulah Pengampun
Dosa-dosa besar
Dosa-dosaku
Bagaikan pepasir
Di pantai
Dengan rahmatMu
Ampunkan daku
Oh Tuhanku
Wahai Tuhan
Selamatkan kami ini
Dari segala
Kejahatan & kecelakaan
Kami takut
Kami harap
KepadaMu
Suburkanlah
Cinta kami
Kepada Mu
Kamilah hamba
Yg mengharap
Belas dariMU
Penantian By Harmoni
Berapa lama mesti ku nanti
Sinar cahaya mata mu
Gemerlap bagai bintang
Menghiasi malam
Malam yg menutup diriku
Berapa lama perlu ku tunggu
Lontaran suara dari bibirmu
Memecah hening taman
Taman syurgawi
Pada sebuah hati yg sepi
Penantian suatu siksa
Yg tidak tertanggung
Oleh tubuh ku yg kering & layu
Kepastian suatu penwar
Dlm suka & duka
Yg meniti hidup ku
Doa By Harmoni
Tuhan ku
Dlm termangu
Ku sebut nama Mu
Biar susah sungguh
Mengingat Mu penuh seluruh
Tuhan ku
Cahaya Mu
Panas suci bagai kerdip lilin
Di kelam sunyi
Tuhan ku
Aku hilang bentuk
Kembara di negeri asing
Tuhan ku
Pintu Mu ku ketuk
Aku tak bisa berpaling
Nasyid By Hidayah
Kepada Mu Ilahi
Yg Maha Agung Yg Maha Suci
Ku pohon perlindungan
Dan keampunanMu
Pada setiap sholat
Ku lafazkan doa & pujian
Kukuhkanlah taqwaku & keimanan
Semoga diriku diselamatkan
Dari segala bencana
Limpahilah diriku dgn sinar penuh kemuliaan
Agar tidak digoda syaitan
Yg sungguh durjana peruntuh akhlak
Inilah doa seorang insan
Mohon perlindungan
The Reason
Hoobastank
The Reason
I'm not a perfect person
There are many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
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