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Till we meet again..... |
D,
Saturday - Late lunch at Siam Kitchen at Parkway, bought presents for his sis & our neighbour's daughter & I just couldn't resist the dark chocolates @ the chocolate counter outside Marks & Spencer. Rushed to fetch them home, Id & Han got ready for the Scouts campfire while Iz & Han followed us to the birthday party. We ended staying up until the Id & Han returned from campfire & played some games organized by the entertainer, while we had some time to catch up with fellow neighbours. It's been ages since we attended a birthday party, all of us had a good time.
Sunday - After Id & Han returned from soccer, we headed to the airport. Besides Ju's family, there were Ina, Aton, Hasnah & Lin. Finally, the time came. We bid our personal farewells to Ju & Simon & hope to meet again in 2 years' time. I could see she was taking her time to rush to the gate...she would turn, waved kisses at us......that last bit of her reminded me everything whom she was in school days.
We'll meet again
Don't where, don't know when
But I know we'll meet again
Some sunny day........................
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 07:21 #
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In the midst of.... |
D,
Taking a break from the household chores for a moment. Looks like this weekend, I can't make it to Balanze...shuckz!!! Too many things to do.
Last night, I managed to watch The Newly Weds?...or something like that.... woah!!! This Jessica Simpson is such a spoilt brat - in the sense, she knows nothing about household chores....eeekz....!!! Hm...the voice, tell me, can she sing? All I heard was different tones of shouting...double eekz...!!!!! And puhleez....she spoils that sexy song Take My Breath Away by Berlin!!!!! Guess...Nick marries her just because she's pretty & sexy??? I wonder if he regrets marrying her, as we watch the mess she makes in that big & beautiful house. In the end, money talks....at least that's what she thinks. The lifestyle of the rich & famous.
Ah well, back to the chores...
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 11:23 #
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Freaky Friday.... |
D,
We were late yesterday. By the time we reached the mosque, the jemaah was in 1st rakaat. Fidel only managed to find carpark much later, so he missed sholat jemaah. I was surprised to see mil n aunt Yah. They managed to turn up after all, Alhamdulillah. Yesterday's tahlil spread was just nice. I like the idea of eating together using the big tray.
Hin has sore eyes...there goes my plan to Balanze. Foster dad decided to go back to
Batu Pahat today. He's still restless seeing his belongings unpacked due to the poor organization in clearing the clutter left by his nephews n nieces in his late sister's house. The only nephew who resides there doesn't bother to keep the house clean & tidy. Poor dad, he loves the house. I saw the condition of the house a few weeks ago..... I remember it being huge & beautiful. Now..... I can't describe it. Dad regretted listening to his nephew's request not to look for a place to rent. I guess now he really wants to move out. I hope he finds a good place near to the family home real soon.
It's going to be a busy weekend. I hope to get a short break during the September school holidays...but there's SA2 and PSLE to worry about. Since the Amazing Race episode featured Dubai, I've been winking at Fidel about the trip...yeah, he gives me the green light (boley ker owang macam aku nie travel sowang-sowang?) but when can I go? I prefer that he comes along....so all expenses on him..hehehe. So while I try to wink at him more into going, I told him about the Winter season, whereby Pai said, it's a family favourite to camp out in the desert, the 4 wheel drive adventure....the ya habibi belly dancing in the dunes..kekekeke. After watching that episode, no wonder Pai urged us to visit Dubai....ish pokai laaa poket aku!!!!! Maner nak korek emas, sey!!!!???!!! Namun sekarang, naik unta kat Dubai tu aku jumper dlm mimpi ajer dulu, eh???? Angan-angan tu free....
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 17:26 #
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D,
Sotong lost her beloved dad....I got to know about it yesterday. My condolences to you n family, dearest Sotong. Well.....I find calling her by this name bonds me to her, funny, we only know each other in a short time. I can feel her warmth each time we chat. Somehow her loss reminds me of my loss..... words can't express her feelings, my words can't comfort her. It takes time. My doas for him & his family.
Today is an emotional day for me, too. 42 days ago, she left everything as she was invited home by Allah. I guess like every day, every night, especially every Thursday night, she waits for good news - fellow Muslims donates Yassin recital for her. I remember Pai told me - setiap malam Jumaat semua roh menanti berita dari malaikat. Para roh yg menerima berita yg Surah Yassin dibacakan utk mereka, mereka berlalu dgn gembira. Para roh yg tidak menerima berita tersebut, akan berlalu dgn penuh rasa kesal........ Apa lagi yg boleh kita sebagai anak lakukan utk arwah ibubapa kita....nah, ini lah masanya. Sentiasa lah beramal jariah di atas nama mereka. Suddenly, I'm missing my mom all over again. This is something that I have to go through over & over again.
Soon, JunG will be going back to the country which now she calls home. Too bad, we can't make it for family dinner as their schedules are so jam-packed. Insya'Allah we'll meet before the flight departs, we'll meet again when Allah permits, another time, another place...........
Al Fateha utk almarhum Ahmad bin Nasroon. Semoga Allah menempatkannya di Syurga bersama umat-umat yg soleh & soleha, Amin, Insya'Allah.
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 14:06 #
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Power Gedermakk!!!! |
D,
I had a great workout today. A full hour of circuit training & I decided to sign up for the promotion package of Pilates. So I did Pilates after half hour rest. It was 1 hour of breathing & stretching techniques. I felt good all over.
I made a stop at Jason's Supermarket @ Orchard. It's been ages since I stepped inside this high class supermarket. I was looking high & low for fructose, but it was nowhere to be found. But I found something wonderful instead. Tucked right at the corner end, there's a bakery outlet. To my delight, I found a fridge filled with frozen rolls!!!! Yahooo!!!!! Then the Malay staff who was baking fresh bread told me that all the baked goodies are HALAL. Aper lagi...... curry puff, sausage puff, sumer masok dlm kotak!!! kekeke. Ikutkan nafsu, semua aku nak beli!!! Ish...tapi kene maintain...maintain......kekekekekeke...I couldn't resist the small box of fresh blueberries.
Back at home, Iz & Han were enjoying their lunch of taugeh tumis air, baked salmon, cucur udang geragau, tahu goreng. I'm still contemplating wether to fry the telur ikan kurau & fresh scallops (shells still intact, waduh....this is the 1st time I bought fresh scallops).....ish...ngiler, seh!!! Eh dah banyak lauk nie!!! Lepakz!!!!
I'm surprised that air rebusan serai & air rebusan rempah really work for slimming purposes. So now, on top of that, with the regular workout, proper chewing method & good eating habit, I'm sure the excess fat will melt away.......
P.S. Salina, I'll email you the jamu concoction ok?
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 16:43 #
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Weekends... |
Saturday - Decided not to send the boys to madrasah as the knees were still hurting. Had to do express spring cleaning. AT came over around noon to catch up with each other....as if we've not been yakking over the phone!!! Gonna miss her as she's starting a new job soon, but we can always do lunch. Fidel reached home safely without any flight interruptions, Alhamdulillah. As usual we waited for him to unpack the Santa Claus suitcase.....I got my dark choc. & cocoa mix. The kids received their share of snacks. It was a long day & we dozed off immediately.
Sunday - Id & Han were off to soccer sessions. Fidel sent me to the workshop. Met Herda & Ayu @ Balanze. The workshop is very useful, money worth spent. I enjoyed clowning around with the fitness ball. The theory was interesting. I learned a lot about nutrition, the proper way of digesting food...enjoying every moment of chewing & feeling full after chewing 30 times on each bite of a piece of bread & dark chocolate at separate times.
Off for lunch @ Toa Payoh & went home immediately. Dinner @ Parkway Parade....hehehe..no carbo during dinner...checked!!! Sleep only 4 hrs after meal....haiz mata nie tengah carik lidi mancis......nak tido kene tunggu...aper laaa nasib.......
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 21:21 #
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Saturday, August 21, 2004 | |
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T. Pinkie jamu kocok.... |
D,
Surprisingly, it's been a short week. Fidel spent a night in Auckland as his flight to Wellington was cancelled due to bad weather. So it was blessing in disguise, he had the opportunity to do a bit of sightseeing in Auckland. So ended up with just a full day meeting. Soon he'll be home, Insya'Allah.
Kak Don came again yesterday. Another session of working the dough of fats in my body. She was satisfied with the jamu concoction I made using the recipe she gave. Waa....camnie aku ley bukak warong jamu...kekekeke...I was pleased that I could drink it straight without pausing. Ok..saper nak?? line up.......kekekeke.
I'm excited about tomorrow's workshop at Balanze. Meanwhile, back to the chores....aiyayaiyayai!!!!!
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 10:53 #
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Thursday, August 19, 2004 | |
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22 August 2004, Sunday 9am to 1pm. |
The Gentle Balance Workshop
Healthy Weight Management For Women
Learn How To Lose Weight & Keep It Off without depriving yourself of the things you love.
This all-in-one program will provide you with efective tools to achieve a healthier lifestyle through nutritional, behavioural & exercise training.
Master Trainer - Ms Gudrun Bingeman (Sports & Nutrition Scientist - MSc Sports & Nutrition Science from Germany)
Workshop Fee - $80 includes theory, practical & exercise session plus 2 weeks of FREE membership to Shape Express.
Venue - Balanze, Tanglin Shopping Centre #04-03 (next to Orchard Parade Htl)
Call 67371636. State that you heard the workshop from farnorhaz@hotmail.com.
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 06:05 #
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Boogey Fever..... |
D,
The boys are halfway through their CA2. Yup, the exam fever is here again. Fidel left last night after so much hassle brought up by his superiors. It's like tug of war game, go-dont go, go-don't go.......ish....In a way it's good as this means more time for him to revise with the boys.
Ina sms-ed me the info about Wellie. How he has to take a bus to go to domestic airport, the Iced Chocolate @ Deluxe, kekeke Fidel Cafe @ Cuba Street?...hmmm....kekekeke....the halal North Indian restaurant, the weather. I could sense how excited she was, lerr mekk....nie yg buat aku jelez sey....especially that Iced Chocolate thing!!! Just not to make me grit my teeth, he said he won't have time for leisure, laaa.....heh?? Thanks so much for the info, Ina. Sms mu membuat ku excited-mited!!! Sempat aku kasi dia shopping list, kekekeke. Aunt Yah said that cousin Shikin will be doing the same flight that he's taking. After so many years, hopefully he gets to "bully" her, kekekeke ...that is if she serves economy class.
Received a call from him when he just landed, his onward flight is cancelled due to hurricane in Wellie, but he's booked on another flight which leaves later in the evening. Seems that the meeting has not started as the other delegations are stranded as well. Shikin was serving business class on the upper deck, but she did made a few trips down the aisle to check on Fidel. I hope he arrives there safely.
Uuuwaaaaaahhhk!!!! miss him oredi. Macam tak biasa ajer?? Life goes on, anyway...........there's so much to do, here.
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 05:08 #
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Badan Ku Saketz Semua....oouuu!!!!!! |
D,
Sunday was my Dynafit fitness assessment. I met Nelam, the one of the trainers @ Balanze for the 1st time....unique name, she's pretty & has beautiful body. I think she's a mixture of Chinese & Malay. She's so friendly, I like her instantly.
Oh no!!! My weight increased tremendously & my body fat % is so high!!!! I can't be on yoyo diet & exercise regime anymore. So the test started with full situps in 1 minute!!!! Yikes!!!! Die....die...die......I kept saying that. It went on with push up, stretching, cycling all in about half an hour. When I thougt that was that, she made me do the Shape Express for another 1/2 hour. Since I was all alone, she had more time to focus on me. I left the centre feeling so drained. On the other hand, I enjoyed the workout & company.
I made a stop at Borders & bought books on juicing & a book Healthy Kitchen which was featured in Oprah show. Then to Tangs to browse around, ended up buying a small thermos. Reached home, prepared lunch then it was time for Id's braingym session & Fidel's golf lessons. MIL came over & brought lunch for the kids. I was so tired that I slept the whole afternoon.
Monday - I was boiling mad at the endless housechores!!! What's new, eh? Made my way to Balanze.....happily thought it was going to be 1/2 hr workout.....turns out, Nelam, made me do 1 hr!!!!! Aiyoh.....die, die, die...!!!! Rushed to meet Zai, Herda & Sotong (my 1st meeting with her). I felt bad for being late. Although it was a short meeting, I had fun....meeting up with friends are always fun. We talked about Bunz & kept commenting on the Es Teler drinks. As Herda & Sotong left in a rush, Zai & I were still hungry. So we went to Lucky Plaza foodcourt.... the $2 meal. We talked for a while & I had to leave as I had a massage session.
What a terror massage. It was so painful, ticklish yet so syiok!!!!! Once in a while, I guess my boys heard me groaning in pain, giggling loudly..... asking kak Don....dah kak, dah dah...kekekekeke tak ley tahan, adoi!!!!...... Lepakz!!!! Kak Don is a very nice lady, she's ever so willing to give tips on woman's well being...haaa siap! Nanti aku nak gi Geylang cari ingredients nak buat jamu kocok!!!!
Today is the 1st of Rejab.... bermulalah bulan-bulan istimewa dalam kalender Islam. Jangan lepaskan peluang mengerjakan amalan-amalan sunnat. Begitu banyak fadhilatnya. Mudah-mudahan kita semua menjadi insan yg lebih baik dari semalam, Insya'Allah. Bak pesanan kak Don, bacalah AlQuran walaupun hanya sepotong ayat. Hiasilah diri kita, rumah kita dgn zikir, doa. Jgn anggap keluarga, suami, itu segala-galanya dlm hidup kita.....Allah adalah segalanya dlm hidup kita, nescaya Allah sentiasa berada di sisi kita, Insya'Allah.
Benar jugak eh, segala di dunia ini sementara saja, Allah saja yg kekal.
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 05:32 #
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3rd Gathering |
D,
3rd gathering was at Aton's place. Hm.....let me recall. The 1st one in 24th July at my place. That was full of pleasant surprises. Nobody knew Pai was in Spore, I kept the girls guessing that I've a surprise waiting for them. JunG, AtonG, InanG really cracked their heads trying to figure out the mystery person. Then came along Hasnah, Juwana, Nani. And they thought that was it. Finally, Pai knocked at the door. I couldn't contain my emotions & hugged her for as long as I could. This time around everybody couldn't believe their eyes. It was a wonderful gathering to have JunG & PainG back in Spore. We've been planning this, miraculously it happened out of the blue.
Kecoh....the conversation was full of laughter. When Fauzi came much later to fetch Pai, we shifted to the balcony, closing the glass doors & kept talking & laughing out loud. Out of nowhere came this topic of lulur, ganggang.....rahsia wanita!!!! Masih gilerz pompan-pompan nie!!! The gathering stretched till night, listening to kisah Pai di rantauan. We were captivated & each time we went ...... wow, bestnyer.....
The 2nd gathering was on 31 July at Donwtown East chalet. It was mommy's nite out. I went alone. Ju was there since Friday with her 2 kids. Aton brought 2 out of 4, Ina came alone, Hasnah came alone, Norlinshah with her 2 kids, Juwana came alone & finally si Habibi Pai who reached at midnite after sending Fauzi & the 2 kids back to Dubai. There was so much food - Nasi Lemak set, Kari Ayam with french loaves, ikan pari bakar, chocolate cake, icecream. It was a sleepless night. Pai, equipped with her vanity set, she burnt bukhr...this special herb made for burning....apalagi aku pong berganggang ah.....kekekeke, tak boleh tahan, pecah perot semua tengok gelagat aku yg masih sewel. Then Pai took out her lulur cream & I volunteered to be pampered by her...nak lepaskan rindu lerr tu, konon. Imagine doing these things after midnite!!!
Well that wasn't all. Pai started talking about ghosts. Her experience seeing Cik Pon. Coincidentally, he sister used to stay at the same block as Lin's. Dah lerr owang tu takot nak balek, we made her sleepover at the chalet. I added a few encounters seen by some friends in my neighbourhood.....yes, my neighbourhood. Pai & I kept on yakking, waking the rest not to sleep....each time they wanna close their eyes...we called them out to be involved in the conversation....zalim!!!! Pai told us about the movie Jelangkung, it was a true story which happened 100 yrs ago in Indonesia. She said there was a scene which wasn't shot but it was in the film, even the actors had scary experience while the filming took place. Dah lerr lepas midnite, semua penakot....tapi masih terus citer pasal antu!!! Lepas tu...mulut komat-kamit baca doa.....ley gitu!!! Sempat exchange ilmu about reciting certain doa at certain time.....ish banyak colok.....
By sunrise....mataku bagaikan perlu lidi mancis....macam dracula, nak tido!!! Kira, marathon dah abiz....Aton, Ina dah in lalaland...Lin & Ju maybe pejam celik ajer....After checking out, we went to Tampines Mall for YakunToast. Fidel sent us there, except for Hasnah, Juwana & Aton who left the night before & early morning. Kaklar... macam sadin dlm kereta...6 adults 4 kids plus the bags.....I purposely played Carefree cd...haa kau.....semua mak budak terpekik terlolong nyanyi lagu Rindu Bayangan!!!! Fidel ader senyum kambing ajer sambil memandu kereta, kekekeke.....then lagu Belaian Jiwa, lak.....destinasi nak sampai...Ju tanya....can we stay in the car until the song abiz?? Fidel....eh u nak I drive lagi 1 round pong boley...kekekeke. So the mommies & kids had telor rebos separuh masak with roti bakar & teh. Then si Pai nak icecream.....we sat at Haagen Dazs pulak.....But it was time to say goodbye to Pai. It was emotional. I wished we had more time. I left the place around noon. Managed to talked to Pai before she left for Dubai that night. We planned to meet in December.
6th August - Ju, Ina & I had lunch at Hjh Maimunah & they shopped a bit at Joo Chiat Complex, headed to my house to find a wide spread of food. Foster dad had been sleeping over, so brought durian, cempedak, pulasan. After sholat Jumaat, he bought Indian Rojak, karipap....lerr aku lak dah masak....nie laa rezeki. At Hjh Maimunah..it was like Fear Factor....si Ina terkial-kial nak sedot sipot. Lepas tu she couldn't eat it.....anak dia lak, punyer laa curious..tapi suka pulak makan sipot. The best part....si anak matsaleh 2 owang tu.... Aishah & Adam...sungguh-sungguh Aishah menyedotz.....dia nak lagik!!!! kekekeke.......
14 August - Aton's place. We found Rosiah & Norbaini. Bertambah kecoh....there was a time all of us talked at the same time.....Aton's dh chipped in.....eh, pening aaa..maner 1 yg cakap, maner 1 yg dengar? macam sumer cakap at the same time.....tak paham aku....camner korang nie....heran betol.....kekekekeke.....so I replied....donch warri, kiter paham nyer....kiter ley cakap sambil dengar & jawab...kekekeke dah biasa aaa.....Baini's dh & Aton's dh ketawa, geleng kepala. Kecoh, riuh....gitulaa kisah 1001 malam.......
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 05:20 #
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That's It!!!!!!! |
Dear D,
I'm so fed up with myself....really. I wanna put on those Phua Chu Kang boots & kick my butt!!! So, finally, I've signed up for gym work out. No weight training at the moment. I don't know why I'm so interested to belong to gym. After searching high & low, I've decided to try out Balanze @ Tanglin Shopping Centre. Yeah, it's far from home but I like their opening hours especially on weekends. No more excuses - I must make time for myself to stay fit. Fidel has been encouraging me to sign up for gym sessions. He has been jogging every Sunday & lately he's taking up golf lessons. So why must I stay at home on weekends? I can work out a schedule for us to take turns to be at home with the boys on Sundays.
I'm loving my life now. The boys are no longer babies, somehow they prefer to stay at home & do their own stuff, especially weekends. They loathe the thought that they have to tag along wherever we go nowadays. I'm so excited to plan my weekly schedule, my diet which includes... 3 days of boiled lemongrass drink (wink-wink @ Herda), 3 days of boiled mixed spice drink & daily dose of boiled beetlenut leaves drink, jamu & honey (stare-stare @ Ainn)... kekekeke..Oouu!!!!! so the vely vain!!!!!! Yeah, yeah call me hot-hot chicken shit!!!! I think my health plan will work this time (at least until Syawal) as Fidel is also into healthy lifestyle now. He wants to make full use of the Braun blender to concoct fruit smoothies. This means more dining in. Yikes....what a sacrifice!!!!
Back to Balanze. An all ladies' gym, easy workout, only half hour during each session. I'm attending the 3 days free trial & have signed up for 3 mth unlimited use. The staff will keep track of my fitness level & body fat will be measured every week. This is what I like - the personal service. I might take up the special offer on 10 sessions of Yoga & Pilates..I used to attend Pilates classes, I enjoyed them very much. So, so excited!!! Can you see me doing the jiggy dance??? kekekekekke.....
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 15:17 #
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The return of....... |
My dearest friends & fellow bloggers,
Thanks for the messages. I'm sorry that I've not been leaving any messages to you. It's still hard for me, but I guess some things are better left unsaid or unwritten. It's too heart wrenching on my part. Today I decide to write again, trying to write about life....the positive side of life..........
D,
So much has happened since foster mom passed away. Countless of blessings despite the emotional turmoil that I face everyday. I miss her....I've never missed her like how I miss her now...... it's painful, it's hard to let go. Don't get me wrong. I do laugh out loud, I don't brood all day long but somehow, I feel lonely, empty. Those moments with her screened before my eyes now & then. I keep telling myself the things that happened are fated to be, I can't blame myself or anyone. I just have to keep her in my prayers. May Allah bless her soul. Amin, Insya'Allah.
The opportunity to spend a several hours with my old friends were indeed a dream come true. Masya'Allah. Too many pleasant encounters that we shared. Yes, I love the girls, sometimes I wish we're all staying in this little island so we won't miss each other so much. This year's gathering, we managed to find our lost friends, Alhamdulillah. We're still searching........The time spent with Pai was so short but oh so sweet......as I'm writing, I'm holding back the tears. My heart just swells with love. I never thought that I can feel the love among friends. May Allah bless you, dear sisters.
AT......what can I say. MIL said this to me......ini bukan kawan, ini sahabat....kawan boleh jadi lawan, tapi sahabat kekal ke akhir hayat. Sedangkan orang luar dapat merasakan keistimewaannya ukhuwah di antara kami. I don't need to go further. Siti Mariam.....I see her being there for me each time I'm facing musibah. I see her cheering for me when I'm blessed with good things Allah gives me. Her words of wisdom shines my world. Not forgetting AZ...I appreciate her being there for me. May Allah bless you & reward you more goodness than the good deeds you've done for me.
Of course.....there are many others whom I call my sisters although we've only known each other in a short time. During the musibah these are the group of people who extend their support for me. May Allah bless all of you, fellow sisters/bloggers.
Foster dad & I are reunited again. I feel bad for not being able to look after him like the way he cared for me. He's the man whom I call father...I guess I'm the person he calls child. Although we're separated by the causeway, I'm sure we won't lose each other again. May Allah cares for him like the way he protected me when I was child.
My rock, Fidel. He keeps shining for me in those dark moments. I never thought he could & would stretch to the maximum for me. At times, I feel ashamed to ask him for a helping hand. I hate being helpless. But then again, I realise, that's what he wants. To be needed, to be there for me. Yeah, yeah.......he's always calling himself Hero Of The World. So there, I let him be the HERO.....but only in MY WORLD. I'm amazed to see the positive aura that surrounds him. He keeps shining. Alhamdulillah. May Allah bless him & keep him on the right path.
Masya'Allah, tak ku sangka rahmat melimpah ruah di sebalik musibah yg berlaku, Alhamdulillah. Ini lagi menguatkan semangat ku utk melalui hari-hari tua ku ke jalan yg Allah redhai. Semoga Allah sentiasa berada di sisi ku & membuka ruang yg luas ke jalan yg benar, Amin, Insya'Allah.
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 21:14 #
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PINKIE HEARS |
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PINKIE SHARES |
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I'tiraf
Wahai Tuhan
Ku tak layak
Ke SyurgaMu
Namun tak pula
Aku sanggup
Ke NerakaMu
Ampunkan dosaku
Terimalah taubatku
Sesungguhnya
Engkaulah Pengampun
Dosa-dosa besar
Dosa-dosaku
Bagaikan pepasir
Di pantai
Dengan rahmatMu
Ampunkan daku
Oh Tuhanku
Wahai Tuhan
Selamatkan kami ini
Dari segala
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Cinta kami
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Berapa lama mesti ku nanti
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Gemerlap bagai bintang
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Berapa lama perlu ku tunggu
Lontaran suara dari bibirmu
Memecah hening taman
Taman syurgawi
Pada sebuah hati yg sepi
Penantian suatu siksa
Yg tidak tertanggung
Oleh tubuh ku yg kering & layu
Kepastian suatu penwar
Dlm suka & duka
Yg meniti hidup ku
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Tuhan ku
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Ku pohon perlindungan
Dan keampunanMu
Pada setiap sholat
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The Reason
Hoobastank
The Reason
I'm not a perfect person
There are many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
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