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D,
I've been very busy....yer laa...tak abiz-abiz dgn kesibukan. Tapi hati puas. Tak sabar nak tunjuk members hasil kerjatangan Linda, aku & Kiah..er.....tapi dia tengah lemau skrang...but I'm sure she wouldn't mind doing this sideline. I've asked Ina, another ngaji member to showcase her skills, too. Maybe Nadia would like to join, too. InsyaAllah. Thanks, Rasberry. No hurry, don't worry. That'll give me time to design & make more.....
Saturday :
He was kind enough to accompany me to Textile Centre & Arab St as I wanted to get my stuff for my beadings. The boys followed & did some revision in the car. I'm thankful that he's supporting me. It's time that jumpstart my life all over again after taking a backseat for so long. He realised that this time, it's for sure....where got time for hangat-hangat tahi ayam, kan? Let this thing take off on the sideline, then InsyaAllah, I want to take up Montessori course.
Not feeling well lately. Finally, the flu bug has hit me. I was so pleasantly surprised when ustz ngaji called. Rindu bangetz aku dgn dia. She came down coz her FIL wasn't well. Her dd is doing well in Aussie, while the rest of the family has started a new life in another part of the world. She woke me up on Saturday night, but I was so groggy. She called the next morning, I jumped at the idea of meeting her & her friends that night.
Sunday :
Alhamdulillah, he's been spending whatever time he has with me...with us. He's been so busy lately, the boys kept asking for him. Life has never been fair, but we get along. This is our lifestyle, he's never here when the boys sit for exams, when the boys have long breaks - we make do with whatever time we have & spend it well. Like I said before, perhaps Allah wants us to be prepared to face life ahead - so that kiter tak terperanjat berok agaknyer....jgn bergantung kpd manusia kerana manusia sentiasa mengecewakan manusia sekelilingnya & dirinya sendiri. Serahkan segala-galanya kpd Allah yg satu, nescaya kita tidak akan kecewa & dipersia-siakan.
The boys had intensive session of revision with him. He's prepared them well for their exams as he'll be away for quite a while. He & I squeezed some time for jogging & brisk walking in the late afternoon. Fetched the boys for dinner. I've been wanting to try Bagus Yong Taufu beside the orphanage. It was good. We like the fresh noodles quite cheap & very filling.
Ustz called, appointment has been changed. Rushed home, got ready, left the boys & dad for more revision & finally met her after Maghrib. I was jumping with excitement when the blue beetle horned. We went to East Coast as they had their dinner...it was jam-packed. Then the 5 of us chose a spot near the beach & "women's empowerment" kicked off. I heard that they stayed up till 3am the night before. It was a good discussion - dari sudut duniawi (saikologi) & sudut ukhrawi. It's meant to support each other as we shared our problems & voiced out our views. Yes, it felt good. Dah lama tak dengar hujah ustz, I really miss her. I was encouraged to do the therapy...gosh..this means heavy sessions of crying...buckets full of tears. But I'm given time to think about it. They all assured me it'll be a good process for me. We all need this at one point of our lives. The husbands had been buzzing us...asking what time we would return home, where we were, with whom......haiz......men...so forgetful!!!!
So we left the beach slightly after 1 am. We promised to do this again & we vowed biar pecah di perut jgn pecah di mulut - it ended there. It wasn't all serious...it was damn cute & funny having girlfriends, 1 who is younger, 2 who are older.....1 who is way older than me. Alhamdulillah.
May Day...May Day :
Off to NTUC Tampines Mall. I love going to supermarkets in the morning. I love going to pasar Geylang as early as 0600hrs. Just a habit to avoid crowds. He & I had brunch @ QiJi, my fave where they serve SoonKueh & CheeCheongFun. We recalled the times we made trips to Far East Plaza for Chinese Muslim Noodles, I would always order these 2 delicacies & would frown if they were sold out. The rest of the day was spent at home, springcleaning a bit, revision & receiving guests. Aunt Ley, brought her granddaughter, Aleesha. Now, it's time to adore our cousins' babies. Our bottlefeeding, diaper changing, sleepless nights phases are so over. We coo, make them cry & give back to their parents...cruel.....so cruel, heh!
Met up with Leha. Told her about the 2 dreams I had. The latter is still haunting me. It's a sign for me to be prepared. Perhaps it's the doa, tak?
"Allahumma inni as aluka min fuj atil khairi wa a'udzubika min fuj atisy syarri"
Ya Allah sesungguhnya aku memohon kpd Mu suatu kebaikan yg datangnya secara tiba-tiba & aku berlindung kpd Mu dari suatu keburukan yg datangnya secara tiba-tiba.
Wallahualam.
Finally, my favourite book dlm genggaman. Dah boleh buat ulasan & share with para Cyberibu. We've started a book club..ala Oprah gitu laa. Alhamdulillah, ramai juga yg dah baca tulisan Dr Aidh Al Qarni. Laa Tahzan, Cambuk Hati, and of course...Tips Menjadi Wanita Paling Bahagia Di Dunia. It'll be my 5th time reading it, I think. I love it so much. I encourage all the women out there to keep this book, you'll never get tired reading it. Thanks again to Ustazah Salbiah.
Berfday ku dah berlalu....dah tuer-tuer gini, kiter tak suker sarprize-sarprize. So, aku bilang Kiah & AZ aku nak buku as berfday prezen....abih jorang tanyer, aku tak mintak! In my list...aku nak - Laa Tahzan (sebab aku pinjam Aunt Ley nyer buku), Cambuk Hati, Jagalah Allah Allah Menjaga Mu, AlQuran Berjalan/Bergerak.
I leave you with this.....
Pelita - Sesungguhnya sesudah kesulitan pasti ada kemudahan (Al Insyirah 94:6)
Bekal - Esok hari...akan tercium semerbak harumnya bunga. Kesedihan pasti hilang & kesenangan pasti datang.
I love you Allah.
Thank you, Allah.
For my sisters in Islam.
(P.S. - Tipah, puas hati ko? Aku update berjela-jela.....nah ko, amek!!!)kwang,kwang,kwang.......
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PINKIE HEARS |
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PINKIE SHARES |
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I'tiraf
Wahai Tuhan
Ku tak layak
Ke SyurgaMu
Namun tak pula
Aku sanggup
Ke NerakaMu
Ampunkan dosaku
Terimalah taubatku
Sesungguhnya
Engkaulah Pengampun
Dosa-dosa besar
Dosa-dosaku
Bagaikan pepasir
Di pantai
Dengan rahmatMu
Ampunkan daku
Oh Tuhanku
Wahai Tuhan
Selamatkan kami ini
Dari segala
Kejahatan & kecelakaan
Kami takut
Kami harap
KepadaMu
Suburkanlah
Cinta kami
Kepada Mu
Kamilah hamba
Yg mengharap
Belas dariMU
Penantian By Harmoni
Berapa lama mesti ku nanti
Sinar cahaya mata mu
Gemerlap bagai bintang
Menghiasi malam
Malam yg menutup diriku
Berapa lama perlu ku tunggu
Lontaran suara dari bibirmu
Memecah hening taman
Taman syurgawi
Pada sebuah hati yg sepi
Penantian suatu siksa
Yg tidak tertanggung
Oleh tubuh ku yg kering & layu
Kepastian suatu penwar
Dlm suka & duka
Yg meniti hidup ku
Doa By Harmoni
Tuhan ku
Dlm termangu
Ku sebut nama Mu
Biar susah sungguh
Mengingat Mu penuh seluruh
Tuhan ku
Cahaya Mu
Panas suci bagai kerdip lilin
Di kelam sunyi
Tuhan ku
Aku hilang bentuk
Kembara di negeri asing
Tuhan ku
Pintu Mu ku ketuk
Aku tak bisa berpaling
Nasyid By Hidayah
Kepada Mu Ilahi
Yg Maha Agung Yg Maha Suci
Ku pohon perlindungan
Dan keampunanMu
Pada setiap sholat
Ku lafazkan doa & pujian
Kukuhkanlah taqwaku & keimanan
Semoga diriku diselamatkan
Dari segala bencana
Limpahilah diriku dgn sinar penuh kemuliaan
Agar tidak digoda syaitan
Yg sungguh durjana peruntuh akhlak
Inilah doa seorang insan
Mohon perlindungan
The Reason
Hoobastank
The Reason
I'm not a perfect person
There are many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
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4 Comments:
Hey, Tampines Mall on May Day? I was there too tapi in the afternoon jadi tak jumpalah.
Allah's blessings to you and your family.
pelita --> dia telah memilih kamu dan dia sekali-kali tidak menjadikan untuk kamu dalam agama, kesempitan.
bekal --> terima lah kenyataan yang tidak bisa anda hindari, iaitu selamanya anda akan menemui perkara-perkara yang tidak mungkin anda ubah di dunia tetapi anda hanya dapat berinteraksi bersamanya dengan sabar dan penuh keimanan.
sesungguhnya bila allaah mencintai seseorang, maka Dia akan mengujinya.
=)
Very well said Tipah. Bukan Tipah Tertipu lagi, tapi Tipah Tertumpu i.e. very focused.
tipah tersedak batuk-batuk angakara nama nyer disebut-sebut. =) *hehehe* macih abang bartley.
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