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DEWI |
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Tired...lack of sleep, but having loads of fun. Let me backtrack......
Watched Dewi last Wed nite. Just because Linda, geng ngaji said my teacher would be on tv. I didn't regret watching it. But I find the Rima & Nura too much. Too cute, hmm...I can't describe, tapi ter-over laaa.
I like the interview with Yasmin Ahmad...haa!!! Itulah wanita Melayu. I find her inner beauty so menyerlah, one. Macam Sarimah....like when she acted that teledrama based on novel.....now what is it called?...Rindu Madinah? Inilah agaknya yg dikatakan cahaya orang yg ingatkan Allah? There's something about Yasmin....geez, suddenly I fall in love with her laa...macam my love for Oprah.
I love it when she said, mulakan dgn Bismillahirrahmannirrahiim......sungguh aku sokong! MasyaAllah! And one more - yg tak sempurna itulah kecantikan. Hai, Yasmin kalaulah dia start ala Oprah show, mesti banyak peminat!!!!!
Back to my teacher, Tanya. I've registered @ Beadhub & had completed my 1st course last week. Just last Thursday, I've completed my 2nd course & InsyaAllah, I'll be attending my 3rd course with her next week. I had so much fun & had made necklace & bracelet using pearls, 4 bracelets & 1 necklace using beads. My coursemates are a wonderful bunch of people. There was Mei, who lives in Tuscany. She returns to S'pore about 2-3 times a year & conducts course on glass making. Tanya went for the course & we got to see her finished product. I'm looking forward to attend Mei's next class. Then, there's Sherry, a model. She designs jewellery & can work with any budget on semi precious stones. I've seen her work, it's so beautiful & not so expensive. She's very generous with her knowledge & I'm sure, she'll become a successful businesswoman one day. Orang-orang ni semua dah pro tapi tak lokek & tak sombong.
I'm glad I take up the courses with Tanya. Through her, I learn to string pearls the professional way, the skills of weaving all sorts of beads into costume jewellery...hey, I thought it was never my cup of tea. Gradually, I've gained courage to grow again. My heartfelt thanks to my other half for supporting me. So right now, I'm very busy weaving with Linda. I admire her work. She doesn't go for any courses, she just learned from books & made beautiful brooch, bracelets and rings. She teaches me, too. In return, I teach her what I've learned from the courses & bought her some magazines so that we can come up with new designs to our collection.
A few nights ago, I faced an ugly situation. I was shocked & very, very sad. Aku dituduh bedek, menipu, ada hidden agenda, taking advantage, menggunakan wang utk meraih persahabatan. Hanya Allah sahaja yg tahu. Aku cuba mententeramkan keadaan yg tiba-tiba hangat dgn api kemarahan. Namun sia-sia sahaja....dia membuat keputusan "to lead our lives in our own ways."
I called Kiah. She asked if I said or answered any messages that might offended this person. I said no, unless this person misinterprets my text. She told me to cool..I was never angry or hurt when this person turned me down. I understood the whole situation. In fact until today, aku tak dapat membalas segala kebaikannya terhadap ku. Aku bukanlah "kawan makan kawan". I was very shocked & very sad.....that's all.
He saw me cried while I was weaving my bracelet. I sobbed so hard. He said, tidak apa yg boleh aku buat sekarang, biarkanlah ia berlalu. He reminded me what I should do. Wallahi, tidak pernah aku punya niat buruk setitik pun, apalagi terhadap orang-orang yg telah menabur budi kpd ku. Tapi, apakan daya aku bila keterangan ku ditolak bulat-bulat. Aku terima dgn redha. Namun musibah ini tidak akan mematahkan semangat ku utk terus menjalin persahabatan dgn insan-insan yg lain.
Kiah, Az, Tipah, Leha, Catlover, InanG, JunG, Petom - if at anytime aku lupa diri, tolonglah ingatkan aku bahawa aku ni manusia biasa - a nobody, terlalu kerdil. Marah lah, tampar lah, aku tak kisah. Dunia ini terlalu luas & kita hidup bermasyarakat. Just remind me where I belong...pulang ke tanah juga akhirnya.
Allah saja yg tahu.
I love you, Allah. Thank you, Allah.
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PINKIE HEARS |
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PINKIE SHARES |
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I'tiraf
Wahai Tuhan
Ku tak layak
Ke SyurgaMu
Namun tak pula
Aku sanggup
Ke NerakaMu
Ampunkan dosaku
Terimalah taubatku
Sesungguhnya
Engkaulah Pengampun
Dosa-dosa besar
Dosa-dosaku
Bagaikan pepasir
Di pantai
Dengan rahmatMu
Ampunkan daku
Oh Tuhanku
Wahai Tuhan
Selamatkan kami ini
Dari segala
Kejahatan & kecelakaan
Kami takut
Kami harap
KepadaMu
Suburkanlah
Cinta kami
Kepada Mu
Kamilah hamba
Yg mengharap
Belas dariMU
Penantian By Harmoni
Berapa lama mesti ku nanti
Sinar cahaya mata mu
Gemerlap bagai bintang
Menghiasi malam
Malam yg menutup diriku
Berapa lama perlu ku tunggu
Lontaran suara dari bibirmu
Memecah hening taman
Taman syurgawi
Pada sebuah hati yg sepi
Penantian suatu siksa
Yg tidak tertanggung
Oleh tubuh ku yg kering & layu
Kepastian suatu penwar
Dlm suka & duka
Yg meniti hidup ku
Doa By Harmoni
Tuhan ku
Dlm termangu
Ku sebut nama Mu
Biar susah sungguh
Mengingat Mu penuh seluruh
Tuhan ku
Cahaya Mu
Panas suci bagai kerdip lilin
Di kelam sunyi
Tuhan ku
Aku hilang bentuk
Kembara di negeri asing
Tuhan ku
Pintu Mu ku ketuk
Aku tak bisa berpaling
Nasyid By Hidayah
Kepada Mu Ilahi
Yg Maha Agung Yg Maha Suci
Ku pohon perlindungan
Dan keampunanMu
Pada setiap sholat
Ku lafazkan doa & pujian
Kukuhkanlah taqwaku & keimanan
Semoga diriku diselamatkan
Dari segala bencana
Limpahilah diriku dgn sinar penuh kemuliaan
Agar tidak digoda syaitan
Yg sungguh durjana peruntuh akhlak
Inilah doa seorang insan
Mohon perlindungan
The Reason
Hoobastank
The Reason
I'm not a perfect person
There are many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
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http://yasminthestoryteller.blogspot.com/
Go there for more of Yasmin Ahmad..
May peace be with you..insya'llah..
Assalamualaikum Dear sister
Remember La Tahzan. 8)
as salaamu `alaykum Sister
I am so sorry - I feel partly responsible because I had been slow to deliver on the website. My kids have been ill and my internet connection has also been really bad. Still, I am very sorry because the site's delay has led to a big misunderstanding.
I am not sure if it is too late to clear the matter up with your friend. I think you got confused and that is what led to the misunderstanding - the domain name is norzah.com and it is meant to be powered on WordPress. The domain was registered the last time we spoke on YIM.
I am so sorry. I got your PM and in shaa Allah will work on the instructions.
PLease take care and may Allah keep you safe and well ameen.
thanks for tagging, sisters.
yes, bq - tks for reminding me..i'm ok, moving on laa.
wa'alaikumsalam iman - don't worry it's not yr fault at all. i was the one who told you to take yr time. no point setting it up when there's nothing to sell. now that i have, i feel better. thanks for yr support, i really appreciate yr usaha for me. i believe it's all from Allah...takder rezeki with her, but rezeki ada di depan mata - Alhamdulillah, InsyaAllah.
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