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Allah murka, bumi meluahkan perasaan, manusia masih leka... |
D,
Kiah & Jeynab did some shopping for me. Nasib baik ader geng bank bergerak. I'm grateful. Weekends were hectic. Had some quality time with MIL. I realised what she said was true. Tahun ini, ramai orang mati kerana malapetaka. Lepas satu, satu.....dunia ni dah tak aman. Allah dah murka. Bumi meluahkan isi. Ramai sungguh nyawa terkorban. Namun.....manusia yg masih bernyawa makin leka dgn khayalan. Pernahkah kita terfikir "apakah tujuan saya utk hidup?" Utk berfoya-foya, utk memuaskan hawa nafsu...what about menanam amal ibadah utk dituai di waktu akhirat kelak?
Pernahkah kita terfikir itu semua? Alhamdulillah, perbincangan dgn MIL sentiasa bernas. Akus ering diingatkan utk merujuk ke Al Quran, sholat, berzikir, berselawat - senantiasa ingatkan Allah & sedar bahawa Allah itu kekal & akhirat itu kekal & Syurga itu ujud & Neraka itu ujud. Apakah benih yg ku tuai di muka bumi ini? Adakah utk Syurga atau Neraka?
Alhamdulillah MIL sentiasa memberi perangsang. Dlm kuliah pula, aku semakin jatuh cinta. Ketenangan jiwa yg ku dambakan selama ini dapat ku rasakan. Ilmu yg ku rindukan semakin menyerlah. Ukhuwah....paling manis bila dapat bertemu fellow sisters. Ya Allah, jgn lah kau tarik nikmat ini dari ku.
Ustazah suruh kita semua maintain - jgn keluarkan pengadun kuih, acuan & sebagainya. Kita mesti maintain amal ibadah - membaca Al Quran, sholat sunnat, berzikir sepanjang masa. Kita belum tahu kita akan bertemu Ramadhan lagi. Indahnya Al Quran, hebatnya Asma Ul Husna......Masya Allah.
Sempat juga meraikan ulangtahun Id, MIL & Iz. Iftar di Cafe Vienna dgn makanan ala Arab. Nasib baik tak ramai orang, jadi bilik sholat tidak sesak. Mungkinkah itu iftar yg terakhir buat kami....?
Sesungguhnya aku di dlm ketakutan, takut akan azab Allah. Bagaimanakah keadaan ku ketika amalan ku dihitung kelak? Cukupkah utk ke Syurga atau sudah tertulis namaku nun di bawah sana.....Neraka? Ya Allah, ampunilah segala dosa ku, terimalah taubat ku, pandanglah aku di padang Mahsyar nanti......
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 17:46 #
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Thursday, October 20, 2005 | |
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Fatherly Love...... |
D,
Tuesday was great. Met Aton @ Tampines. took the bus to Woodlands to meet Kiah & Jeynab. To Johore we went.....! Well, just Larkin as I had to be back early. We spent most our time at the bookshop. Finally bought my favourite book by Dr Aidh Al Qarni as I gave my copy to Tipah who falls in love with the book, too. Then to other shops as I watched them bought some stuffs for Syawal. Took the "pakwancha" back. The whole journey was with funny conversation with the driver. Hai, Jeynab....everything that came out of her mouth was just funnily cute!
Instead of dropping them off @ Woodlands first, the driver dropped Aton then me. So Jeynab & Kiah made their $10 trip worth. I bought 4 cd - lectures by Ustz Siti Nor Bahyah, several books. Bought my favourite Kuih Siput crackers. As soon I reached home, we went to Busorrah St to get food for iftar, samping & songkok for the boys. Foster dad called from Queen St & as soon we saw him, he was standing with 3 big bags....full of food!
Luckily, MIL was still around our neighbourhood. She brought back the foodstuff fit to feed the whole army! Just after iftar, we celebrated Id's birthday. We were so bloated with the food.
Dad went to CGH for his check up. Turned out, he needs to continue his medication. There were no other complications. He came back with another birthday cake for Id & some pastries. Alhamdulillah, we had simple food for iftar.
This morning, foster dad was preparing to return to Batu Pahat. He asked if I needed extra cash for Syawal. I was stunned...really taken by surprised. I almost cried...perhaps he sitll thinks I'm still a little girl. He insisted that I told him how much I need & I insisted that we're not having any financial difficulty at all. Mungkinkah dia merasa bahawa dia menumpang kasih-sayang bersama kami? Sesungguhnya, kami tidak sedikit pun memerlukan kemewahan makanan atau wang darinya. Memang kami ikhlas menerimanya setiap kali dia datang, malah kami larang dia dari boros membelikan kami makanan. Allah sahaja yg dapat membalas segala pengorbanannya selama menjagaku. Inilah masaku pula utk cuba menjaganya semampu yg boleh dgn keizinan suami......
Al Fatiha buat Puan Sri Hendon, isteri Perdana Menteri Malaysia Tan Sri Ahmad Badawi yg telah meninggal dunia pagi ini. Pilu mendengar berita ini, kerana cinta mereka adalah cinta sejati.
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 09:01 #
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Musibah...Kafarah......Hikmah. |
D,
Last minute plan to meet up with Jeynab & Kiah on Friday. Terjatuh cinta dgn kain di Azizah' Silk House. Walhal baju dah siap. Beli jerk laa. Berdekah-dekah jorang ketawakan aku yg tak mo shopping tapi end up spending more than them! Nasib baik jorang pandai tawarkan harga dgn penjual tuh.
Rimas dok kat rumah...lagi. Niat nak beli langsir, terbeli cadar. Offer nyer pasal. 2nd Saturday morning in Orchard.
Made plans with Aunt Ley to attend ustz Salbiah's class @ Al Ansar on Sunday. Si Tipah nak ikot. Sesungguhnyer kiter berdua tengah liat. Kerana terlambat, kiter terlpeas peluang utk bersholat sunnat secara jemaah. Ustz memimpin sholat Dhuha, Sholat Tasbih & Sholat Hajat. Sempat cari kelibat Aunt Ley. Rupanya Aunt Yah pun ada. Nampak member-member yg ikuti kuliah di Jln Pisang. Macam reunion gitu. Rupanyer, kawan Aunt Ley tu makcik Tipah.
Sesungguhnya kuliah pagi semalam mengingatkan ku - apalah ada pada dunia ini. Mengapa hendak menangisi dunia? Sepatutnya aku lebih cenderung kpd kehidupan alam kubur, alam akhirat. Banyak betul lightbulb moments yg kami perolehi semalam. Alhamdulillah. Terubat juga rindu ku pada Tipah. Sempat berbual dgn kawan Aunt Ley yg menghidap barah. Ya Allah berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul. Apalah makna kesusahan yg aku alami berbanding dgn kesusahan yg dia alami. Nothing....nothing! Masalah ku yg sekecil biji sawi tuh! Persetan dgn dunia.
Malam pula ke rumah Aunt Nor utk majlis iftar bersama keluarga. Tahun ini, aku rasakan suasananya berlainan sekali. Lebih khusyuk, tawadhuk. Mudah-mudahan Allah merahmati perjumpaan kami sekeluarga, Amin InsyaAllah.
Ustz ngaji sering mengingati ku - Carilah cinta Allah, bukan cinta manusia. Manusia akan mengecewakan kita. Allah tidak mengecewakan kita kerana cinta Allah kekal.
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 05:39 #
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Wednesday, October 12, 2005 | |
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National Anthem |
D,
Dunia ini sudah tua, namun manusia makin lena. Akhirat menghampiri, dunia juga dicari. Ya Allah, aku minta kasih-sayang Mu, aku kehilangan kasih-sayang manusia. Ya Allah, aku minta kekuatan iman, Kau beri ku dugaan demi dugaan. Ya Allah, Engkau cemuburu, Engkau mahu manusia meminta kpd Mu. Bagi yg daif, musibah itu adalah celaka. Bagi yg mengerti, ada rahmat disebalik musibah yg Kau turunkan. Ya Allah, aku serahkan segala jiwa ragaku hanya kepada Mu. Diri ini bukan milik ku. Diri ini adalah milik Mu. Bukan hak ku, ia adalah hak Mu. Peluklah aku Ya Allah. Selimutilah aku dgn hembusan angin yg syahdu. Ya Allah, aku bersyukur.....tanpa dugaan demi dugaan mungkin aku tidak akan datang mendapatkan Mu. Aku akan lalai & terus dibuai mimpi palsu. Aku sedar cinta Mu lah aku rindui selama ini. Cinta Mu kekal abadi. Sesungguhnya Engkau tidak pernah zalim, hanya manusia yg menzalimi dirinya sendiri......
Keluarga ku, para sahabat ku........terimakasih. Semoga Allah membalas kebaikan berlipat-ganda kepada mu semua di atas ingatan mu yg tulus ikhlas buat ku.
Jgn Lafazkan - Kru
jgn lafazkannya
hasrat di jiwa
oh kerana ia
hanya menambah luka
biar ku sendiri
mengubati hati
jgn lafaz kau sudah membenci
ku tahu dari gerak-gerimu
adanya sesuatu
mengganggu fikiranmu
ku tahu kau tak seperti dulu
masa telah mencemar
kemesraan kita
ku sedar sinaran kian pudar
hati semakin tawar
menguji kesabaran
namunku sukar utk melepaskan
andai kau ingin pergi
tunai permintaan ini
jgn lafazkannya
hasrat di jiwa
oh kerana ia
kan menambah luka
biar ku sendiri
mengubati hati
jgn lafaz kau sudah membenci
tak ingin ku cuba utk mengerti
berdepan realiti
kau tak cintai lagi
tak ingin tahu apa terjadi
kau dah punya pengganti
biarku butakan hati
jgnlah lafaz apa yg kau rasa
kerana semua sudah ku baca
tak usah kau ucap selamat tinggal
pergilah jgn kau lafazkan
jgn lafazkannya
hasrat di jiwa
oh kerana ia
hanya menambah luka
biar ku sendiri
mengubati hati
jgn lafaz kau sudah membenci
jgn lafazkannya
apa yg kau rasa
oh kerana ia
kan menambah luka
biar ku sendiri
mengubati hati
jgn lafazkan kau sudah membenci
Setia Ku Korbankan - Fauziah Latiff
inikah dugaan yg ku terima
menyintaimu sepenuh jiwa
utk bersama mu
kesabaran membakar fikiran
rinduku embunan di lautan
cintamu debunga berterbangan
tak pernah memperduli
kasih sayang yg aku korbankan
kau janjikan bahagia
namun kau hantui dgn gurauan berbisa
kau janjikan setia
rapuhku berpegang utk hidup bersamamu
kembalilah hangati semula asmaraku
denganmu
demi cinta suci
andainya tak mungkin ku miliki
keayuan kasih impianmu
lepaskan asmara di jiwa ku
setia ku korbankan
Selagi Ada - Ning Baizura
telah ku lakukan semuanya kasih
telah ku korbankan segalanya
namun ku sendiri tak pernah mengerti
apa yg engkau fikirkan
apa yg engkau inginkan
ku tahu kau tak pernah setia kasih
ku tahu diriku tak bererti
namun ku sendiri tak pernah mengerti
apa yg engkau fikirkan
apa yg engkau inginkan
selagi ada cinta di hati ku
selagi ada rindu yg membara
selagi air mata ini mengalir
kau tetap di hati ini
cinta mu tetap di hati
selagi ku mampu bertahan kekasih
jgn sampai cinta tiada lagi
jika memang cinta tiada lagi kasih
tinggalkan aku sendiri
tinggalkan cintamu kasih
selagi ada cinta di hatiku
selagi ada rindu yg membara
selagi aku mampu bertahan kasih
ku terima segalanya
walau hati ku merana.......
Thank you for having me in the little space of your life, even though it's just for a while.
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 21:53 #
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005 | |
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Aku merindui Madinah. |
D,
Pengalaman umrah bersama Kiah adalah salah satu kenangan yg tak mungkin aku lupakan. Semangat setia kawan dicabar hebat. Namun ia tidak membuat aku serik utk ke sana lagi dgnnya, InsyaAllah.
Dlm bulan mulia ini, aku merindui Masjid Nabawi. Seringkali aku mencubit pipiku. Aku tidak percaya telah masuk ke kota Madinah, masjid indah tersergam di hadapan ku. Hati ku sayu...Allah mengizinkan aku menjejakkan kaki di dlm ruang sholat. Terasa kerdil sungguh diri ini di dlm himpunan para muslimah dari pelusuk dunia yg lain. Terik matahari menyambut kedatangan ku. Hembusan angin malam menemani ku tiap langkah ku dari masjid ke hotel.
Masjid yg gah, tempat persemadian Rasulullah, taman Raudhah. Ya Allah, sungguh tak terhingga nikmat yg Kau beri. Aku tak layak...aku tak layak...aku sungguh hina, bergelumang dgn dosa. Tapi Kau menjemput ku Ya Allah....hati ku hiba, di dlm rempuhan dgn muslimah yg lain...ada tangan yg menarik ku ke hadapan, di barisan pertama, di antara 2 tiang dlm kawasan Raudhah. Bagaikan mimpi, aku hampir lemas. Kuat sungguh semangat Kiah, dia juga tidak menduga pengalaman yg kami lalui. Ya Allah, aku tak layak.....hebat sungguh kasih-sayang Mu. Dadaku sebak.......
Salam ku kpd Rasulullah ketika aku tiba & ingin meninggalkan Baginda begitu pilu sekali. Aku tidak dapat bayangkan keperihan perjalanan Baginda dari Mekah ke Madinah. Amat hebat kekasih Allah. Perjalanan ku pula hanya duduk dlm bas berhawa dingin, dilindungi pancaran matahari. Sesungguhnya aku kejam terhadap Baginda. Tak ternilai kasih-sayangnya kpd umat-umatnya. Aku telah mensia-siakan pengorbanan Baginda, namun aku berdiri mengkhabarkan kpd Baginda bahawa aku telah selamat tiba & aku akan pulang meninggalkan Baginda. Aku tak layak "bertemu" dgn Baginda. Aku telah berlaku kejam terhadap diri sendiri. Rasanya tangisanku tidak dapat memadamkan segala dosa......
Happy moments, praise Allah.
Difficult moments, seek Allah.
Quiet moments, worship Allah.
Painful moments, trust Allah.
Every moment, thank Allah.
Thanks for the reminder, Jeynab.
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 06:53 #
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Resah........ |
D,
When foster dad left on Friday morning, I was letting him go with a heavy heart. I wish for so many things......
MIL came for a sleepover. As usual, we had our Sahur on wee Saturday morning @ HarYasin, Geylang. It's something the kids & I look forward to during fasting month on weekends. The kids didn't continue their sleep - they were jumping up & down, clowning around the whole morning.
Then it was time to do some shopping. Reached Takashimaya @ 1030hrs. I love to shop in the morning. The sale is still on, so that's a relief. Off to City Plaza & TKC. Hah! That was when I blew my top....they were getting restless, especially Han. Their fickelmindedness made me so frustrated, even mil rushed them to decide which baju kurung they wanted. No colour scheme, to each his own. Fidel hates buying new baju kurung, so he's wearing whatever he has.
SIL called & wanted to break fast @ mil's. Fidel invited his sisters to come over to our place & we went home right after the kids' clothes were bought. The kids helped to clear the mess while mil & I were on our toes preparing for iftar. 2nd sil & family came first. Fidel was going through Science revision with Id & niece, the restr of the kids & bil were busy with the games. So it was 3 women buzzing in the kitchen.
3rd sil came much later. It was quite a relief as the little nephew would cling on mil all the time. So it was our 1st family iftar for this year, all 14 of us, sitting in a long row on the floor. The spread was abundance, we made Roti Boyan with Sambal Tumis Ikan Bilis, Bubur SumSum, Jemput-Jemput Pisang, 2nd mil brought kuihs & Nasi Briyani set, 3rd mil brought Cendol & fruits. The bubur masjid is a must. It was a good family time. The sisters brought back food for sahur.
Sunday - the kids were off to madrasah. Fidel & I went to Ikea. The thought of earthquake in South Asia still lingered. I felt the things that I want & need are just not important anymore. The home needs refurnishing, but suddenly I changed my mind. I'm just glad I wasn't the one burning his pockets.
We ate up the leftover from Saturday's iftar by today's sahur. I feel the change within me, I can see the change in him, too. Alhamdulillah. Semoga Allah tetapkan iman kami kerana Allah boleh membolak-balikkan hati kami. Semoga Allah sentiasa melindungi kami dari musibah & sentiasa merahmati kami. Sesungguhnya dunia ini sudah tua........ia tidak dapat menampung kekejaman manusia lagi.
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 07:54 #
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Day 3 |
D,
Dad decided not to go back to Batu pahat yesterday. Heng sotong! Since Fidel was on leave, I managed to do some shopping @ Cat Whisperer. We went to the masjid to collect bubur power, tuh!!!! We stopped by @ masjid Aleem Siddique. It's indeed beautiful. Before this, it was such in a sad state. I'm sure the boys are excited to return to the masjid for their weekend madrasah.
Dad told me not to cook anything for iftar last night. He wanted KFC. Fidel & I had a laugh..we both know it's his favourite. So it was fastfood for iftar. The neighbours gave us Badak Berendam, Popiah Basah, Pulut Gula Melaka.
He insisted to return today. As usual he would do a transit to Onan Rd karipap & ZamZam murtabak for the orang kampungs. Goodness!!! Lucky thing I accompanied him all the way to the taxi station. His beg pasar consists of batu!!!! Kalo dulu dia panggil aku degil, skrang..the table is turned.
Received an email from Jeynab. Power tol pompan tuh! She wants to share this poem with me.....so sweet, I like it.
Ku Cari Damai Abadi
Aku cari bukan harta bertimbun-timbun
Untuk hidup kaya
Aku cari bukan wang berjuta-juta
Untuk hidup bergaya
Aku cari bukan kawan-kawan
Untuk hidup sekadar berfoya-foya
Aku cari mana dia Al-Ghazali
Aku cari mana dia Al-Shafie
Kita bongkar rahsia kitab suci
Cari pedoman
Kita bongkar rahsia sunnah nabi
Cari panduan
Aku hidup kerana Dia Rabbi
Dialah teman
Dialah wali
Dia mencukupi
Aku hidup bererti
Menikmati damai abadi
Oleh:- DATUK SERI ABDULLAH AHMAD BADAWI
(Mei 2003)
"Aku cari bukan kawan-kawan
Untuk hidup sekadar berfoya-foya"
Tepat sekali frasa ini. Teringat pesan ibu mertua "kawan boleh jadi lawan, tetapi sahabat adalah hingga ke akhir hayat". Apabila mendengar kisah Nabi Muhammad s.a.w., aku sering mendengar frasa "para sahabat Rasul". Tak pernah mendengar frasa "kawan-kawan Rasul". Mendalam sungguh erti sahabat. Alhamdulillah, Allah menemukan ku sahabat-sahabat yg jujur & ikhlas.
What's for iftar today? Still thinking...........
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 11:24 #
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Thursday, October 06, 2005 | |
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2nd Day Ramadhan |
D,
The older boys are adapting to Ramadhan schedules well. Except for Hin. Manja abiz! But he's trying. Foster dad decides to return to Batu Pahat today even though Fidel asked him to stay a little longer. I'm so thankful for Fidel's thoughtfulness. No materialistic gifts can compensate that. Alhamdulillah.
He's on half day leave again to coach Iz & Id. Again, I'm feeling blessed. He may not take leave often to go on holidays with us. But his sacrifice during the boys' crucial time is priceless. Alhamdulillah.
Alhamdulillah, the spread of food which I served for iftar last night was wiped clean by end of sahur this morning.
Tahun ini, entah mengapa perasaan syahdu sungguh menebal ketika mengharungi bulan yg mulia ini. Aku bersyukur kerana insan-insan yg hadir di dlm hidup ku - yg jauh mahupun yg dekat adalah bak permata yg menyuluh, menerangi minda & rohani ku. Ya Allah, kekalkanlah kebahgiaan ini hingga ke akhir hayat kami. Rahmatilah kami di dunia & di akhirat, Amin. InsyaAllah.
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 06:59 #
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Wednesday, October 05, 2005 | |
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On the 1st day of Ramadhan.... |
D,
Hin refused to wake up for sahur. Yeah, leave it to daddy...! I managed to persuade him & he finally agreed to join us. But of course, he had his iftar just before leaving for school. Well, at least he tried.
Just after 5 pm, Han went, haus...haus...haus.....kekekekekeeee. Sempena meraikan anak-anak yg berpuasa, mommy jorang singsing tangan kat dapur. Roti Jala dgn kuah kheema, suji kacau. Fidel took half day leave to assist Iz & Id with their exam revision. As usual, in Ramadhan, tak sah kalo tak collect bubur. Kiah kata, ust brutal ingatkan - bayar zakat fitrah on the 1st day of Ramadhan, so that amal ibadah akan diangkat ke langit secepat mungkin - something like dat laa....so makin lambat bayar, makin slow laa amalan nak naik ke atas. Bagus jugak Fidel amik leave this afternoon, sempat dia hantarkan bubur to his mom.
Time to set the table.....Alhamdulillah, semoga kebahgiaan ini berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat. Amin.
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 17:50 #
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Tuesday, October 04, 2005 | |
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Thinking of you..... |
D,
Fidel & I are still thinking of the sweet Balinese. I was so easy to blame the Indonesian government for not protecting Bali as they protect Jakarta. Hm....easier said than done, right? Who am I to blame them?!?
Fidel could sense how worked up I am. He - remembered the 2002 bombing at Legian? Me - yes.....I felt so sad when you took me there. He - I've been up & down Legian during the 2 trips to Bali before the 2002 bombing. Me - yeah, you told me. Now I understand how you felt. He - I like the place. On the whole, I like the people very much. You are feeling how I felt when they bombed Legian. Me - I guess so, it's so sad. I wonder how Wayan Warta is doing.
I guess we still can't get over the tragedy. Jimbaran is a beautiful place during sunset. Kuta Square/Matahari has it all when one wants to shop. Our hearts are with you, Bali. Yes, one day, we shall bring our boys to visit you, InsyaAllah.
Hai, manusia. Mengapakah kau tergamak berlaku kejam ke atas diri sendiri?!?!
Berdebar-debar menantikan Ramadhan. Semoga Allah panjangkan umur, sihatkan badan, murahkan rezeki yg halal, menerima taubat serta amal ibadah & merahmati kita semua. Amin, InsyaAllah.
Selamat menyambut Ramadhan.
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 07:36 #
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Tragedy |
D,
Foster dad called last Saturday & said he was on the way here. He has been very sick. He was diagnosed with dengue fever. I didn't manage to visit him, but after hearing hospital's condition in Batu Pahat, I asked him to come back for 2nd opinion & treatment. So after he was warded out, he made last minute arrangement to return here.
So our planned for lunch galore had to be put on hold. He was very weak, could hardly walk. After Maghrib, I sent him to CGH. Luckily, the A & E wasn't crowded. Not yet, I was told. Being Saturday night, the crowd would come after midnight. So the procedures did not take long. He was admitted as the xray & ecg showed his heart was weak & too much liquid in the lungs. He was warded into the heart patients' ward. He's estimated to stay for a week for some tests & results.
Fidel was covering welfare of the home. With PSLE & final year exam around the corner, the house is messed with papers, books & all sorts of stationery. But we still managed to steal some family time on Sunday. He wanted to take us out for huge meal before Ramadhan starts. So it was lunch at Straits Kitchen. We found ourselves lazing around when we returned home. We were so stuffed.
So this whole week is when I can't think straight. My thoughts & feelings are for Iz & Id. It's a big change for Iz, having to cope more than 4 subjects. As for Id, all we want is that he makes it through. As long as it's passing mark. So this Ramadhan is more challenging, I guess.
We were shocked when the news of the Bali bombing was aired over the weekend. It's so sad. Fidel & I were thinking of the fate the Balinese. They're such nice people. It affects us when we learned the incidents took place at Jimbaran & Kuta Square. Once again, the beautiful country is marred by irresponsible souls.
I guess this is just side tracked. The obvious is, sesungguhnya manusia telah membuat Allah murka. Lihatlah bencana alam di Amerika, Taiwan, Jepun. Sungguh dahsyat malapetaka yg Allah turunkan. Tidak terfikir kah kita, warga Singapura bahawa Allah mungkin menurunkan malapetaka bencana alam yg serupa kepada kita? Lihatlah sahaja umat Islam yg bergelumang dgn dosa. Tidak ada rasa takut, sungguh megah dgn slogan "berani buat berani tanggung". Tidak dihiraukan "kerana nila setitik, rosak susu sebelanga". Astaghfirullah. Marilah ktia sama-sama berdoa agar Allah melindungi negeri kita dari segala malapetaka.
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 07:05 #
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PINKIE HEARS |
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PINKIE SHARES |
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I'tiraf
Wahai Tuhan
Ku tak layak
Ke SyurgaMu
Namun tak pula
Aku sanggup
Ke NerakaMu
Ampunkan dosaku
Terimalah taubatku
Sesungguhnya
Engkaulah Pengampun
Dosa-dosa besar
Dosa-dosaku
Bagaikan pepasir
Di pantai
Dengan rahmatMu
Ampunkan daku
Oh Tuhanku
Wahai Tuhan
Selamatkan kami ini
Dari segala
Kejahatan & kecelakaan
Kami takut
Kami harap
KepadaMu
Suburkanlah
Cinta kami
Kepada Mu
Kamilah hamba
Yg mengharap
Belas dariMU
Penantian By Harmoni
Berapa lama mesti ku nanti
Sinar cahaya mata mu
Gemerlap bagai bintang
Menghiasi malam
Malam yg menutup diriku
Berapa lama perlu ku tunggu
Lontaran suara dari bibirmu
Memecah hening taman
Taman syurgawi
Pada sebuah hati yg sepi
Penantian suatu siksa
Yg tidak tertanggung
Oleh tubuh ku yg kering & layu
Kepastian suatu penwar
Dlm suka & duka
Yg meniti hidup ku
Doa By Harmoni
Tuhan ku
Dlm termangu
Ku sebut nama Mu
Biar susah sungguh
Mengingat Mu penuh seluruh
Tuhan ku
Cahaya Mu
Panas suci bagai kerdip lilin
Di kelam sunyi
Tuhan ku
Aku hilang bentuk
Kembara di negeri asing
Tuhan ku
Pintu Mu ku ketuk
Aku tak bisa berpaling
Nasyid By Hidayah
Kepada Mu Ilahi
Yg Maha Agung Yg Maha Suci
Ku pohon perlindungan
Dan keampunanMu
Pada setiap sholat
Ku lafazkan doa & pujian
Kukuhkanlah taqwaku & keimanan
Semoga diriku diselamatkan
Dari segala bencana
Limpahilah diriku dgn sinar penuh kemuliaan
Agar tidak digoda syaitan
Yg sungguh durjana peruntuh akhlak
Inilah doa seorang insan
Mohon perlindungan
The Reason
Hoobastank
The Reason
I'm not a perfect person
There are many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
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