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Resah........ |
D,
When foster dad left on Friday morning, I was letting him go with a heavy heart. I wish for so many things......
MIL came for a sleepover. As usual, we had our Sahur on wee Saturday morning @ HarYasin, Geylang. It's something the kids & I look forward to during fasting month on weekends. The kids didn't continue their sleep - they were jumping up & down, clowning around the whole morning.
Then it was time to do some shopping. Reached Takashimaya @ 1030hrs. I love to shop in the morning. The sale is still on, so that's a relief. Off to City Plaza & TKC. Hah! That was when I blew my top....they were getting restless, especially Han. Their fickelmindedness made me so frustrated, even mil rushed them to decide which baju kurung they wanted. No colour scheme, to each his own. Fidel hates buying new baju kurung, so he's wearing whatever he has.
SIL called & wanted to break fast @ mil's. Fidel invited his sisters to come over to our place & we went home right after the kids' clothes were bought. The kids helped to clear the mess while mil & I were on our toes preparing for iftar. 2nd sil & family came first. Fidel was going through Science revision with Id & niece, the restr of the kids & bil were busy with the games. So it was 3 women buzzing in the kitchen.
3rd sil came much later. It was quite a relief as the little nephew would cling on mil all the time. So it was our 1st family iftar for this year, all 14 of us, sitting in a long row on the floor. The spread was abundance, we made Roti Boyan with Sambal Tumis Ikan Bilis, Bubur SumSum, Jemput-Jemput Pisang, 2nd mil brought kuihs & Nasi Briyani set, 3rd mil brought Cendol & fruits. The bubur masjid is a must. It was a good family time. The sisters brought back food for sahur.
Sunday - the kids were off to madrasah. Fidel & I went to Ikea. The thought of earthquake in South Asia still lingered. I felt the things that I want & need are just not important anymore. The home needs refurnishing, but suddenly I changed my mind. I'm just glad I wasn't the one burning his pockets.
We ate up the leftover from Saturday's iftar by today's sahur. I feel the change within me, I can see the change in him, too. Alhamdulillah. Semoga Allah tetapkan iman kami kerana Allah boleh membolak-balikkan hati kami. Semoga Allah sentiasa melindungi kami dari musibah & sentiasa merahmati kami. Sesungguhnya dunia ini sudah tua........ia tidak dapat menampung kekejaman manusia lagi.
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 07:54 #
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PINKIE HEARS |
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PINKIE SHARES |
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I'tiraf
Wahai Tuhan
Ku tak layak
Ke SyurgaMu
Namun tak pula
Aku sanggup
Ke NerakaMu
Ampunkan dosaku
Terimalah taubatku
Sesungguhnya
Engkaulah Pengampun
Dosa-dosa besar
Dosa-dosaku
Bagaikan pepasir
Di pantai
Dengan rahmatMu
Ampunkan daku
Oh Tuhanku
Wahai Tuhan
Selamatkan kami ini
Dari segala
Kejahatan & kecelakaan
Kami takut
Kami harap
KepadaMu
Suburkanlah
Cinta kami
Kepada Mu
Kamilah hamba
Yg mengharap
Belas dariMU
Penantian By Harmoni
Berapa lama mesti ku nanti
Sinar cahaya mata mu
Gemerlap bagai bintang
Menghiasi malam
Malam yg menutup diriku
Berapa lama perlu ku tunggu
Lontaran suara dari bibirmu
Memecah hening taman
Taman syurgawi
Pada sebuah hati yg sepi
Penantian suatu siksa
Yg tidak tertanggung
Oleh tubuh ku yg kering & layu
Kepastian suatu penwar
Dlm suka & duka
Yg meniti hidup ku
Doa By Harmoni
Tuhan ku
Dlm termangu
Ku sebut nama Mu
Biar susah sungguh
Mengingat Mu penuh seluruh
Tuhan ku
Cahaya Mu
Panas suci bagai kerdip lilin
Di kelam sunyi
Tuhan ku
Aku hilang bentuk
Kembara di negeri asing
Tuhan ku
Pintu Mu ku ketuk
Aku tak bisa berpaling
Nasyid By Hidayah
Kepada Mu Ilahi
Yg Maha Agung Yg Maha Suci
Ku pohon perlindungan
Dan keampunanMu
Pada setiap sholat
Ku lafazkan doa & pujian
Kukuhkanlah taqwaku & keimanan
Semoga diriku diselamatkan
Dari segala bencana
Limpahilah diriku dgn sinar penuh kemuliaan
Agar tidak digoda syaitan
Yg sungguh durjana peruntuh akhlak
Inilah doa seorang insan
Mohon perlindungan
The Reason
Hoobastank
The Reason
I'm not a perfect person
There are many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
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