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Friday, September 30, 2005

Friday....menghitung hari....

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Shucks! The mee-gra-in is back. Nie gara- gara teksi driver. Masok jerk, dah bau hapak! He took the long route pulak tuh! Tak jadi gi poonhuat. Gi Cold Storage Bugis Junction. Sempat melencong ke All Shapes utk bayar yuran.

InsyaAllah, Nelam akan jaga gym @ Joo Chiat while Susan jaga Bugis Village. The best part is, Beydah dapat gi 2 tempat. Members ader privileges tersendiri laaa katakan....! I told them I'm gonna start from square 1 all over again. I told Nelam cheekily, napshot 2nd day raya, bmi sure naik nyer!!!! Tak laa...hopefully, not. Nak ikot style ustz rock - kalo boleh 1 bulan posa turun 10 kilo......itu ponG kalo takder bendera JepunG datang. Kadang-kadang gua kene step ah!

Niat di hati nak buatkan makcik ngaji kek yg dia pesan ari tuh. Tapi kpala gua poosinG. Kalo migraine dah terok, tekak mual...macam kes owang buntinG. Lermekkk..tangkap tengkuk lak tuh! Nombor 5??!!?? Niayer.....!!!!!! Kalo ley elak, gua elak. Gua nak tangkap jambu - tak dapat jambu air ker jambu batu ker...jambu bol ponG orite.

Mudah-mudahan ada kelapangan esok......mudah-mudahan rezeki murah. Er, banyak sale, eh skrang? Household items on sale, baju on sale, eh...ader jewellery fest lagik....ish ish ish.......mudah-mudahan esok tak mee-gra-in lagik....

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Thursday, September 29, 2005

Therapy is good

Quote of the week

"When I hear somebody sigh, "Life is hard," I am always tempted to ask, "Compared to what?""


Sydney J. Harris, American Journalist and Author, 1917-1986.


D,

All I needed to perk me up......









I'm ok now....


As we are approaching Ramadhan, I thank Jeynab for this link.

http://www.zawaj.com/events/ramadhan/diet_ramadan1.html

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P is for......

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Dlm bulan Oktober, kita pun ada Oktoberfest...no....bukan Germany nyer Oktoberfest. Sambil duduk & fikiran mula nak kelakar, teringat bulan depan kita ada 3 P. P for puasa, P for PSLE, P for periksa akhir tahun. Mak & bapak tambah lagi, P for pening & pengsan.

Cakap pasal pening, beta sekarang tengah tersangatlah pening. Makan chocolate banyak sangat! Pusing sey kepala beta! Tapi tak tengok ah tu dark chocolates depan mata, dlm fridge. Si chocolate cake tu pun ada sket lagi tinggal. Abih dgn chocolate drink mix lagik....

Semalam, beta baru selesai menonton OC. Beta tape citer tuh. Tak silap, beta dok depan tv, & menonton 5 episod sekali harung! Citer tuh betolnyer mengarut tetapi ada sesekali menyerlahkan mesej kepada penonton. Love & support from family is very important. Begitu juga Nip Tuck. At the end of the day, true love conquers all. No matter how deep you fall into the hole, love will lead you back.

Aisey man....lemau betol laa. Jap eh....nak gi belah kepala & check aper dah rosak kat dlm otak aku nie.....

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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Isi tangki...kasi penuh

D,

After dinner last night, we went out for a drive. It was a weekday, so McCafe @ East Coast was less crowded. I was already full, but I couldn't resist the oreo cheesecake. The boys had their hot chocolate. I took this time to observe Iz. It's hard being a teenager. Damn hard being parents to a teenager. Sometimes the 3 of us lose our way. But I've faith in us. Hopefully, 1 day, Iz will look back at his life & smile.

This morning, Jeynab, Kiah & I met at Compass Point for breakfast. Looks like the Geylang trip will be shelved. Perhaps Arab St...? Jeynab gave us a book each which is prepared by Ust Sawifi. The contents are very useful in daily ibadah. Kiah's all geared up for Ramadhan. She plans to have gatherings throughout Ramadhan so that she & other sisters can tadarus & hopefully khatam Al Quran. She & Ita are willing to share the knowledge they gain from the tajwid class. Jeynab is looking forward to the gatherings.

I made my way to Toa Payoh for another gathering. I was late for lunch. Ayshy & Naqia were there waiting. It's been a year since I met Ayshy & the bride is still radiant. I admire these 2 ladies for their down to earth personalities. Not many women of their age are like that. The advantage of modern technology brings us together.

Returned home with a full tummy. The small leftover delightfully sinful chocolate cake was on the table. Nie kes nak isi tangki perut sebelum posa. Just then, makcik ngaji called & asked if I could make one for her. Heh....macam kene kluar rumah lagik niari, heh? Abih nak beli ingredients aper.....

Biler nak kurus, Beydah??!!??

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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

New title

D,

InanG kata dia nampak gambar owang tuh, dia teringat aku. Iyer, ker??? Sama, eh? Aku rasa tak pulak. Tak per laa..Che' Mah pong Che' Mah laaa. Adik-beradik Beydah jugak. Then she sms-ed. Dia nak tukar nama, tak moh Mak InanG, die-die nak Jeynab. Haa, amek laa.....dari semalam dia telah ditabalkan Jeynab. Suker nyer dia.....lepakz betol laa. Baru laa si Kiah tau betapa unik nyer si Jeynab nie.....

The boys wanted to stay up till their daddy returned. Alas, they were sound asleep with the tv still on. I was glad he had a good flight. He opened the goodie bag in the middle of the night. Lotsa lotsa shockaladen!!!!!! Chocolate drink mixes & the usual souvenirs for the home. Swarovski is expensive in Vienna. It's still cheaper in S'pore, the only disadvantage is that the items are slightly back dated here.

No special menu today. He prefers the good ole' same dishes. Maybe I'll bake that so sinful chocolate cake.

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Monday, September 26, 2005

tick..tock...tick...tock...

D,

The boys & I can't wait for his return. We miss his clowning ways, our mealtimes together, heh..we even miss the car. Weeks ago, a taxi hit the butt of our car. I can't wait to go for a drive tomorrow. I just can't wait to load all boys' school revision to him, kekekekeeee.

Debaran menunggu ketibaan Ramadhan. Ada yg tanya, jual kuih ke tak? Oh....tak nak mass produce lagik. Cukuplah dgn pengalaman yg tak seberapa, tak sanggup nak teruskan. Dah makin tua ni, rasanya nak manfaatkan Ramadhan sebaik mungkin. Bak kata Kiah, ustaz brutal nasihatkan - sekarang dah tahukan kelebihan Ramadhan, haa, rebut! Saya tak peduli apa orang nak kata, saya dah pasang langsir, daaa. kekekekekekeeee. Lepakz ah ustaz brutal.

After sending the kids to madrasah yesterday, I went to All Shapes official opening. The staff was surprised to see me. Yes, it's been so many weeks since I stepped in. The good news is, Nelam is confirmed taking over the PPIS gym!!!!! Yay!!!!!!!! We were chatting about it the other day, she told me they offered her to manage it. I was hoping she'd take the offer. Frankly speaking, I don't like the way it has been managed over the years. I'm sure Nelam will to a good job revamping the whole system. In less than 6 months, All Shapes has 2 outlets.

I'm so into Gilmore Girls since it was on air years ago. I love the mom & daughter team, Luke...and even the quirky Kirk! What a good way to start the week with a dose of Gilmore Girls.

But for now.....gotta do some mini cleaning before the king returns. I love being missed & missing him....in a way it was a good break. Tipah asked, how do I cope? Frankly speaking, not sure myself, perhaps I'm independant. Even when he's around, I'm not a helpless little twit & he wonders why.

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Thursday, September 22, 2005

Very High Tea....

D,

This is my 2nd entry for the day. I doubt I'll have time to switch on the pc tomorrow. The lady from Tanjung Pinang might be coming to do the "hard chores" for me. Timing is just perfect. Hopefully she can come again next month to do some touch up on the cleaning part.

SM came over in the afternoon. Unfortunately, Kak Don couldn't make it last minute. So SM had to fix another appointment to have Kak Don massage her. But it was a blessing in disguise. We had a good afternoon. I served her Mee Goreng as the main dish. Both of us love tea. Her mood was all perky due to the smell of chocolate when she entered the house. I tried the chocolate cake recipe on the Softasilk box. Instead of white frosting, I used simple ganache. The chocolate cake turned out to be so delightfully sinful. We believe that the main ingredient that makes a good chocolate cake is using either buttermilk or sour cream, plus generous amount of cocoa powder. The end result, you get a moist & fluffy chocolate cake.

Then she mentioned icecream. I just remembered that I wanted her to taste my sorbet. I made 2 types - mango/banana & strawberry/blueberry. She prefers latter although she doesn't mind the former either. After 17 yrs together, we still have so many things to talk about. She remembers how much I love the Chinese vegetarian food from the airport's T1 canteen. She bought me 2 packets of beehoon complete with mock chicken, mock fish & vegetables. 17 yrs ago, when we worked on morning shift, we would request for 11 am break & made our way to the canteen. And the teh tarek from the mamak stall is still powder-mowder until today.

She went home with a good portion of the cake for her family. She guaranteed that her mil will enjoy it as she only eats homemade cakes & cookies. She brought back both sorbets, too. Last but not least, she gave me something that she likes so much but she doesn't use at all. I love it instantly & she's happy it's in good hands.

We parted with wide smiles as we both have our little favourite things for each other.

Thank you. May Allah bless you, dearest.

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Vienna Calling, JL Waving......

D,

I'm humming to the tune Vienna Calling. The lyrics goes something like this -

Vienna calling
oh oh oh
Vienna calling

It was sung by the same guy who sang Amadeus.

He's in Vienna, Austria. As usual, the standard of living in Europe is high. He said the things are expensive. He normally eats a lot for breakfast, skip either lunch or dinner. His second meal will be cup noodle or some loaves from the bakery. Ah....the smell of fresh bread. Jealous...jealous!!!!! He said, the scenery in Vienna is more or less similar to Germany. So I'm not expecting lots of souvenirs, but I know he's getting t-shirts for the boys. I hope he gets one for himself, too. As usual he hardly gets himself any.

Back at home, JL's Specialist Centre was waving at me. So I went with my $5 & $20% voucher & dragged Hin along in the morning. InanG & Kiah were there, too. Kiah was starving, so I cut short my shopping spree. We had brunch at Delifrance's Centrepoint till it was time for me to leave. In the midst of silly things that we laughed about, I'm feeling the tremendous support that exists among us when we talked about the uncertainties that are yet to come.

Thanks for the company. I'm missing Fidel but it's ok. Now to listen to the Always cd again.....

Ocean Deep by Cliff Richard

Love , can't you see I'm alone
Can't you give this fool a chance
A little love is all I ask
A little kindness in the night
Please don't leave me behind
No , don't tell me love is blind
A little love is all I ask
And that is all
Ooh love , I've been searchin' so long
I've been searchin' high and low
And little love is all I ask
A little sadness when you go
Maybe you'll need a friend
Only please don't let's pretend
A little love is all I ask
And that is all


-I-
I wanna spread my wings
But I just can't fly
As a string of pearls
The pretty girls go sailin' by


-II-
Ocean deep
I'm so afraid to show my feelings
I have sailed a million ceilings
Solitary room

Ocean deep
Will I ever find a lover
Maybe she has found another
And as I cry myself to sleep
I know this love of mine I'll keep
Ocean deep


Now , can't you hear when I call
Can't you hear the word I say
A little love is all I ask
A little feelin' when we touch


Why am I still alone
I've got a heart without a home
A little love is all I ask
And that is all


Repeat -I-
Repeat -II-
I'm so lonely , lonely , lonely (Ocean deep)
On my own in my room
I'm so lonely
(Ocean deep)
I'm so lonely , I'm so lonely ...

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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Always, the cd

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I love this song since I was a little girl & Michael Jakcson was still a boy. Heh, this song was before his voice broke.....

Ben
Michael Jackson

Ben, the two of us need look no more
We both found what we were looking for
With a friend to call my own
Ill never be alone
And you, my friend will see
Youve got a friend in me
(Youve got a friend in me)

Ben, youre always running here and there
(Here and there)
You feel you're not wanted anywhere (anywhere)
If you ever look behind
And dont like what you find
Theres something you should know
Youve got a place to go
(Youve got a place to go)

I used to say I and me
Now its us, now its we
(I used to say I and me
Now its us, now its we)

Ben, most people would turn you away
(Turn you away)
I dont listen to a word they say
(A word they say)
They dont see you as I do
I wish they would try to
Im sure theyd think again
If they had a friend like Ben
(A friend)
Like Ben
(Like Ben)
Like Ben

Dedicated to my friends....

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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

3 random facts....

D,

Rya sms-ed. I was tagged with the 3 random facts you don't know about me.

3 easy facts -

1. For me to know, for you to find out.
2. It depends on how interested you are in me.
3. If there are things that you don't know about me, it's because you don't know me well enough or you don't know me at all.


I tak marah laa, Rya. Straightforward answers, what you see is what you get. Takder hipokrasi, tak bedek & tak membodek.....

I'm not tagging anyone with these questions. I don't need questionaires to know a person. All I have to do is, to get to know the person - personally.

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Saturday, September 17, 2005

Brava......Brava!!!!!!!

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Magnificent! Spectacular! Magical! Exciting! Splendid! Amazing! Funny! Brava-Brava-Brava!!!!!!

It was our 1st time watching Cirque Du Soleil. We were so excited, full of anticipation. It was a 2 hour show with 30 minute interval. Photography was strictly forbidden, but hey! I never wanted to take any photos, I'd be too busy to enjoy the show. We were enjoying ourselves. We clapped countless of times. Our eyes were glued on the set, the perfomers, the acts, the effects. I didn't want to leave the tent during the interval at first. But we couldn't resist the temptation. The souvenirs caught our eyes. He said - don't worry, let's enjoy the evening, let's get them. After all it's our 1st!

The 2nd half of the show had us, the audience, cracked with laughter. I wish the show would just go on endlessly. As if we were on our 1st date, he asked - did you enjoy the show? Me - yes!!! very much!!! so when's the next one? He - maybe 2 yrs' time. Yes, he enjoyed the show, too. He laughed so hard. It was the best show we had watched, worth every cent.

Filled our empty tummies @ Samar. Thank you for tickling me pink all over again.

Nisfu Syaban.

Tahun lalu, aku telah menulis tentang keistimewaan bulan Syaban. Keinginan ku utk menulis lagi tentang salah satu bulan mulia ini adalah utk mengingatkan ku. Lebih-lebih lagi, mil pesan-punya-pesan pagi tadi. Aku sedar dia tidak mahu kami mengabaikan peluang ini.

Nota ini diberi oleh mil :

Telah diriwayatkan dpd Abu Hurairah r.a. bahawa Rasulullah s.a.w. telah bersabda: Sya'ban adalah bulan ku, Rejab adalah bulan Allah, Ramadhan adalah bulan bulan umatku & Syaban adalan bulan ditukar kejahatan dgn kebaikan & Ramadhan adalah pembersih dari segala dosa. Adakah kamu semua tahu kenapa dinamakan Syaban? Para sahabat menjawab : Allah & RasulNya lebih mengetahui. Baginda berkata : Kerana dlm bulan itu kebaikan berkembang dgn banyak sekali.

Amalan-amalan sunnat yg dianjurkan adalah istighfar, puasa pada 3 hari pertama, 3 hari pertengahan & 3 hari terakhir (pahala 70 org nabi, ia adalah seperti org yg beribadat kpd Allah selama 70 tahun, jika mati pada tahun itu, ia adalah seperti org mati syahid), selawat ke atas Rasul, bersadaqah & membaca AlQuran serta qiyamullail.

Pada malam Nisfu Syaban :

Dlm sebuah hadith dari Abu Hurairah r.a., Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda : jibril telah datang pada malam Nisfu Syaban & berkata, "Wahai Muhammad, pada malam ini pintu-pintu langit & pintu-pintu rahmat dibuka, maka bangunlah & sholat, angkat kepala & kedua belah tangan mu ke langit." Aku bertanya, "Wahai Jibril, apkah erti malam ini?" Ia menjawab, "Pada malam tersebut 300 pintu rahmat dibuka. Allah Ta'ala mengampuni org yg tidak menyekutukanNya dgn sesuatu, melainkan mereka yg terdiri dpd ahli sihir, tukang telek, org yg suka bermusuh-musuhan, peminum arak, juga org yg terus-menerus melakukan zina, pemakan riba',org yg derhaka kpd ibubapa, org yg suka mengadu-domba & org yg memutuskan silatuhrrahim. Sesungguhnya mereka itu tidak akan diampuni sehingga mereka bertaubat & tidak mengulanginya.

Setelah sholat Maghrib, bacalah Surah Yasin 3 kali. Niat sebelum membaca utk kali pertama ialah memohon panjang umur dlm kesihatan & taat kpd Allah. Niat kedua ialah memohon selamat dari bala bencana & luaskan rezeki yg halal. Yg ketiga memohon kaya hati & baik kesudahan (mati dlm khusnul khatimah). Kemudian berdoa dgn doa yg dianjurkan membaca utk Nisfu Syaban atau doa-doa yg lain.

Wallahualam bisawab.

Nisfu Syaban jatuh pada 18 September 2005.

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Friday, September 16, 2005

Dam...dam...dam.

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Into 2nd day of springcleaning. Cleaned the kitchen cabinets in and out, the fridge, the storeroom, the living room, the dining room, the balcony. 3 bedrooms & 2 toilets are waiting. Must complete the task by 6pm. NOT!!!!!!!! Maybe 2 toilets & the bilik pengantin ganyot!

Asal siang-siang buat keje berat??? Jadi, bulan depan boleh tumpukan masa sebaik mungkin utk menghayati puasa. Nasib baik ada Kiah the reminder.

I'm so excited. I know he's excited, too. Hope everything goes well tonight. We're going to watch Cirque Du Soleil's Quidam. The boys are more than willing to be supervised by mil. This means more playtime for them.

Have a good weekend, everyone.

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Thursday, September 15, 2005

le - ler, mau- mao...lermao!!!!

D,

Since Hin had his surgery which is almost 3 weeks now, I've been attending AllShapes & YogaSutra. Although I got to squeeze some rush alone time, my daily routine is still in haywire state. And he's flying off soon. Perhaps, then, my routine can go back to normal.

The fridge needs a make over. Kalau bukak pintu tuh, gajah ponG ader kat dlm!!!! So happened, last night, we went to Loyang bungalow. We, the 3 couples, were swapping jokes. Bil gave a riddle - how to put the giraffe inside the fridge? The other bil said, open the door & let it in. Then, how do you put an elephant inside the fridge? A long pause.....you take the giraffe out & let the elephant in. Last one, then comes a time when the lion calls all the animals for a meeting. Who is not present? Iz answered - the elephant, coz it's inside the fridge!!!!! Hey budak bujang nie, kalo pasal citer gini, cepat dia tangkap! Then it was my turn to tell them about Baju Cinta - the bils & sils had a good laugh. Nasib jorang laa labi, dapat kakak ipar/biras yg main lagau!!! You won't get this kind of joke out of my sils' mouths laa, jorang tuh proper.

I'm feeling so the very lermao today!!!!!

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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Malapetaka

D,

Aku menonton Channel E semalam. Amat dahsyat kesan Katrina terhadap bandar New Orleans. Teringat pula kata-kata ustz rock - bencana alam selain US, jgn lupa Jepun, China. Juga kapalterbang yg terhempas. Pada zahirnya, Singapura bernasib baik tidak menghadapi bencana seperti ini. Namun jgn lupa, kita juga sekarang pun menghadapi musibah - Demam Denggi - yg berleluasa. Paras bahayanya seakan wabak SARS. Cuma masih ada golongan manusia yg tidak mengambil endah kerana belum terjadi pada diri sendiri atau keluarga mereka.

Sesungguhnya sudah banyak malapetaka yg Allah turunkan ke dunia ini, namun manusia semakin alpa. Termasuk lah aku......kerdil & lemah. Banyak sungguh amalan-amalan yg belum terlaksana. Begitu kurang sekali rasanya apa yg ku lakukan sekarang. Kesal sungguh mensia-siakan waktu yg pergi begitu sahaja. Semoga Allah tidak lupakan aku. Semoga Allah sering memberi ku petunjuk ke arah yg diredhaiNya, Amin Insya Allah.

Rejab sudah berlalu, namun peristiwa Isra Mikraj yg dihujahkan oleh para ulama rasanya belum menghilangkan kehausanku. Aku ingin tahu lebih dalam secara terperinci. Sesungguhnya, peristiwa itu amat menakjubkan. Perasaan kesal masih terpahat kerana aku tidak menghargai pengorbanan Rasulullah. Terlalu banyak yg perlu aku baiki.

Dlm syarahan Sebelum Jenazah Di Usung, 2 minggu lalu, aku sangkakan ust akan berceramah tentang apabila manusia menghadapi kematian. Rupanya, dia mengisahkan beberapa perkara yg terjadi sewaktu Isra Mikraj - sesungguhnya banyak sekali pengalaman Rasulullah ketika berada di langit.

Inilah serba-sedikit isi syarahan tersebut :

.Ramai tidak bersyukur menjadi manusia kerana bila ada masalah senang saja bunuh diri.

.Manusia senang murtad. Mereka tidak ada harga Islam dlm diri mereka. Ramai tidak ada nikmat iman dlm diri mereka. Sesungguhnya, tanpa nikmat iman, kita tidak mampu melakukan ibadah.

Adakah para pemimpin utama memberitahu manusia apa akan terjadi pada manusia bila mereka mati? Sesungguhnya mereka tidak punya pengetahuan tersebut. Hanya Rasulullah sahaja yg ada pengetahuan tersebut sebab Baginda telah melihat keadaan Syurga & Neraka ketika Mikraj Baginda.

Kenapa berlaku kpd Baginda & bukan pemimpin besar yg lain? Sebab tidak mungkin pemimpin lain mahu berkongsi pengetahuan tersebut. Mungkin juga kalau kita yg ber-Isra Mikraj, dah tentu nak duduk dlm syurga & tak mahu turun semula ke dunia & mengkhabarkan kpd manusia lain tentang indahnya Syurga & azabnya Neraka.

Dlm keadaan Baginda yatim-piatu, Allah adalah pendidik Baginda. Namun Baginda menerima perlindungan luaran (fizikal) dari pakcik Baginda, Abu Talib & perlindungan dalaman (internal) dari isteri, Khadijah. Dlm tahun ke 10 kerasulan, kedua-duanya meninggal. Abu Talib pada bulan Rejab, Khadijah pada bulan Ramadhan.

Sewaktu dlm tahun kesedihan itu, Baginda ke bumi Thaif, tempat tinggal ibu susuan Baginda. Namun di situ juga, Baginda tidak diterima. Penduduk Thaif menghalau Baginda, melemparkan batu ke arah Baginda. Namun akhlaq Baginda adalah kesabaran. Baginda berdoa agar zuriat mereka terdiri dari org-org yg beriman. Ternyata hinga kini, penduduk Thaif adalah golongan manusia seperti di dlm doa Baginda.

Baginda pulang ke Mekah, ada pula desas-desus rancangan utk membunuh Baginda. Baginda terlalu sedih, lalu mengisytiharkan Tahun Kesedihan. Tahun ke 11 kerasulan, berlakulah peristiwa Isra Mikraj pada bulan Rejab. Isra - perjalanan dari Mekah ke Baitulmaqdis atau Palestin dgn menunggang braq (berwarna putih lebih besar dari keldai). Kelajuan buraq ialah setapaknya seperti sejauh mata memandang. Bayangkanlah. Mikraj - perjalanan naik ke dari bumi Baitulmaqdiske lapisan langit yg paling atas. Peristiwa ini berlaku dlm masa 24jam & temani oleh malaikat Jibril.

Dari Mekah ke Madinah, Baginda tiba di sebuah bukit di antara Mesir & Israel di mana Nabi Musa menerima Taurat. Rasulullah bersholat 2 rakaat. Rsululluah meneruskan perjalanan ke Baitulmaqdis di mana Nabi Isa dilahirkan & bersolat 2 rakaat. Baginda menjadi imam & makmumnya pula para 'anbiya (ulama yg terdahulu dari Baginda).

Di Baitulmaqdis, Baginda telah naik ke langit ditemani Jibril, menemui para malaikat & para nabi. Namun bila tiba ke satu lapisan langit yg bercahaya, Jibril tidak mampu naik. Baginda naik sendirian berserta roh & jasad Baginda & bertemu Allah SWT.

Ketika inilah turunnya perintah sholat. Baginda menerima perintah sholat 50 waktu. Namun ketika Baginda turun & bertemu Nabi Musa, Baginda dinasihati agar meminta Allah kurangkan waktu kerana umat Nabi Musa sendiri tidak mampu. Lalu Baginda turun-naik bertemu Allah sebanyak 9 kali utk meminta keringan sholat. Akhirnya turunlah perintah agar umat Nabi Muhammad bersholat 5 waktu sehari. Pahala 5 waktu sholat sama seperti 50 waktu sholat. Inilah kelebihan umat Baginda.

Iktibar besar bagi umat Nabi Muhammad sekarang, ialah, apabila Baginda menemui kebuntuan bila berdepan dgn masalah, barulah Allah memberi laluan utk mengatasi masalah tersebut. Meskipun Baginda adalah kekasih Allah, Baginda tetap berdepan dgn masalah. Maka, begitu juga dgn manusia. Allah menguji umatNya dgn masalah. Itulah perjalanan hidup. Kebahgiaan 100% yg sempurna adalah syurga.

.Satu lagi peristiwa semasa perjalanan Mikraj Baginda. Sebuah kaum menanam benih. Tanaman itu subur,lalu dipetik, benihnya ditanam lagi & seterusnya. Baginda bertanya kpd Jibril. Jawab Jibril, itulah org yg berjihad dgn ikhlas. Dlm dunia moden ini, manusia juga berjihad

.Baginda didatangi oleh seorang nenek yg sudah tua yg penuh dengan aksesori. Jawab Jibril itulah dunia. Sesungguhnya dunia ini sudah tua.

.Baginda berkata jarak hari kiamat adalah seperti 2 jari Baginda.

Berusahalah sungguh-sungguh utk dapatkan syurga, tapi jgn lupa hak kamu atas dunia.

.Baginda melihat 1 kaum yg kepala dihentam hingga hancur. Kepala itu sempurna semula, kemudian hancur lagi & seterusnya. Jibril menjawab, inilah org semasa dunia enggan bersholat.

Sholat adalah waktu manusia berkomunikasi dgn Allah. Org Islam perlu menikmati waktu kualiti ini. Ia adalah cara membersihkan jiwa. Org yg tidak khusyuk sewaktu bersholat adalah seperti biadab terhadap Allah. Perbaiki sholat & qadha lah sholat yg tertinggal. Sesungguhnya sholat perkara pertama yg dipersoalkan. Perbezaan di antara kafir & Muslim adalah sholat.

Wallahualam bisawab.

Banyak lagi peristiwa yg berlaku ketika Baginda ber-Mikraj. Namun ini lah saja yg dapat ku tuliskan dgn bertujuan utk berkongsi dgn para pembaca. Aku rasa ust. ingin menekankan kewajiban sholat.

Semoga dgn syarahan yg sering diulang mengenai peristiwa Isra Mikraj, makin kuatlah akidah kita, InsyaAllah.

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Monday, September 12, 2005

Renungan

D,

Saturday -

InanG called last minute. Her mom was on the way to her house, so she was back in home clothes. Never mind laa, larling. There's always a next time. Met aunt Ley at the masjid. While we were listening to the syarahan, it was raining cats & dogs. Suddenly, the sound system was disrupted, as if microphone masuk air...kekekeke. Aunt Ley passed me the mooncakes which I ordered. Tak yah, cari jauh-jauh. At $6 per mooncake with 2 yolks & kuaci, muai beb! She has been taking orders for the family on behalf of her friend since Fidel & I were courting.....lama tuh!

Sent her to aunt Nor's house. We decided to dine out. So I suggested the Thaksin Noodle again. Ok, so I'm one satisfied human being. We went to Novena Square. The boys bought their Lego stuff & off to his office. The boys were so excited. I wasn't so keen. Apakan tidak, masuk macam perompak. The office was dark as night - it was already 7.30pm when we reached there. We had to walk slowly so as not to knock against the staff work area. Reached the staff lounge, switched on the lights the boys got themselves busy. When they grew tired of playing the table soccer, it was our turn to play. Then I realised, it was so much fun. I wonder where to put it if I buy one. MIL called, she wanted to sleepover. So we had to leave the office. Once again, made our way down in the dark.

Fetched mil from aunt Nor's house. Last minute, we decided to go to Siglap for dessert. Aunt Ley, cousin Rin & his wife joined us. We sat at gelare, aunt Ley was enjoying the waffles. Walked around the neighbourhood & said our farewells. I was so tired & retired to the room right away.

Sunday -

Met Leha @ the masjid. Ustz rock gave a lecture on Isra Mikraj. More on that later. Went to Jln Pisang without her. Lucky I went. It was the last class & it will resume on 4 Dec at PPIS, Eunos. Great!!! We still had ample time before the boys finish madrasah, so we headed to Haig Rd. Had lunch & packed them Soto Ayam for lunch at home. Met N & family on the roadside & we managed to exchange our hellos for a few seconds.

I'm still so exhausted. I wish I can laze around like FiFi & FuFu.....liat betol tu 2 betina!!!!!! Oh yeah, the Always cd is a must buy. The songs are so kenangan mensgusik jiwa, one! Meanwhile, thanks to InanG for this....

22 tanda kiamat semakin hampir

amik dari satu forum:sama2 kita sedar menyedarkan..

1. Sembahyang diabaikan (diringan-ringankan).

2. Keinginan nafsu syahwat digalakkan dan berleluasa disebarkan melalui iklan, buku, gambar, risalah atau filem.

3. Penjenayah menjadi pemimpin dan kebanyakannya jahil mengenai agama dan banyak memberi fatwa yang menyesatkan pengikutnya.

4. Perkara benar menjadi salah dan salah menjadi benar. Sukar untuk membezakan perkara halal dan haram kerana yang haram dianggap halal serta sebaliknya.

5. Berbohong menjadi satu keperluan dalam hidup dan menganggap jika tidak berbohong sukar untuk hidup senang.

6. Membayar zakat (harta, perniagaan dan pendapatan) dianggap beban.

7. Orang yang hidup mengikut kehendak agama ditindas dan hati mereka sentiasa merintih kerana maksiat berleluasa tetapi mereka tidak mampu mencegahnya.

8. Turun hujan di luar musimnya dan hujan tidak memberi keuntungan kepada makhluk di muka bumi.

9. Fenomena lelaki berkahwin dengan lelaki (homoseksual) dan perempuan berkeinginan kepada perempuan (lesbian) semakin menjadi- jadi.

10. Perempuan menguasai lelaki dengan memakai ubat guna-guna, sihir dan amalan syaitan lain.

11. Anak-anak mengingkari dan menderhaka ibu bapa (ibu bapa menjadi kuli dan anak menjadi tuan).

12. Kawan baik dilayan dengan kasar, manakala musuh diberi layanan baik. Kawan disangka lawan dan musuh dianggap sahabat serta memusuhi orang yang mengajak berbuat kebaikan.

13. Dosa dipandang ringan malah bangga melakukannya seperti zina, minum arak, bergaul bebas antara lelaki dan perempuan, meninggalkan sembahyang, mendedahkan aurat dan berjudi.

14. Masjid dihias indah tetapi kosong, terpulau, berkunci dan banyak berlaku kecurian barang masjid yang berharga.

15. Ramai yang sembahyang tetapi munafik dan berpura-pura. Di dalam sembahyang berjanji akan mengikut suruhan Allah tetapi di luar sembahyang melanggar perintahNya,

16. Akan datang golongan manusia dari Barat menguasai mereka yang lemah (iman) dan ramai terpengaruh dengannya seperti mengikut cara mereka berpakaian, bergaul dan suka berpesta.

17. Al-Quran dicetak dengan indah tetapi hanya dijadikan perhiasan dan jarang dibaca serta diamalkan kehendaknya.

18. Amalan riba berleluasa hingga orang alim pun terjebak sama.

19. Darah manusia tidak berharga, sering berlaku pembunuhan, peperangan dan jenayah.

20. Penganut Islam tidak mahu mengamalkan suruhan agama dan tidak mahu membela serta menyebarkannya.

21. Akan bertambah banyak penyanyi wanita.

22. Ramai orang kaya pergi umrah dan haji dengan tujuan melancong, yang sederhana pergi untuk berniaga dan yang miskin bermaksud meminta sedekah.


walluhu'alam bisawab.

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Saturday, September 10, 2005

M is for.....

D,

Received an email from a friend. If it's true, it's so very sad.....

Please call our Masjid a "MASJID" and not a "MOSQUE"
Please read this and pass it on to any Muslims, as much as you can. It is a vital and an important information.

Muslims should now refrain from using the term "Mosque". I received an email recently from a friend who read this book called

"THE COMPLETE IDIOT'S GUIDE TO UNDERSTANDING ISLAM"
and it is filled with fun facts.

One of them concerns the term "Mosque." So many of us think that this is the English translation of Masjid. I'm sure none of us ever wondered how this term came into being when it really had little in common with how it sounded compared to 'Masjid'.

We were very young when we were taught this English word. Our mind then were not critical & analytical, so didn't dare to ask / challenge our teachers, right?.

Anyway this book pointed out that the term 'mosque' is derived from the Spanish word for "mosquito." It was termed as such because during the Crusades, King Ferdinand said they were going to go and swat the Muslims "like mosquitoes".

Where else can they find Muslims in large number to be swatted if not in a Masjid?. So, they cheekily termed "Masjid" as "Mosque".

So dear Muslim brothers and sisters, let us refrain from using this term, which is obviously a disgusting slap in the face to the Ummah. Educate our brothers and sisters to the history and etymology of this word. And replace it with the word that is MEANT to be:

Masjid...The Place of Prostration

Not Mosque: the place to be swatted!

If any of you have doubts about this, then please go look for the book and read it.

wallahu'alam bisawab.

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Friday, September 09, 2005

Half of the battle lost......

D,

It's been a hectic week with the scouts around. And finally, I went out with Kiah today. We were supposed to assist InanG with shopping, but she had to postpone as the boss decided to take her out. Tipah, being extremely busy just had to be a good girl today. Leha, too.

So we made our way to the Spore Expo for the Halal Food Fair. Since we've visited last year financially unprepared, this year we brought more money. We spent all right, if we could, we'd buy the whole hall full of goodies. Kiah remembered the incident last while we were shopping. I was carrying loads of stuff, when she offered to carry the palstic bags for me. I declined & said - tak moh, aku suker bawak beg shopping banyak-banyak. So when Kiah reminded me of that, she said - haa, orang tu kan, sombong. aku nak tolong bawakkan dia tak kasi, dia suka orang tengok dia bawak banyak barang! ROFL!!!!!!! So this year, while we were shopping, I told her - eh jgn tolong aku tau! aku suker bawak beg nie sumer! She - aku ponG tak ley tolong, barang aku ponG banyakz!!!! kekekekekekeeeeeee! lepakz!!!!!

Si Tipah yg budak baik tu, sempat sms. Sorry, beb. Part aku shopping, aku sungguh terlupakan ko. Tak cukup jari nak balas sms.

We didn't go to the Women's Fair as our hands were full. It didn't look exciting anyway. Off to bijikopi&daunteh. We just couldn't stop talking since our journey from home till back. It was a good way to end the school break before the stress begins.

Tipah, aku beli :

Pau bakar
Dendeng
Abon
Frankfurters
Turkey strips
lermekk...aku nyer karipap dlm beg Kiah!!!!!!!!

Selain dari aku masak Briyani set kan, Tipah, bapak angkat aku datang dari Batu Pahat. Dia bawak :

Pisang tanduk
Pisang kepok
Sayur & ulam
Tempeh
heh..nie geng lom masak nyer.

Dah siap utk makan, Cendol, Ayam Percik & botok-botok.

Puas hati, ko Tipah???????

kekekekekekekeeeeeee. Er, Tipah, besok aku nak gi TKC...kekekekekekekekekekeeeeee.

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Thursday, September 08, 2005

mi-gra-ine......

D,

I soooo donwanna have this! Can I say, no? No, I don't want this, thank you. Wish it'll reply, ok, I'll come back another day. Urgh.....it's so sickening. I need some therapy.

Apabila Katrina melanda, hatiku tidak sesayu seperti ketika Tsunami berlaku. Aku merenung jauh. Mungkin masih ada orang bertanya, kenapa Tsunami melanda Banda Aceh? Bukankah Aceh sebuah negara Islam? Dari segi ugama, berpandukan Al Quran, seseorang telah menyampaikan huraian kepada ku. Sesungguhnya air laut itu mengikut arahan Allah. Jika Allah perintahkan ia tenang, ia menjadi sumber rezeki orang-orang Aceh. Namun Allah menurunkan musibah. Tiba-tiba air laut mengganas & menghancurkan Banda Aceh. Tertinggal tegak ialah sebuah masjid. Bila aku ingat kembali sewaktu zaman persekolahan mempelajari Sejarah, orang-orang Aceh lah yg kuat pegangan Islam dalam rantau ini.

Namun, keadaan & waktu merubah manusia, lantas masjid itu kosong. Umat Islam tidak memenuhi masjid itu utk bersholat. Setelah Allah menunjukkan kemurkaanNya, barulah masjid itu dikerumuni umat Islam utk bersholat. Lantas, walau apa pun kajian moden yg dilakukan, ternyata janji Allah adalah nyata. Jika kita ingkar dgn suruhan Allah, maka azab Nya amatlah dahsyat. Walaupun ia adalah negeri Islam, namun Islam hanya pada nama tidak semestinya kita terlepas dari bencana & kemurkaan Allah. Semoga kita jadikan peristiwa itu sebagai iktibar & kita terus mempertingkatkan keIslaman kita, insyaAllah.

Ketika Katrina melanda, keadaan terus kucar-kacir. Yang hidup & selamat juga terancam nyawa mereka. Looting, rape, robbery, murder spread like disease easily. Tak ubah nasib orang yg mati atau malang. Sungguh dahsyat musibah yg melanda bandar itu. Ibarat kucing makan anak sendiri.

So now, masih nak cari kesalahan Islam, orang Islam mana pula akan difitnah angkara kejatuhan mereka lebih-lebih lagi kehancuran moral dan hak asasi manusia dlm saat genting begini? Bila manusia berperang, kita dapat menyaksikan siapa kuat, siapa yg tewas. Tetapi bila Allah turunkan bencana alam, tidak ada negara besar, kuasa besar atau kumpulan jutaan manusia yg boleh menghalang kekuasaanNya. Memanglah benar, sesungguhnya azab Allah amatlah dahsyat.

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Wednesday, September 07, 2005

lose, lost, loss......

D,

I dind't lose any money at Robinson last night. Robinson's lost to my willpower. NA & I visited FJ last night. She realised we only knew about his passing on Monday. She braved herself while she told us from the morning she was preparing to work when she got the news till the day she had to leave Sabah after the burial to continue her life here. It was a great great loss. As she spoke, I recalled how he looked like, the sound of his voice. I recalled FJ's face just sparkled each time she took the long distance call from him.

NA & I were mourning in silence for her loss. We left with heavy hearts - a part of me didn't want to leave her but reality set in that she has to continue with her daily routine. I admire her. She's one tough cookie, but sitll, deep inside she's still a woman with full of emotions. My heart goes out to her. My prayers for the late Eddy, FJ & her children.

NA & I had supper. It was one of the rarest thing we did. I'm so glad that we finally had this time that we were so looking forward to. Sitting across her, little that she knows, just how much I admire her guts. I guess when she looks back at her life's journey, there's no reason hang her head low. If you read this by chance, thank you for the time you sacrificed for me & the treat. I forgot to thank you last night.

Alhamdulillah, Allah surround my life with women who inspire me to be better a better person each day than I was the day before. Thank you for the friendship.

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Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Out Of Reach

D,

I received sms from NA yesterday morning. FJ's dh passed away several days ago. It was indeed sad news. Though I hardly knew & saw him, I remembered his kindness. He was such a gentleman. They were such a loving, romantic couple. Wish I can reach out to FJ now.

Met Tipah, Leha, Senah for lunch. Fooyooo!!! Power gedermakk tu Thaksin Noodle, beb! Thanks for the recommendation, Senah. I'll definitely go there again as I love cheap & good stuff. (macam nak gi lagik niari,kekekekee). Thanks for being so close for me to reach out to.

I rushed home & received a gift from Dubai. MasyaAllah, it's beautiful. Thanks, Pai. See you soon, ok. She's totally out of reach now....missing you badly. Her hp number is one precious thing to me.

Called MA in the evening. Eddy passed away about 2 weeks ago. MA apologised for not contacting me & NA. He passed away in his sleep. FJ rushed to Sabah the morning after when she got the news. May Allah bless his soul, Amin.

It was good catching up with MA. We were very close. Although we've not been seeing & talking to each other for so many years, that 1 phone call brought me back to the bond that we shared. I'm so grateful for that. I hope we can execute the slumber party soon. Thank you for your time when I reached out to you.

So, shall I go to the Robinsons' sale tonight? Contemplate...contemplate. Why? Because the new manager promised something different. It's gonna be a genuine sale, not like the sale that's worth waiting for which happens so many times in a year. There will 2 shows at S'pore Expo this weekend. Halal Food & Women expo. Should I go tonight or to expo on Friday? Let me telek my wallet now.......so are the dollars & cents within my reach???

Asal asik type word reach jerk? Nie gara-gara dok kat blog Herda dengar lagu Gabrielle. (slaps forehead).

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Sunday, September 04, 2005

Barry Manilow, again.....

D,

We'll meet again
Don't know where
Don't know when
But I know we'll meet again
Some sunny day.......

Mid yesterday, I went to the airport to send JunG & family off. The other girls couldn't make it. Me, InanG & another girl (I can't remember her name now but I remember we met) were there with JunG's immediate family.

Sja was all cheery, speaking bits of Malay here & there. This time around, he became the photographer. Then JunG dropped the bomb - the photos she took at my place were accidentally deleted. But hey, the memories will always be there, no worries. Deep inside I plant a wish to visit JunG...hang out in the kitchen, one day, InsyaAllah.

JunG summarized the wonderful time she & her family had in Sydney. I can't wait to see the photos. She's good at photography, she's very artistic.

It was time for farewell. I just had to let her go for a while, another year? We didn't have to say the words, the eye contact was just sufficient to sum up our feelings.

Thanks for the precious things as resemblance of your thoughts for us. Till we meet again, sister.

As I walked towards the car with the other girls, I recalled the good times we had with Esah & Atan - their sparkling eyes, their wide smiles. I recalled how my each of my schoolmates were & to see the special individuals they've become. I respect them & my heart just melts with love for them.

I guess the latest & greatest impact was from InanG. Gosh! You amaze me each time. I'm so happy for you. It's a very noble decision. Syabas, sister.

Meanwhile...still nudging Fidel - er, biler nak bridgeclimb kat Sydney or Autumn in New York or pick berries kat UK? Wahliao!!!! Berangan, berusaha, berdoa. InsyaAllah dgn izin Nya, tak mustahil, kan,kan,kan???????? Nie kes dah kemarok tengok channel 16.

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Friday, September 02, 2005

Off the beaten track....

D,

Actually, I wanted to write some things to remind myself. But I got sidetracked & wrote about the sale. So here goes.

Beberapa doa yg terdapat dlm buku Al Mathurat. Doa-doa ini dibaca selepas sholat Subuh & Asar sebanyak 3 kali berturut-turut.

1. Bismillahil ladzi laa ya dhurru ma 'asmihi syai un fil ardhi wala fissama i wahuwas sami'ul 'alim.

Dgn nama Allah yg dgn nama Nya akan terhalanglah segala sesuatu di bumi & di langit, utk menimpakan bencana & Ia Maha Mendengar & Mengetahui.

2. A'udzubika limaa tillahittammaati minsyarrima khalaq.

Aku berlindung pada kalimat Allah yg sempurna, dari kejahatan makhlukNya.

3. Allahumma inni a'udzubika minal hammi wal hazan. wa a'udzubika minal 'ajzi walkasal. wa a'udzubika minal jubni wal bukhl. wa a'udzubika min 'ghalabatiddaini waqahrirrijal.

Allahumma, aku berlindung pada Mu dari rasa sedih & gelisah & aku berlindung pada Mu dari kelemahan & kemalasan & aku berlindung pada Mu dari sikap pengecut & bakhil & dan berlindung pada Mu dari cengkaman hutang & penindasan orang.

4. Allahumma 'afini fi badani. Allahumma 'afini fi sam'i. Allahumma 'afini fi basawri.

Allahumma, sihatkanlah badanku, Allahumma, sihatkanlah pendengaranku, Allahumma, sihatkanlah penglihatanku.

5. Allhumma inni a'udzubika minal kufri wal faqri. Allahumma inni a'udzubika min 'adzabil qabri la ilaaha illa ant.

Allahumma, sesungguhnya aku berlindung pada Mu dari kekafiran & kefakiran, Allahumma, aku berlindung kpd Mu dari azab kubur, tidak ada Tuhan selain Engkau.

6. Penghulu Istighfar
Allahumma anta rabbi. laa ilaha illa anta khalaq tani. wa ana 'abduka wa ana 'ala 'ahdika wawa' dika mastataw' tu. a'udzubika minsyarrimaa sawna'tu. abu ulaka bini'matika alaiya wa abu ubidzambih. faghfirli fainnahu laa yaghfirudzunuba illa ant.

Allahumma, Engkau adalah Tuhanku, tidak ada Tuhan selain Engkau. Engkau yg Menciptakan & aku abdiMu & aku berada dlm perjanjian dgn Mu, ikrar kpd Mu (yg akan kulaksanakan dgn) segala kemampuanku. Dan aku berlindung pada Mu dari mengakui (dgn sebenar-benarnya) nikmat Mu kpd ku & aku mengakui dosaku, maka ampunilah aku, kerana tidak ada yg boleh mengampuni dosa-dosa kecuali Engkau.

Doa yg berikut ini telah diberikan kpd ku oleh seorang kenalan. Surah Al Isra', ayat 80.

7. Rabbi adkhilni mudkhala siwdqinwa akhrijni mudkhraja siwdqinwaj'al li milladunka sultawnan nasiwraa.

Ya Allah masukkanlah aku lewat gerbang kebenaran & keluarkanlah aku lewat gerbang kebenaran pula dgn sempurna. Dan berilah aku kekuasan/kekuatan yg dapat menolongku mengatasi semua persoalanku.

Dari buku Kaifiyat Sholat, ada beberapa doa digalakkan utk membaca sesudah sholat Subuh & Asar, ada juga beberapa doa yg digalakkan membaca sesudah sholat Subuh & Maghrib.

Sesudah sholat Subuh & Asar :

8. Allahumma aswlihli dinilladzii huwa 'ismatu amri. Waaswlihli dun yaaya allati fihaa ma'asyi. Wa aswlihli aakhiratillati ilaiha ma'adii. Waj alil hayaata ziyadatanli fikulli khairin waj'alil mamaati raahatan li minkulli syarrin.

Ya Allah, perbaikilah agamaku yg menjadi pemelihara urusanku & perbaikilah duniaku yg padanya terletak penghidupanku, & perbaikilah akhiratku yg di sana tempat kembaliku. Dan jadikanlah hidup ini tambahan kebaikan bagiku & jadikanlah kematianku merupakan kebebasan dari kejahatan.

9. Allahummaghfirli dzunubi wa khatawyaaya kullaha. Allahumma an 'ishni wajburni wahdini li ah sanil a'mali wal akhlaq. Innahu laa yahdi li ahsanihaa illa anta. Wasrif 'anni saiyiahaa laa yaswrifu anni saiyiahaa illa ant.

Ya Allah, ampunilah segala dosaku & segala kesalahanku. Ya Allah segarkanlah badanku & tutupilah kekuranganku & tunjukilah aku kpdnya amal-amal & akhlak yg baik. Sesungguhnya tidak ada yg dapat memberi petunjuk kpd yg lebih baik kecuali Engkau. Dan palingkanlah aku dari seburuk-buruk amal & akhlak, tidak ada yg dapat memalingkannya kecuali Engkau.

Sesudah sholat Subuh & Maghrib :

10. Laa ilaaha illallaahu wahdahu laa syarikalah, lahul mulku walahul hamdu biyadihil khairu, yuhyi wayumiitu wa huwa 'alaa kulli syai inqadir. (dibaca 10 kali)

Tidak ada Tuhan yg lain berhak disembah melainkan Allah satu-satunya, tidak ada sekutu bagiNya, kepunyaanNya segala puji, Ia menghidupkan & yg mematikan. Dan Ia Maha Berkuasa atas segala sesuatu.

Setelah sholat Subuh :

11. Allahumma ajirnii minannaar (7 kali)

Setelah sholat Maghrib :

12. Allahumma inni as aluka jannah, Allahumma ajirnii minannaar (7 kali)

Ya Allah Sesungguhnya aku mohon kpd Mu Syruga, Ya Allah, lepaskanlah aku dari api neraka.

Doa selepas setiap sholat :

13. Allahumma a'inni 'alla dzikrika wa syukrika wa husni 'ibadatik.

Ya Allah tolonglah aku utk mengingatiMu, mensyukuri nikmatMu serta membaguskan ibadat kpd Mu.

Salah 1 doa harian yg diajar oleh Ustz Kamariah.

14. Allahumma inni a'udzubika an adhilla au udhalla, au azilla au uzalla, au azhlima au uzhlama, au ajhala au yujhala 'alaiya.

Ya Allah, aku berlindung dgn Mu dari kesesatan atau disesatkan, dari tergelincir atau digelincirkan, dari bersikap zalim atau dizalimi, dari kejahilan atau diperbodohkan.

*Peringatan* Bacalah doa-doa dlm bahasa Arab & rujuklah dgn guru mengaji agar dapat membacanya dgn betul. Fahamilah makna doa-doa yg kita baca.

Insya Allah, akan aku muatkan lagi doa-doa yg telah ku kumpulkan di masa-masa akan datang.

Time flies....I miss them. She came, went & returned - all in less than a month. She's leaving us again.....I'll miss her.

posted by pinkiecutepie # 19:12 # 0 comments

Sale....everywhere.

D,

Fidel was on half day leave yesterday. I thought of going to the Victoria Secret & Gap warehouse sale as he was at home minding the boys. But the weather prevented me. Perhaps it was blessing in disguise, preventing me from spending money. Later in the evening he showed me the discounts offered by Robinsons' next Tuesday...hm.....not bad, ah. Then Tangs is having some special offers, too. Haiz!!!!! Hm....definitely blessing in disguise.

So, until today, I'm still contemplating whether to let the sale pass me by. The bigger part of me is saying - let it go. A small part of me says - go look for cheap treasure. There are some things I really need to buy.

Kene blajar self control.....

posted by pinkiecutepie # 14:17 # 0 comments

  

 

    

PINKIE HEARS

    

PINKIE SHARES

I'tiraf
Wahai Tuhan
Ku tak layak
Ke SyurgaMu
Namun tak pula
Aku sanggup
Ke NerakaMu
Ampunkan dosaku
Terimalah taubatku
Sesungguhnya
Engkaulah Pengampun
Dosa-dosa besar

Dosa-dosaku
Bagaikan pepasir
Di pantai
Dengan rahmatMu
Ampunkan daku
Oh Tuhanku
Wahai Tuhan
Selamatkan kami ini
Dari segala
Kejahatan & kecelakaan

Kami takut
Kami harap
KepadaMu
Suburkanlah
Cinta kami
Kepada Mu
Kamilah hamba
Yg mengharap
Belas dariMU

Penantian By Harmoni
Berapa lama mesti ku nanti
Sinar cahaya mata mu
Gemerlap bagai bintang
Menghiasi malam
Malam yg menutup diriku

Berapa lama perlu ku tunggu
Lontaran suara dari bibirmu
Memecah hening taman
Taman syurgawi
Pada sebuah hati yg sepi

Penantian suatu siksa
Yg tidak tertanggung
Oleh tubuh ku yg kering & layu
Kepastian suatu penwar
Dlm suka & duka
Yg meniti hidup ku

Doa By Harmoni
Tuhan ku
Dlm termangu
Ku sebut nama Mu
Biar susah sungguh
Mengingat Mu penuh seluruh

Tuhan ku
Cahaya Mu
Panas suci bagai kerdip lilin
Di kelam sunyi

Tuhan ku
Aku hilang bentuk
Kembara di negeri asing
Tuhan ku
Pintu Mu ku ketuk
Aku tak bisa berpaling

Nasyid By Hidayah
Kepada Mu Ilahi
Yg Maha Agung Yg Maha Suci
Ku pohon perlindungan
Dan keampunanMu
Pada setiap sholat
Ku lafazkan doa & pujian
Kukuhkanlah taqwaku & keimanan
Semoga diriku diselamatkan
Dari segala bencana
Limpahilah diriku dgn sinar penuh kemuliaan
Agar tidak digoda syaitan
Yg sungguh durjana peruntuh akhlak
Inilah doa seorang insan
Mohon perlindungan

The Reason
Hoobastank

The Reason
I'm not a perfect person
There are many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you