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Penantian suatu siksa.... |
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Thanks to Tipah for the lyrics. Kesian, Zai. Dia offer nak belikan ubat utk migraine aku. Aku nie migraine ader makner.....pasal nakkan lyrics tu lerr.....Now I can hum & sing that song.
Lagu tu memang kena tepat dgn perasaan ku sekarang. Penantian adalah suatu siksa, kepastian adalah penawarnya. Kan AT, kan?? Semalam berjumpa AT di Geylang. Lepas ngidam aku nak makan gado-gado kak Munah (ustazah Rock kasi gelaran utk Hjh Maimunah Rest.) Hin minta Badak Berendam dibungkus, nak makan di rumah. Degap-degup jantung ku....Hai, bila lah nak dapat keputusan???
I finally had the chance to watch Oprah in the afternoon. It was a good topic. Ayelet Waldman, wrote an article claiming she loves her husband more than her children. Woah..she was furiously "attacked" by the readers & viewers. Only a few agreed with her. But I agree with her. Even Oprah agreed. Even Roland, the president of a fatherhood group agreed. Those who didn't, well....they still didn't get it. Hey, Roland was there! He was giving his piece of mind as a man, a husband & a father...why on earth didn't those women get it? Perhaps, they just didn't want to admit their mistakes..afraid of confrontation, afraid of their own shadows?
Beruntungnya aku dilahirkan Islam. Nasihat tentang kekeluargaan yg ku terima dari para asatizah amat berguna. Banyak perkara-perkara positif yg aku pelajari dari menonton Oprah dan tetamu-tetamunya. Segala nasihat serupa dgn apa yg dihujahkan oleh para asatizah. Masya Allah, lightbulb moments datang bertubi-tubi.
Memang benar, ramai wanita menghabiskan masa utk anak mereka. Walhal, suami lah yg perlu didahulukan dari anak. Mungkin ramai yg tidak setuju, namun pada hakikatnya, itulah hak. Ramai mengeluh kerana sudah terlalu penat menguruskan rumah & anak hingga tiada masa utk suami, diri sendiri. Dgn itu hilanglah identiti wanita itu sendiri - yg dulunya itulah yg menarik perhatian lelaki yg sekarang suaminya.
Kami suami-isteri pernah dinasihatkan. Sebaik-baiknya, isteri diam di rumah. Mendidik & melayan anak ketika suami bekerja. Bila dia pulang, keperluan anak sudah beres & giliran suami pula diutamakan. Bab urusan rumah....tengok org Arab. Dulu ada hamba abdi, sekarang ada maid. Tapi kita wanita Melayu, kalau tak mampu jadi Cik Puan di rumah, masih boleh menjadi a whole "person" or a whole "woman" dgn kebijaksanaan akal. Tak bermakna, suami yg bekerja tidak campur tangan dlm menguruskan rumah & mendidik anak. Itu adalah tugas yg dipikul bersama isteri. Jgn beri alasan penat mencari rezeki - sungguh tidak munasabah!
Seorang wanita matsaleh kata, "sekarang rumahtangganya aman-damai apabila dia berhenti dari menjadi perfectionist or supermom. Walaupun rumahnya tidak sekemas seperti dulu, namun dia & ahli keluarganya bahagia.
Jadi kita, wanita Islam? Bukankah kita pun sudah diberi "magic potion"? Pernah dengar cerita Fatimah meminta seorang hamba dari ayahandanya, Rasulullah, utk menolongnya menguruskan rumahtangganya? Rasulullah hanya menyuruh puterinya sentiasa membaca Subhanallah 33 x, Alhamdulillah 33 x, Allahuakbar 34 x setiap malam sebelum tidur. Itulah magic potion utk kita. Usaha, doa & tawakkal.
Seorang ustazah kata, kita ni kaum wanita, jgn tunjuk baik sangat, jgnlah lembik sangat sampai kene buli dgn laki! Sekali-sekala tu, tunjuk garang, kasi dia pening sikit. Banyakkan beribadah, suami "gabra" kalau tengok isteri rajin beribadah. Sebabnya, bila kita berdoa kpd Allah, insya Allah doa kita dikabulkan. Haa....tak pening suami? Dia mesti "gabra" jugak - apalah yg isteri aku doakan? kekekekee....betul juga cakapnya. Sebagai isteri & ibu, kita sentiasa doa utk kebaikan, bukan? Jadi, berani tak suami nak buat tak senonoh? Mudah-mudahan doa kita lah pendinding baginya dari melakukan maksiat. Setuju?
The boys were given some chores to do & we zoomed to the club. We call it "the poor man's club". The gym wasn't crowded. Did some cardio on the treadmill & he regained his interest in weights. I've this idea of training with Nelam here. We headed to the driving range. His swings are so much better now. It sparked a little interest in me & he was so keen to let me have a go at it. But I'd rather watch for now.
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PINKIE SHARES |
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I'tiraf
Wahai Tuhan
Ku tak layak
Ke SyurgaMu
Namun tak pula
Aku sanggup
Ke NerakaMu
Ampunkan dosaku
Terimalah taubatku
Sesungguhnya
Engkaulah Pengampun
Dosa-dosa besar
Dosa-dosaku
Bagaikan pepasir
Di pantai
Dengan rahmatMu
Ampunkan daku
Oh Tuhanku
Wahai Tuhan
Selamatkan kami ini
Dari segala
Kejahatan & kecelakaan
Kami takut
Kami harap
KepadaMu
Suburkanlah
Cinta kami
Kepada Mu
Kamilah hamba
Yg mengharap
Belas dariMU
Penantian By Harmoni
Berapa lama mesti ku nanti
Sinar cahaya mata mu
Gemerlap bagai bintang
Menghiasi malam
Malam yg menutup diriku
Berapa lama perlu ku tunggu
Lontaran suara dari bibirmu
Memecah hening taman
Taman syurgawi
Pada sebuah hati yg sepi
Penantian suatu siksa
Yg tidak tertanggung
Oleh tubuh ku yg kering & layu
Kepastian suatu penwar
Dlm suka & duka
Yg meniti hidup ku
Doa By Harmoni
Tuhan ku
Dlm termangu
Ku sebut nama Mu
Biar susah sungguh
Mengingat Mu penuh seluruh
Tuhan ku
Cahaya Mu
Panas suci bagai kerdip lilin
Di kelam sunyi
Tuhan ku
Aku hilang bentuk
Kembara di negeri asing
Tuhan ku
Pintu Mu ku ketuk
Aku tak bisa berpaling
Nasyid By Hidayah
Kepada Mu Ilahi
Yg Maha Agung Yg Maha Suci
Ku pohon perlindungan
Dan keampunanMu
Pada setiap sholat
Ku lafazkan doa & pujian
Kukuhkanlah taqwaku & keimanan
Semoga diriku diselamatkan
Dari segala bencana
Limpahilah diriku dgn sinar penuh kemuliaan
Agar tidak digoda syaitan
Yg sungguh durjana peruntuh akhlak
Inilah doa seorang insan
Mohon perlindungan
The Reason
Hoobastank
The Reason
I'm not a perfect person
There are many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
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