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Tuesday, January 04, 2005 | |
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Hm.....2005 already??? |
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Can't wait for this pc to really die on me!!!! The guy said, "I give yr pc 2 more mths, that's it." Heh,
heh, heh.....good news for me. Can't wait for it to happen. After this, I'm gonna get him set up a new system for me.....pasang siap sendiri, tak mo beli kat kedai yg 1 set nyer, since he's willing to do the job. Now, it's 3rd Jan 2005....hm less than 2 months..heheheheheeeeee!!!!!!
New Year's Eve - We were both FOCKERISED!!!! We were early for the midnite show @ Lido, so we took a stroll to CBTL @ Wheelock for my hot cocoa. It was 20 mins to midnite, so many people partying on the street, waiting....spraying cans of what-you-call-it.....aiyah, those party thingies to each other. We, the older generation, just stood by smiling at the younger uns. And there it happened, the clock struck midnite!! No Auld Lang Syne, I was deep in thought, how are the Tsunami victims? Here I am being so lucky, what more can I do? As the saying goes...life goes on.
Yup, we were fockerised alright. As he said, we're gonna laugh ourselves into the new year. One of the best comedy I've watched this year.
New Year - Off to Rya's occassion. Her baby was sound asleep, though I tried to wake him up with my kisses....he slept on....awww.....Glad I went, the food was so damn syiok!!! It was a good reason to get Fidel to meet one of my online pals, to meet her family, too, even though he knows nothing of my blogging world. He only knows of my activity, he's never seen or read it. I'm glad that he gives me this space as a part of me...my privacy.
2nd January - Rush hour......off to school. A closure of old chapter, an opening of a new one of my life. Time flies so fast. I'm feeling so old. But I'm so excited for all of my boys. I've seen the changes in them, especially Iz. At this point of his life, he's like a kite. I've to let him go, let him fly but when he's too high up in the sky, I've to pull the string gently - bring him back home.......it's not easy but I must let him find his own identity to fit into this world. How can I forget what AT keeps telling me - apabila asas Islam anak itu kuat dlm dirinya, Insya'Allah, walaupun dia tersalah langkah, dia akan tetap pulang ke pangkal. Kita tidak boleh leka, senantiasa berdoa utknya.
Kalau camnie kan, banyak keje, beb!!! I'll still blog, but not so often. Fidel gave me a diary because he doesn't like it. Somehow it reminds me of the things I need to do for this year. I guess it's a sign to keep reminding myself....jatuh bangunnya dunia lelaki adalah seorang wanita. Allah memberi ku seorang suami & 4 orang anak lelaki....aku dipertanggungjawabkan membangunkan dunia mereka. Insya'Allah.
Bagi yg jauh di mata, dekat di hati - semoga tahun 2005 membawa kehidupan yg lebih bererti.
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 21:33 #
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PINKIE HEARS |
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PINKIE SHARES |
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I'tiraf
Wahai Tuhan
Ku tak layak
Ke SyurgaMu
Namun tak pula
Aku sanggup
Ke NerakaMu
Ampunkan dosaku
Terimalah taubatku
Sesungguhnya
Engkaulah Pengampun
Dosa-dosa besar
Dosa-dosaku
Bagaikan pepasir
Di pantai
Dengan rahmatMu
Ampunkan daku
Oh Tuhanku
Wahai Tuhan
Selamatkan kami ini
Dari segala
Kejahatan & kecelakaan
Kami takut
Kami harap
KepadaMu
Suburkanlah
Cinta kami
Kepada Mu
Kamilah hamba
Yg mengharap
Belas dariMU
Penantian By Harmoni
Berapa lama mesti ku nanti
Sinar cahaya mata mu
Gemerlap bagai bintang
Menghiasi malam
Malam yg menutup diriku
Berapa lama perlu ku tunggu
Lontaran suara dari bibirmu
Memecah hening taman
Taman syurgawi
Pada sebuah hati yg sepi
Penantian suatu siksa
Yg tidak tertanggung
Oleh tubuh ku yg kering & layu
Kepastian suatu penwar
Dlm suka & duka
Yg meniti hidup ku
Doa By Harmoni
Tuhan ku
Dlm termangu
Ku sebut nama Mu
Biar susah sungguh
Mengingat Mu penuh seluruh
Tuhan ku
Cahaya Mu
Panas suci bagai kerdip lilin
Di kelam sunyi
Tuhan ku
Aku hilang bentuk
Kembara di negeri asing
Tuhan ku
Pintu Mu ku ketuk
Aku tak bisa berpaling
Nasyid By Hidayah
Kepada Mu Ilahi
Yg Maha Agung Yg Maha Suci
Ku pohon perlindungan
Dan keampunanMu
Pada setiap sholat
Ku lafazkan doa & pujian
Kukuhkanlah taqwaku & keimanan
Semoga diriku diselamatkan
Dari segala bencana
Limpahilah diriku dgn sinar penuh kemuliaan
Agar tidak digoda syaitan
Yg sungguh durjana peruntuh akhlak
Inilah doa seorang insan
Mohon perlindungan
The Reason
Hoobastank
The Reason
I'm not a perfect person
There are many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
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