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Where does My Heart Beat Now....Celine Dion |
D,
We're 2 selfish people. As long as there is love, the hurt just melts away. As we wait for the uncertainty to unfold, we parted.....sealed with kisses & hugs. The fight was like million years ago though it happened just the night before. Perhaps the usual separation will do us good. For me, I can't wait to be alone. I want to be with Him. I need Him so much.
As he left us, I sent a silent prayer. May Allah protect him & may he return to us safely. How could I be so nasty to tell him not to call, not to sms, not to email?!?! I was fuming mad...I was so hurt - I wanted to hurt him even more. He knows it's all his doings, so like it or not, he has to accept all the crap from me. We're both confused......and so we wait.....and wait.......and wait.
I've cooled off, no point keeping the anger & hurt for too long. Life & time are too precious. Packed his stuff with so much emotion. The afternoon out erased the horrible pep talk. Before he entered the cab, he said he's gonna call....I nodded helplessly.
Hm....a fight is good after all. A less perfect relationship is ok, I guess. In the end, the love envelops 2 people deeper. I long for him....I know he longs for me, too.
We are 2 very selfish people indeed.
Now, time for Him. Please wake me up after a short night nap. I need You so much. There are so many things I want to say. I need You to grant my prayers. You promise that if I ask You, You will grant them. You want me to ask from You....no one, nothing else. It's when I open my big mouth to ask from You, it means You want to grant them. Soon or later......it's up to You. You know what's best for me. I know You love me. I love You, Allah....thank you, Allah.
So, watdaya think? Is this a good short story for your coffee break???
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 08:18 #
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PINKIE HEARS |
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PINKIE SHARES |
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I'tiraf
Wahai Tuhan
Ku tak layak
Ke SyurgaMu
Namun tak pula
Aku sanggup
Ke NerakaMu
Ampunkan dosaku
Terimalah taubatku
Sesungguhnya
Engkaulah Pengampun
Dosa-dosa besar
Dosa-dosaku
Bagaikan pepasir
Di pantai
Dengan rahmatMu
Ampunkan daku
Oh Tuhanku
Wahai Tuhan
Selamatkan kami ini
Dari segala
Kejahatan & kecelakaan
Kami takut
Kami harap
KepadaMu
Suburkanlah
Cinta kami
Kepada Mu
Kamilah hamba
Yg mengharap
Belas dariMU
Penantian By Harmoni
Berapa lama mesti ku nanti
Sinar cahaya mata mu
Gemerlap bagai bintang
Menghiasi malam
Malam yg menutup diriku
Berapa lama perlu ku tunggu
Lontaran suara dari bibirmu
Memecah hening taman
Taman syurgawi
Pada sebuah hati yg sepi
Penantian suatu siksa
Yg tidak tertanggung
Oleh tubuh ku yg kering & layu
Kepastian suatu penwar
Dlm suka & duka
Yg meniti hidup ku
Doa By Harmoni
Tuhan ku
Dlm termangu
Ku sebut nama Mu
Biar susah sungguh
Mengingat Mu penuh seluruh
Tuhan ku
Cahaya Mu
Panas suci bagai kerdip lilin
Di kelam sunyi
Tuhan ku
Aku hilang bentuk
Kembara di negeri asing
Tuhan ku
Pintu Mu ku ketuk
Aku tak bisa berpaling
Nasyid By Hidayah
Kepada Mu Ilahi
Yg Maha Agung Yg Maha Suci
Ku pohon perlindungan
Dan keampunanMu
Pada setiap sholat
Ku lafazkan doa & pujian
Kukuhkanlah taqwaku & keimanan
Semoga diriku diselamatkan
Dari segala bencana
Limpahilah diriku dgn sinar penuh kemuliaan
Agar tidak digoda syaitan
Yg sungguh durjana peruntuh akhlak
Inilah doa seorang insan
Mohon perlindungan
The Reason
Hoobastank
The Reason
I'm not a perfect person
There are many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
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