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Crash....... |
D,
Foster dad called early evening yesterday. He was still shaking. He had an accident. Alhamdulillah, he was safe. The bad news was, the back of his car was totally damaged, the glass was shattered. It seemed out of nowhere a motorcycle kissed his car real hard. Fortunately, there were a few witnesses giving the police the statement. Dad wasn't sure if the cyclist & his partner survived the hard impact, according to dad, it was really bad.
Alhamdulillah, dad is safe and sound & it wasn't his mistake. Ya Allah, lindungilah dia dari segala malapetaka, rahmatilah kehidupannya di dunia & akhirat, sihatkan dia, mudahkanlah segala urusannya. Amin ya rabbal 'alamin.
I hope the motorcyclist & partner survive the crash.
Back at home, Fidel & I are keeping our cool with the teacher who was in charge of Iz's school camp. On Monday, Fidel tried calling & even smsed the teacher. She didn't not respond. Wat de fish!!!! So yesterday morning, he emailed her. Her reply was a straightfoward irresponsible respond! She claimed she was at the field when the incident took place, Iz slipped & hurt his arm. Bull!!!! Fact was - she asked Iz what happened. Iz told her exactly what he told us - that they were told to run across the field, then a boy whom he didn't recognise, pushed him. She is so irresponsible. Why didn't she asked the group which boy pushed my son? All the boy needed to do was own up & apologise. The teacher should at least warned the student & the rest to be careful. Of course, accidents happen. But this teacher is taking the easy way out. Now this is serious......I feel like whacking the teacher! I guess Fidel is going all the way up to MOE, I got a feeling he's not satisfied with her reply. She didn't carry out her duty well enough.
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 06:38 #
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Tafsir Wanita |
D,
Ahad lalu, kami buka buku baru. Tafsir Wanita. Ustz mulakan kuliah dgn ms 13-20. Tak ingat chapter, cuma ingat tentang harta.
Dlm penjelasannya - seorang suami yg makan harta isteri, tak akan rasa senang hidupnya. Sekarang ramai sungguh suami yg mengharapkan isteri bekerja, lalu menggunakan wang isteri utk menampung belanja keluarga. Boleh tu boleh, tapi dgn kerelaan isteri lah. Gaji isteri adalah haknya semata. Tak bererti, isteri bekerja, suami tak beri isteri nafkah...tu dah salah!
Adalah kewajipan suami menampung segala perbelanjaan. Isteri boleh mengambil wang suami tanpa izin (jika dia tidak memberi isterinya duit) utk keperluan rumah seperti membeli makanan, misalannya. Kalau soal pakaian pula, suami harus belikan isteri paling kurang 3 pasang baju setahun utk isteri. Jika isteri menuntut ilmu, suami harus menyediakan wang tambangnya, buku & segala keperluan yg lain.
Bab maskahwin, ibubapa tidak berhak mengambil atau menyimpan maskahwin kepunyaan anak perempuan mereka. Itu adalah haknya. Ustz kata, dia pernah nasihatkan anak lelakinya - kalau ingin bernikah dgn calon isteri, hendaklah dia memberi maskahwin berupa 1 bulan gajinya kpd isterinya itu. Ini memberi kesedaran kpd anak lelaki betapa beratnya tanggungjawab apabila hendak berkeluarga. Waa....kalau suami gaji 10 ribu sebulan, muai sey maskahwin isteri berkenaan!
Akad itu sah walau tak menyebut maskahwinnya. Bila sudah bernikah tapi belum bersama disebabkan bercerai hidup atau mati, maskahwin hendaklah dipulangkan kpd suami atau keluarganya.
Kita tengok betapa megahnya dunia barat memeperjuangkan hak asasi wanita. Sesungguhnya, jika manusia mempelajari ilmu ugama, dia akan sedar bahawa Islam memuliakan darjat wanita. Wanita di zaman Rasulullah pun maju dlm dunia lelaki, seperti berniaga.
Ustz menegaskan lagi, tuntutlah ilmu, ia adalah 1 kewajipan. Dia berpesan lagi, wanita yg tidak tutup aurat ibarat "touch n go" system di lebuhraya Msia. Makhluk benci memandang wanita yg tidak tutup aurat. Seperkara lagi.....jika di dlm sebuah kumpulan ada 10 lelaki & 1 wanita - sudah tentu wanita itu dipandang serong kerana nafsu lelaki tidah mudah dibendung. Namun jika kumpulan itu terdiri dari 1 lelaki & 10 perempuan, tidak lah menjadi kehairanan. Teringat pula kata AT, ustz Siti Rahmah kata, kalau 1 helai rambut wanita didedahkan kpd umum..jawabnya 1000 hari di dlm neraka. 1 hari dlm neraka bukan 1 hari waktu dunia, tau......so kalau ternampak member yg bertudung, sekali terdedah rambutnya sedikitpun..kita usik..1000 hari ah!!!! Cepat-cepat member sembunyikan rambutnya semula.
Ustz merangkapkan sepotong doa "Ya Allah, lindungilah aku dari nafsu yg tidak pernah kenyang".
Wallahualambisawab.
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 12:43 #
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Menghitung hari, detik demi detik..... |
D,
I'm very nervous, so excited yet so scared. Although I get tremendous support, still...perhaps I'll let the cat out of the bag next Wednesday? Perhaps not....just disappear, eh nie dah macam citer "Missing"!?!
I just realised I didn't buy S'pore Shape June issue! Urgh!!!! No big deal, I guess, at least I got July's. I'm glad I got hold of Spa Asia May/June issue. I was so engrossed reading it at Aspara Spa Club Med when the therapist, Muli, called me that it was time for my 3 hour treatment. It's not easy to get Spa Asia mag, here. Talking about that, still too lazy to load all the photos up.
When his family found out that we drove up to Club Med, Aunt Ley was so interested to plan a family outing...the whole lot of us, around 30 people. Hm...what?? To go there again?? But one has to be very sporting, you know....one thing for sure, I know I wasn't. I just looked & laughed at the crowd during the evening activities.
Talking about holidays, Aunt Ley & family had a whale of time at South Island. She shopped till she dropped, I think. Who became their guide? Aunt Normah & family of course - they know South Island at the back of their hands, apa kan tidak.....every year for so many years, free tickets naik South Island main snow! Mana pelusuk tempat shopping, tempat tinggal, route ke sana-sini, sumer jorang tau. Tapi aku dengar next year, jorang nak tukar destination..finally, kekekeekeeeeee!
Meeting up with his family last Saturday was great. The young ones, si cousins nie kecoh, almaklum ada 1 tu nak naik pelamin. Cousin ipar paling tuer, aku laaa. Suker, tak suker kene respek!!!! Tapi jorang dah kenal aku nie memang gilerz, depan mak mentuer pong muker tempeh! Sempat ajar jorang yoga laa, jaga badan go up north, not down south laa, ley gitu, ajar anak dara tentang pompan tak dara lagik!!!! Eh abih, saper lagi nak kasi tips, kan???
Ish, ish, ish....go back......tawadhuk!!!!! Semalam lak, entah aper dah kene dgn Zai. Kental abiz dia, sampai sesat barat! Tu laa....excited sangat nak buat biskut tu kan? Sampai lupa mana Bugis Station. Alah Kassim!!!!!!!!
Pagi tadi sempat bual dgn AT. Dia suka barang Artistry tu. Aku dah agak, mesti sesuai dgn kulit dia. Dia pun nak jumper Alfa Romeo lagi, nanti laa in August, lepaskan projek July. Sekarang nak kena rombak semula gaya hidup, gaya makanan keluarga. Si bakal pengantin tu kata, "kak, u, abang & Han gain weight eh?" Me, "apakan tak, lupa daratan kat Cherating!"
Bones kiter dah rapuh laa.....kena elak caffeine, too much tea can brittle one's bones. Red meat pun kene elak. So, got milk???
Susu susu
Mengapa kah susu
Putih warnanya
Cubalah fikir
Apa sebabnya
Adakah ia
Di perah
jikalau hitam
Atau pun merah......
Nak surf Eu Yan Sang, tengok apa jorang ada.......haa jgn nak promote Nutrilite pulak!!!!!
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 21:28 #
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Finally.... |
D,
I had a good time yesterday. Met up with the familiar nicks in Cyberibu at Zai's. Of course, I "dragged" AT to come along, too. As a treat, she had a mini facial in the Osim chair! Kekekekeeeee.
It's been a while since I mingled with the babies & toddlers. It was fun. The thing that I love most about Cyberibu gathering is sharing of knowledge, the ukhuwah. Support is important because it boosts one's confidence. Yes, we realised that Cyberibu is not as active as it used to be. But the gathering yesterday, stirred my emotions. I want to share my knowledge, too. Since I've no interest take orders for cakes, cookies & local desserts anymore, I shall offer my services to teach the members again - at a minimal cost.
Yup - Apple Almond Shortbread, Nutty Oats Cookies - 2 of several recipes I have. If Zai reads this, she'll jump up & down! Kenduri besar laa ko!
Back to the gathering. I'm too comfortable staying at home, but I'm aware of the limited finance that I'm facing. Listening to the advice of financial planner, it created awareness among the mommies. Personally, I believe in setting aside some for insurance, medical & CPF investment. Having cold hard cash in the bank is one thing, long term saving is another. So we joked about our age - 16+... = actual age. I won't be so financially stable when I grow older, say 20 years' time. I should have followed Fidel's footsteps 10 years ago - Invest more for retirement!!!!!! He still nags about my weakness not saving up more. So I guess it's time to meet up with her again. I don't want to be left on mainland when he sails away on his yacht!!!! Eeeeks!!!!!! So shop less & save more from now on.
Foster dad came for a sleepover on Thursday. As usual, he brought all sorts of dishes which he ordered from stalls & fruits from his garden. We never had this bond before - talking , even conversing over the phone. I'm glad to be given this opportunity.
Fidel's off today, so I wanna catch up some morning hours with him. Later today, to attend step bro's engagement & nephew's prayer feast.
Have a good weekend!
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 08:16 #
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Dlm banyak citer...citer aper ko suker???? |
D,
Sedang berehat dari kerja orang rumah. A few days ago, bil told us a scary encounter he had while patrolling along Changi Coast. Yup, the famous accident area. Al kisah, tempat tu memang la keras. Tempat tu pong, semenjak-duamenjak nie, jadi playground kiter. Alah....Kassim.....asal ko citer kat aku??? Camner aku nak lalu tempat tu skrang? Kene mintak izin datuk-nenek laaa nampaknyer.
Berbalik ke al kisah bil nie. Dia tengah nak serang-hendap la, siapa yg bawak over the speed limit. Nie dah lewat malam jugak ah. Sekali kan dia kata, dia terdengar bunyi owang ketawa. Dah laa tu....macam berbual lak. Lepas tu ketawa lagik. Macam ader geng. Dia dengar ketawa lagi...nie makin kerap abiz kan..lama-lama jadi macam niglai lak. Dia prasan, bunyi tu sumer datang dari atas. Memang daerah situ, banyakz pokokz. Dia tak brani dongak, beb. Abihkan takder 1 vehicle pong lalu. Apa lagi, dia pong tukar station laaa. Cabotz..tak brani dongak, tak brani stay put!
Dia pong tunggu la kat expressway yg menuju ke Changi Airport...yg sepanjang jalan kenangan tuh! Dia tunggu bawah flyover. Then kan, ada 1 teksi berhenti. Pakcik drebar keluar ke arahnya. Dia kata, "Nak, jgn tunggu sini, nak. Tempat ni keras." Hai...apalah nasib bil malam tu. Nasib baik pakcik ni berhenti kasi tip. Bil pong, pecut laa gi ke depan sket. Kalau dah tugas, maner ley elak, kan?
Aki ni, memang pengecut, tapi suker laa dengar citer gini. Nanti kalo ader citer lagik aku tulis eh?
Ok, back to the chores.
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 19:12 #
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Keropok Lemau On Monday |
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Back to the old routine - so much to do, so little time. Less than a month to go, so excited, yet so scared.....is it really true or am I just dreaming?
Heck, school will re-open next week. Time flies so fast. Another big wedding to come in July. Sorry, I've to give that a miss. Nasib kiter laa, labi. Bukannya aku sengaja. Plan June aku banyak sangkak, tak sangka pulak plan July jadi, so...jgn mare laa yer.
Susungguhnyer, aku tengah liat sangat, malas nak dok kat PC. Makin aku dok kat sini, makin bodoh IT aku rasa.
Jari-jemari ku nak berehat sebentar.
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 07:32 #
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Porno melalui mms.... |
D,
This is my second entry for today.
My ngaji members & I visited L, who gave birth 1 month ago. We were so tied up to visit her earlier. She had a difficult delivery. It's her 4th son. Welcome to club, beb! There was so much to talk about & she can't wait to step out of the house & attend ngaji again.
Nest, to M's house. Her 3rd son has recovered from circumcision. Well, what can I say, I've no regrets staying at home without any income of my own, she's one happy woman having the chance to work. I guess it's better this way. She was so stressed while she was a SAHM. So she told me how bitchy the men at her workplace. What's new....men are the worst bitch of all. Mulut jorang lebih jahat dari mulut perempuan. Belakang bini, ada jer kekurangan bini. Depan bini, pijak semut pun tak mati. Not only that, bila jorang citer pasal nafsu jorang......kiter ni istighfar banyak-banyak. Mungkin ada yg tak percaya, well, masing-masing laa....dah kenal baru laa kau tahu. Betapa rendahnya mereka pandang kaum Hawa. Sekarang baru aku sedar besarnya pengorbanan Rasulullah meningkatkan martabat wanita.
Seperkara lagi. Rupanya aksi porno yg disebarkan melalui MMS dah nak basi. Hei...aku baru dapat berita nie...Nak tengok...tak per, terimakasih ajer laaa. Kata M, airport staff, keduanya org M.E.L.A.Y.U. Seorang wanita single & lelaki yg dah bergelar suami. Si jantan nie merakamkan aksi lucah mereka. Kata M, lagi dua-dua sama cantik, sama lawa. Entah macam mana, handphone tu jatuh ke tangan orang lain, lalu adegan itu sudah tersebar luas. Jadi kaum Adam di tempat kerje M kata, siapa tak nak perempuan tu? Cun bukan main, jorang pun nak!!! Ha!!!! Masih tak percaya yg lelaki nie tak der aper lain yg jorang fikirkan kalau nampak perempuan.....itu 1 ajer laaa!!!!! Tempat memuaskan nafsu. Dah hilang seronok, dia campak jauh-jauh, jijik abiz, pandang pun tak mo lagik!
Hai...perang dayak laaa agaknya lelaki tuh dgn isterinya! Yg perempuan pula, dengarnya sudah dipecat.
Kesian.....asal laaa bongok sangat!!!!! Semulia makhluk Allah ciptakan adalah manusia kerana manusia punya akal. Tapi sayangnya, ada juga yg perangai tak ubah seperti haiwan.
Sebenarnya, wanita bukanlah lemah seperti yg disangkakan. Kita harus mengenali diri kita sendiri, jgnlah sia-siakan pengorbanan Rasulullah. Jgn lah mudah dipergunakan oleh kaum Adam, jgnlah menjadikan diri kita sebagai bahan zina mata (penglihatan), mulut (percakapan), hidung (keharuman), telinga (pendengaran), tangan & kaki (persentuhan) mereka, melainkan lelaki itu adalah suami mu. Janganlah mengkhianati diri sendiri. Pintu taubat masih terbuka, tuju lah ke arah itu.
Sayangilah diri mu, wahai wanita.
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 19:58 #
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About the invalids.... |
D,
Hin will be going for day surgery. It's either in July or August. Iz's arm cast will be removed in 2 weeks time. Yikes!!!! Guess I've to wait till the school reopens to find out if there was any investigation done about his fall, if the school is going to insure his medical cost as it happened in the school premises. There were so many questions that Fidel & I are waiting to shoot to the teacher in charge, since she was nowhere to be found when we fetched Iz on that fateful day.
I find it irresponsible of the teacher to leave him with an older student at the canteen. She never called back to check on him. We didn't receive any news, enquiry or clarification from the school. Well, that's just too bad. I was very lucky to have met a school teacher at the hospital while waiting for Iz. She told me of the procedures when accidents happen in school. I was so grateful that she showed me the ropes. I'm keeping my cool right now, I just can't wait to lash at teacher/principal.
It wasn't a fracture, mind you. It was a hard fall. Two broken bones had to be aligned. He couldn't see who pushed him. The agony of pain that he went through.....He has to lay off from tough training during NCC for the next couple of months. Urgh!!!! I'm just boiling mad. I think it's best I leave the matter to Fidel. He has his own strategy.
Meanwhile, I'm still updating my online photo albums. Suddenly, I've so things to do. With the that thing coming up, I'm rushing like mad woman. Revise, hafal skrip......
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 08:00 #
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Yesterday, all my troubles seem so far away...... |
D,
It was a happy day for me indeed. Met AT & Lyana yesterday morning. All plans went havoc but they turned out so good. Hujan yg mendatangkan rahmat. After the necessary agenda was completed, we walked to Kak Munah's for our gado-gado, lauk babat, nangka, siput, urap, krepek. Macam lepaskan ngidam gitu. Part tengah kunyah, tak ley berbual sebab sedap sangat.
We stopped by at Nora. Hai, sungguhtaksahkalautakbeli.com. But I found my buy was worth the money. Walked to pasar Geylang & got good bargains for my 3 blouses....aku dah promise pakcik tu, sambil angkat tangan lagik - in the name of Allah, i promise not to reveal the price to anybody else - kekekeekekekeeeee, lepakz ah pakcik botak tuh! Boley dia bilang aku - i don't menghampakan you one - kaklar abiz!!!!!
Lyana nyer plan - nak beli serkup & orang-aring jerk. Banyak nyer bedekz!!!!!! Dari pagi ke petang beli 2 barang jerk??? kekekekekeeee.
Si AT this time pandai elak. Relak ajer member sowang tuh. Sekali terjumper sedare mil, then terjumper aunt Yah, aunt Nor. AT & I received pleasant news that we got our refund yesterday when we met kak Faridah - Alhamdulillah. The 3 of us took a slow walk to Spore Post, nie kira dah tawaf & sai seluruh Geylang aaaa.
As we were enjoying each other's company & sipping our CBTL drinks, AT got a call from Mak Ros, whom we met that morning. She gave us good news. Words just couldn't describe my feelings. My eyes welled up, it was like unbelievable. If I could jump up & down at that time, I would! Nothing else mattered. Hai...tak sia-sia aku beli serkup! Went over to see Mak Ros again, did the necessary thing again & off to my place.
Tu laaa...korang elak punyer elak, sampai jugak kat rumah aku, kan?! Kekekekeeee...once again the plan went havoc....dah tak yah nak sorok barang shopping tuh!!!! Jgn waste karen, dah tentu ko lambat balek, cancel tuh plan nak masak....kekekekeeeeee. Aku dengar ko makan kat kedai...kekekeekeeeeee.
So it was 3 lifestyles who had been through obstacles but received small & big blessings from the least expected. With the little knowledge we have, we share with each other & that enriches us.
Kawan boleh jadi lawan, sahabat kekal ke akhir hayat.
At the end of the day, I was tired, but very happy. I am so blessed, I feel humbled. Yg lagi 2 yg tak dapat hadir tuh, nanti kiter buat janji lagi ok? Takkan lari kak munah dikejar..kekekeekkeeeee!
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 06:42 #
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Segala Puji Utk Mu....... |
D,
Good things come is small packages.....one after another. Alhamdulillah. Sotong, Zai....good news!!!!! Very good news!!!!!! This time around yes, approved! Awan mendung sudah berlalu, matahari bersinar semula. Ya Allah, tak terbendung lagi perasaan ku.
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 18:28 #
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Been busy.....having fun! |
The last time we went to Pahang was in 2002. We stayed at Ranting Resort 1 night & Swiss Garden Resort & Spa 1 night in the Cherating.
This year we went to Club Med Cherating, 4 days 3 nights. This year's holiday out of Singapore is for the boys. I promised them that if they show improvement in their studies, they get to spent part of their savings for a well deserved holiday. We enjoyed ourselves, daddy was relieved with the "go dutch" plan.
Well, it boosts their wish to save up more. They keep asking - can we go there again, next year? What?? Again, next year? Let's not make this a lifestyle. Make it a special treat once in a few years, shall we?
Photos will be up soon.
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 08:11 #
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What else, eh? |
D,
We wished him Happy Father's Day in advance. The boys & I just couldn't wait till Sunday to give him the present & the card. He was surprised, of course, as he never knows when Father's Day is anyway. It made his day after spending long hours clearing his work.
Cats' food & water dispenser - dah beli.
Gosok-an - finito, yahoo!!!!
Now - kene kemas rumah, hantar Iz for check up. Dag..dig..doog...jantung ku.
Have a good weekend!!!!
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 06:06 #
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Penat...ngantuk....menurun macam kuda kepang! |
D,
So much to do & so little time. Yeah, I've written this line so many times. Ingatkan semalam dapat marathon menggosok baju. Then tup, tup...dad called in the afternoon & said he was on his way here. Dia datang...haa ko!!!! Macam tok santa. Mak oi banyak neyr barang - pisang tanduk, durian, sayur, ayam percik, sayur dgn sambal jengganan. Lepas tu bukannya nak tidur sini. Dia die-die nak balik. Kebetulan mil pun datang, bawa RotiBoy.....sebab cucu peybret dia lom dapat rasa minggu lepas sebab cucu gi camping. So, rezeki dad jugalah dapat rasa RotiBoy & rezeki mil laa dapat durian & sayur & rezeki sekeluarga sebab aku belum masak, jadi ada lah lauk utk dinner.
Tiba malam, mata tak tahan....tak dapat teruskan gosok-an. Peng banget aku! Nampaknyer pagi-pagi buta gini kene gosok lagi. Lepas tu run errands. Lermekk..macam liat nak ngaji nanti petang!!! Whatever it is....semua kerja rumah mesti beres by tomorrow, er, hari Khamis malam Jumaat! Can't wait for the weekends. Dah lama sangat aku terperuk dlm rumah.
Just the other day, cousin Ash sms-ed Iz....lermekk budak tu - dia citer laa dia kat Franz Josef! Haiz!!!! Nak kene bantai tol laa! Dia main snow laa tuh, kongasam nyer budak! Aku kirim jugak dgn Aunt Ley - itu snow simpan dlm botol, nanti pass kat aku. Nanti jadi air, aku minum..kekekeke. Dia kata, takper dia bawak balik dulu simpan dlm freezer, baru kasi aku...kekekekee.
We need a break.....
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 06:02 #
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Apa dah jadi? Apa nak buat..... |
D,
Loads of chores to clear. Bulan nie, banyak sangkak. Dugaan demi dugaan datang. Tapi inilah sebenarnya kehidupan. Mesti jenguk di bawah & jgn mendongak ke atas.
AT & aku masih mencuba nasib. Kami belum patah semangat. Kami akui kekurangan kami, namun kami tetap berusaha, doa & tawakkal. Sekarang tengah runsingkan Hin & Iz pula. Mudah-mudahan apa yg mereka hadapi tidak memudaratkan mereka.
On a lighter note, he got tickets for Quidam. Ooolalaaa! He was calculating the amount of money he had to fork out for the 6 of us. Alah, waste karen laaa. I told him that the boys won't appreciate this kind of show, not yet. So no point wasting money. He realised I was right. It'll be our 1st Cirque De Soleil show, I'm so excited, can't wait for September.
Meanwhile.....still scratching my head & June holidays are halfway over.
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 08:14 #
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Jeruk, jerok.....berok! |
D,
Dah sah! Aku jadi jeruk dlm balang. Bak keropok lemau. Lemau selemau-lemaunya.
Saturday - Kelas terakhir bagi menghalusi sholat. Kita pot-luck. Aku tak sempat nak buat kuih, singgah pasar Geylang beli kuih bakar daging & manis. Ustazah dah siapkan buku tahlil ringkas. Dia mengetuai bacaan tahlil tersebut. It was something new. Almaklum, selalu bacaan tahlil diketuai oleh org lelaki, baca lak laju. Kita, wanita, baca slow & steady. Happy sakan aku. Sebelah petang jumpa AT - kat Geylang lagi! Ni kira, lemau dah nak naik 1 badan. Dinner at Bedok Central. Dah lama tak makan di Long John Silver. Janggal pula rasa bila Iz tak ada dgn kami. Zaman sekarang, nama ajer cuti sekolah. Kelibat anak aku sama ajer macam hari biasa. Ada saja program utk dia ke sekolah pada cuti penggal!
Sunday - Hai.....lega rasa. Barulah hari nie dapat hadir kelas hadith. Nasib baik ustazah sanggup tapekan syarahannya semasa aku berkursus di Al Muttaqin. Program nampak cantik - hari nie belajar hadith dgn ustazah rock, Ahad depan belajar tafsir wanita di "kedai kak Munah" Jln Pisang. Sewaktu menunggu si daddy & the boys, jln-jln kat Parkway. Hai.....kenapa laa harga jeans melambung tinggi? Terpaksa beli jugak, mudah-mudahan alah beli menang memakai.
Terima panggilan dari sekolah. Iz terjatuh ditolak oleh seorang murid sewaktu aktiviti. Dipendekkan cerita, tangannya patah. Berjam-jam menunggu di A & E. Kecut perut aku tiap kali Fidel beri update. So sekarang, tangannya kena "simen". Nasib ko laa labi......lain kali jgn cakap besar......! Ada ker, sebelum cuti bermula, aku kata - kalau markah pertengahan tahun tak merosot, maybe boleh travel. Iz mula laa tunjuk "kerek" - dia tak nak gi holiday, tak perlu...konon eksyen bagoz! Baru last week, Ash ajak gi NZ....menggelitik nak ikut. Mana ader jalan?!? Kalau pergi, kiter semua laa pergi! Ha...sekarang camping kat sekolah, tangan dah kene balut. Terkial-kial dia. Semoga dgn musibah ini, dia belajar & sedar. Bila Allah tarik sedikit rahmatNya, manusia dah menggelabah. Jatuh tu cuma sebab. Allah mentakdirkan musibah ini berlaku. Don't be too proud to be able to stand on yr own 2 feet, you still need others from time to time - such as this.
Sekarang tengah tunggu verdict...samada aku jadi jeruk dlm balang atau masih ada harapan utk bersantai sambil menikmati keindahan alam yg Allah jadikan....tak sanggup aku bila jorang dah penat main dlm rumah, jorang eksyen berok dlm kandang!
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 08:01 #
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Lagu zaman hippie..... |
D,
It's so un-pinkie of me to sit in the deep dark hole for too long, right? Nie kene tanyer anak Zai, kalau auntie pinkie tak pakai pink, corour aper auntie misti pake...?
Sometime ago, her dd told her, "Umi, kalau auntie pinkie pakai baju hijau, kiter panggil dia auntie green tea." Wahliao...itu anakdara...lepakz sey!
Thanks for cheering me up..yous know who yous are. Indeed, sabaq nyer sabaw..aku terpaksa selam ke Sabah & Serawak. Tapi paling best, bila dah ilang sabar - procedure nyer senang ajer, baca a'uzubillahiminasyaitanirrajim, lepas tu sembur laaa. Dah abiz lepaskan steam ditutupi dgn penghulu istighfar.
Tapi yg kaklar seram nyer, biler dah luahkan larvae yg meluap-luap, semuanya tenang semula. Kenapalaa kene bertekak to prove 1 point? Asal takmo dengar cakap aku bila aku suruh dok bincang tol-tol? Korang ni, tunggu aku bukak buku magic macam citer "Charmed" baru korang nak dengar cakap aku......buku magic aku yg 30 juz tu, bukan mantera eh!
Si AT dah lepas withdrawal syndrome dia, semenjak dia masuk JB hari Rabu yg lalu. Pandai pulak dia nak buat aku ketawa, dia citerkan pasal kelas Tajwidnya. pecah-perotz aku dengar. Paling best, semalam - dia sanggup tapekan utk aku dengar!!!!! Aku tetap withdrawal syndrome...tapi pagi nie dah ilang daaa. Keberkahan hari Jumaat.
Meh nyanyi lagu zaman hippie sama-sama
Let the sunshine
Let the sunshine in
The sunshine in.....
Sesungguhnya, it's a blessing in disguise. Tertutup 1 pintu rezeki, terbuka yg 1 lagi, Alhamdulillah. Namun niat & doa ku masih berterusan, mudah-mudahan ianya akan lebih baik yg telah dirancangkan, Amin InsyaAllah.
Program akan datang :
Sipot sedotz, eh?
Jurong Point Fish Soup?
Muntah Kedarah kat Straits Kitchen?
Hooray-hooray emak & anak kat rumah, kat luar?
Great Singapore Sale....?
Tapi tunggu aku gaji, ley??? Tapikan, gaji tak gaji, aku tetap PokaI!!!!!!
Masukkan borang anda dlm cabutan bertuah!!!!!
I'm back.........kekekekeeeeee!
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 12:07 #
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Lampu..... |
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I need more lighbulb moments......now, I wish I have the experience like Rasulullah - malaikat telah belah dada Baginda lalu mencuci hati Baginda dgn air zamzam. Siapa lah, aku...hanya manusia biasa. Usaha, doa & tawakkal. Meh, bukak buku magic.
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 07:18 #
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Things that are not meant to be..... |
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Oooh.....I hate hospitals! Unless visiting newborns. It was jam packed, as if there was a show or some celebrity was in town! Worse, the computer system slowed down. But we were lucky as our waiting time was quite short. As per normal procedure, the doctor "check here, check there" but couldn't confirm anything. Next step - make another appointment for ultrasound then see the doctor again. Haiz.....kluar-masok hospital laa cuti skolah nie!!!! For sure, Hin has to go for surgery. Now comes the part, rakyat jelata will call & ask about his wellbeing. Nanti ada saja soalan yg akan ditujukan yg jawapannya tak ader pada aku......double haiz!
Sotong - you give me lightbulb moment this morning.
"Something that seemed so wrong may actually be right".
Planned agendas didn't happen. Well, they're not meant to be mine. Cry, I did. I was so heart broken. I fell into a deep dark hole. Fidel could sense I wasn't myself. He tries to cheer me & I play along. But this sadness is too personal, I'm not ready. Like always, I take my time to stay in this deep dark hole, do some soul searching. Then, I'll slowly climb out of this deep dark hole, take a deep breath & tawwakal al Allah. Life is survival of the fittest....dari mana aku dengar ungkapan nie?!?
Kepastian suatu penawar dalam suka & duka yg mengisi hidup ku.......
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posted by pinkiecutepie # 07:42 #
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PINKIE HEARS |
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PINKIE SHARES |
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I'tiraf
Wahai Tuhan
Ku tak layak
Ke SyurgaMu
Namun tak pula
Aku sanggup
Ke NerakaMu
Ampunkan dosaku
Terimalah taubatku
Sesungguhnya
Engkaulah Pengampun
Dosa-dosa besar
Dosa-dosaku
Bagaikan pepasir
Di pantai
Dengan rahmatMu
Ampunkan daku
Oh Tuhanku
Wahai Tuhan
Selamatkan kami ini
Dari segala
Kejahatan & kecelakaan
Kami takut
Kami harap
KepadaMu
Suburkanlah
Cinta kami
Kepada Mu
Kamilah hamba
Yg mengharap
Belas dariMU
Penantian By Harmoni
Berapa lama mesti ku nanti
Sinar cahaya mata mu
Gemerlap bagai bintang
Menghiasi malam
Malam yg menutup diriku
Berapa lama perlu ku tunggu
Lontaran suara dari bibirmu
Memecah hening taman
Taman syurgawi
Pada sebuah hati yg sepi
Penantian suatu siksa
Yg tidak tertanggung
Oleh tubuh ku yg kering & layu
Kepastian suatu penwar
Dlm suka & duka
Yg meniti hidup ku
Doa By Harmoni
Tuhan ku
Dlm termangu
Ku sebut nama Mu
Biar susah sungguh
Mengingat Mu penuh seluruh
Tuhan ku
Cahaya Mu
Panas suci bagai kerdip lilin
Di kelam sunyi
Tuhan ku
Aku hilang bentuk
Kembara di negeri asing
Tuhan ku
Pintu Mu ku ketuk
Aku tak bisa berpaling
Nasyid By Hidayah
Kepada Mu Ilahi
Yg Maha Agung Yg Maha Suci
Ku pohon perlindungan
Dan keampunanMu
Pada setiap sholat
Ku lafazkan doa & pujian
Kukuhkanlah taqwaku & keimanan
Semoga diriku diselamatkan
Dari segala bencana
Limpahilah diriku dgn sinar penuh kemuliaan
Agar tidak digoda syaitan
Yg sungguh durjana peruntuh akhlak
Inilah doa seorang insan
Mohon perlindungan
The Reason
Hoobastank
The Reason
I'm not a perfect person
There are many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
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